This is 100% the saddest day of the entire year for me

I am so sad right now summer 2017 was very good to me during summer 2017

I started this YouTube channel during summer 2017. I went on some trips during summer 2017

I over all just had a great last time and

Now I have to go back to the one place that sucks out all of the happiness out of my life

And that is school nothing about this situation excites me nothing about that makes me want to smile every

But on the bright side my first day of school outfit is pretty poppin. I'm not going to lie

I'll insert the clip right now because do we have the nice on quarter zip looking thing

We have here nice very Trendy pleated skirt because you know we did skirts are so

in this season vans socks

Super Trendy and cute in some white vans. I did pick this out on my own no

I did not have a stylist to pick it up for me, okay

Well, you can't tell I go to private school. So I wear the same uniform every single day

I can't even be excited about like my first day school outfit just when you thought that like going back to school couldn't get any

Worse like for me, but I can't even like pick out my freakin back-to-school outfit, but it's okay

So you know I need to be more positive about the situation everyone goes to school well not everyone

But most people go to school, okay?

This is cool. Casually. There's just a truck just sitting happily being in my way. How am I going to get around it?

I don't know. I'm just gonna have to drive in the opposite side of the road and just try to yep, okay

This is extremely illegal, okay. It's not trying to be a negative nelly