I'm trying to do I tell it for who percent that for the wind contact the

shelter we just thought it would be a lot better and a lot more fitting on

Christmas Eve to show some compassion

today's Christmas Eve we're not celebrating Christmas well Jake seems to

think that Santa Claus is coming tonight and he said that we have to put out

cookies and milk so Jake's okay but we are on a way to

pick up some stuff from the office we have Joe Fresh who is a floating company

that we collaborated with before to collaborating with the general they're

great at a partner we work with and they were generous so so generous when we

reached out to them and told them that we wanted

a little bit of giving back thing where we wanted to stop by like a shelter and

just drop off clothes and gloves and coats jackets whatever they could

provide us with it's getting really cold in Canada now so

you know trying to do a little something nice for people and that's what we're

going to do now we contacted a shelter we found out where they are the fact

they're open today we just thought it would be a lot better and a lot more

fitting on Christmas Eve to show some compassion and adjustable of for you

know people who aren't as fortunate as us and before we left we talked to can

been about it they said no where are you guys going and we explained it to them

so that was really good yeah it's awesome

Jill fresh was great the camera changed its colors to paint because it knows

that I like pink anyways not much happened today it was a pretty chill day

right now Jake and Ben are with my mom at her friend's Christmas Eve dinner max

is sleeping so I get a little bit time to rest last night was a very active max

wanted to party until like 2:00 a.m. so that was fun

we dropped off the clothing at the shelter they told us a little bit about

the project one of my resolutions for 2018 was to get more involved with

charity and different organizations and causes I feel like we did quite a bit

this year a lot of donations and stuff that we did with Gary personally and

then you know just getting kind of Valyria Inc involved with a lot of

things sponsoring different events doing like donations or taking stuff that I'm

getting from PR boxes that we actually now do on a regular basis so whenever

after every couple of months I'll go and check like all the things that we

received that I'm really grateful for from different brands things that are

not used and stuff we would package them and just give it to different shelters

it's amazing because I actually made an Instagram story the first time that I

started with donations and I got a big list of a lot of places around the city

so we wrote them all down and now every time we have like clothes or makeup or

hygiene products or anything like that we just like randomly choose a charity

or shelter organization and just come and drop off those things I feel very

grateful for being able to do that I am really excited to keep doing that in the

New Year this definitely be another resolution for me

before 2019 I would love to get more into mentoring

like young girls and young women there will be something really awesome to do

so slowly but surely Carrie went to see Creed 2 which is a boxing movie he gave

me homework to watch Rocky one but instead I'm watching I don't even know

what I'm watching because I don't think I'm watching anything I just turned

something on and I'm looking into space because I'm so tired my brain is not

working I'm gonna go do a mask and keep watching God knows what and wait for max

to wake up to keep our party going Merry Christmas Eves

okay what are you doing right now I'm trying to do like a carrot for who for

Santa and the we for the real news one for Santa and the wheel what did you

put for Santa can you show me oh there's our cookies and a glass of milk this is

weird why is there a bike here the tent already try that's a dick I don't

actually like this no I don't think you should eat it it's for Santa you think

we should leave it there should we put it on the table we should kill it for

what the reindeers can cut it themselves with their teeth excuse me what are you

doing why did you take all of it though

so why did you open the whole thing got it okay well if anyone wonder what

cookies were giving Santa these are the cookies for Santa you can't eat

what do you mean why what do you say where do you see

it says only for the movies no babe not if you don't want boobies only for

boobies and Santa looks so good so kid Ben mama why do you say I say I love you

like you're just beginning my headache yes I figured out why everything is pink

with my camera let's tell the family what we started doing we started doing

poems right coming up with different poems yes okay so who starts first me

you will I'm sure yes okay so you go first I have a van and that children

okay is here huh what's the poem the sky is the white and that Sun is blue I love

everybody in the whole galaxy that was close he's supposed to rhyme so if yours

what was yours the sky is why understand is blue the

sky is why the Sun is blue I love everybody and so do you yeah I love my

MA I love the Sun is white I love a whole

family and the whole game you show to my mom interesting and now it's your turn

is there whining almost okay my turn roses are red violets are blue I love my

jakey and Benny and Maxie - it didn't one yesterday no you can't say that oh

yeah one that's right No roses are red violets are blue I love jakey and Benny

and Maxie I'll do our doing that on that camera

know what is a word mm-hmm and boys are wet I love everybody hmm at my hollow

wall yeah that was great boy you got one boy I go guys you chuck

you for me what is that good for you so you burping your life away hi Maxie what

are you doing hungry yeah done nothing today but this the kids have been on and

off watching TV I'm not even gonna lie I've played in the basement for a little

bit but today everything is closed no one's here we're just trying to get

through the day yeah what do you think Maxie hmm watch

yourself buddy I feel like today because there was no

work or like nothing to do it was just all about feeding burping diapering

putting to sleep trying to catch up with jaqen been running for like little

breaks throughout the day usually the mom breaks that a lot of people like to

take is when you say go to the bathroom and then you take your phone and you sit

there for like if you're lucky fifteen minutes alone but that's if you're

really lucky otherwise it's like five minutes at least where no one's there

with you so it's nice Gary went to get Chinese food it's the Jewish style of

celebrating Christmas almost there baby almost there almost done today I wish it

was more a Pinterest mom that like would come up

with all these crafts and stuff for the kids to do but I'm not so I'm just gonna

just put music for them and they dance let's say thank God they like that okay

the houses are my stuff to clean up a new ritual what the celery juice I can't

say it's one of my favorite things to do but it's not so bad

mom what are you doing you just told you something to raise you here or send you

off to Europe well what do you say hey what do you say then yeah we Jerry Kelly

you stop that table so I just wanted to update everybody because I decided to

surprise the kids and get tickets to the School of Rock the musical and I thought

it would be for kids but it was a major fail did you like the show no why

because because it was so loud it was too loud

yeah and you don't like rock and roll no oh well well at least I tried

I music is a natural channel no I think you were more into like hip-hop and R&B

there was a guy in the front of us that had enough of the kicking the chair and

he pissed off papa anyways it was fun I understand what

they asked us to leave what's your chill good night today's

Thursday finally the kids run back to school I feel bad for the parents that

the kids have the whole week off I think there's some schools like that that just

take the whole like holiday bridge those days whatever it is oh my god oh my god

having all three kids at home at the same time is manageable for a few hours

but not for two days in a row I tried to be a superhero yesterday and decided to

spend a fortune on tickets to go see School of Rock which is a musical and

the musical was great my kids were kind of unbearable but it was kind of my

mistake thinking that they'll kind of push

through because I'm trying to like when you're a parent you're just trying to

fill up things to do until they're at that time otherwise time to stand still

so I got Gary and everyone and Gary loves musicals loves and Jake was just

like way too hyper to sit down and Ben was just like is it done yet is it done

yet so we had to leave after the first half

but at least we tried you win some you lose some at this when

we got home they just like passed out there was so sleepy first they were

crazy they were running around and beating each other and then they just

crashed so yes today is just Max's home and he is a good one so I'm just gonna

try to push through the days until our vacation we're living to Mexico as a

family soon so I'm really excited for that I have a whole lot of things to do

actually have Christmas gifts that I was supposed to ship out that I didn't know

when you're just like there's nothing left I just need to go on vacation and

recharge I don't want to talk to people I don't want to do anything I'm just

like so that's the state I'm in but I'm excited for the new year I really have

to sit down and finish my kind of 2019 plan game plan it's a must for me before

every year Gary's on his way dropped off the kids at Sadek and he's on his way to

pick me up we're gonna have some breakfast we didn't really manage to

have like any time just him and I because we were just like trying to keep

everyone doing stuff I have to say three kids is like it's hitting me now it's

nanny it's still like she's obviously and as authority as mom and dad are so

it's it's getting crazy up in here trying to make it an order I have such a

mess in my house it's like a shipping deck I created little packages little

love packages to my girlfriend's in Israel that I'm gonna send out and to a

few other people who went downstairs went to all the things that I had to

sell and I just literally gave it off to Norwich that you can I he was herself or

sent to her family in the Philippines her basement is craziness this is

insanity no you went for a little shopping spree sandoval area this is by

the way a pile of toys that we get as gifts that i never show my kids because

they literally don't care about them they will just open the package and just

like throw it away and go run and play something else so I don't even bother

this is the pile of toys that whenever we'll have kids over I'll just give them

some toys or there's birthdays were just like we gift or give it to other kids

like different charities and stuff whatever it is just to clean this whole

thing up because Jake and Ben don't care they don't care about these toys you're

the best nor deserve everything so I really wanted to create a giveaway from

my audience I just need help with that so Kimmy says that she's the queen of

like she loves doing these kind of things so I'm waiting on Kimmy to have

like a day where she can come over and we can just attack all of that I would

love to create a little like valaria packages Oh max to some of my followers

and just like just like a little pushy Asian thing so I'm gonna do that that's

my goal but that would probably happen in January already because I can't keep

up with all this stuff that I need to do okay

12:15 to get ready because I promised Dennis to go with him clothes shopping

he's been trying to book me for that for like literally six months so I have to

do that I dress like a military sergeant for my shopping spree with Dennis

because I need to bring some order into the way he shops and styles so

intimidating hot hot then it's like to walk around and like what did I just do

haha Dennis likes to walk around on them just like dance and touch clothes and

sing and I'm just like dude gotta get in take and leave so that's what I'm trying

to do today I want to bring a problem to your attention

are you ready sure so Benjamin found you know the song citrulline said you know

that American version and it's called broke-ass millionaire you know how

Benjamin has his photographic memory and he like writes everything down so now

every where it says broke-ass millionaire all over a house when he

goes to other people's homes he writes it when he goes to school he writes it

and I'm not sure how to explain to him that you shouldn't do that

why should he do it because I don't want the teachers calling me be like um your

son is writing broadcast millionaire on all the textbooks which part of it

offends you first of all it's just like not a good look for us that our son

writes broke-ass millionaire everywhere why not

because that's not something that a four-year-old needs to do he writes all

kinds of stuff this is one of the things that he writes I know but he writes it

constantly right now the other stuff don't bother me

he writes thank you next year I'd sold a happy yeah so the next song that he

likes he'll start writing that I don't think this problem of yours requires a

solution so you're saying I tried to explain them that it's not a good like

phrase oh no because then you shouldn't have played them song in the first place

it wasn't like it wasn't my fault he found it on iTunes so let's let's get

the problem where it began was just not doing access to iTunes anymore but then

he finds really cool stuff sometimes okay so then if he finds really cool

stuff sometimes just be cool the fact that it's gonna say broadcast

millionaire mony the thing is is that you better link to the song because

people will believe is that there's a song called protest oh I will link to

this one and now I have to explain like a teen elder came and I'm like a teen

hell cuz she's reading everything he writes on the newspaper he's like look

look and she writes like broke ass no and

then she looks at me and I'm like it's a song so you don't think it's serious I

don't think it's a problem I think right now you're just making something out of

nothing right right it's not like broke-ass

millionaire it is he's not making pictures with like people being beheaded

he's just hiding oh my god remember that scene in Superbad when the kid was like

I was just talking the other day to his teacher she was saying how I should test

him for gifted kids and now he writes

he's training stuff in Russia too so he knows his stuff are you excited for her

they're excited I just put up a blast that has like it's called the plastic

lip gloss all kinds of weird stuff in it and that

weight lips are look buzzing and I feel like they're growing

that's nice of you so are you are you my lips look they look bigger there already

right okay going to the gym I feel like I haven't really been moving my body

this week has been a little if he also food wise I've been going out a lot for

dinners and stuff and I don't really restrict myself much when I go out to

dinners and also I feel like we've been going out to dinners with like people

that are pregnant and stuff which you know it's danger zone so I need to get

my act together and now I'm gonna go and sweat and show my body I love it even

though I've been eating fried food probably every single day this week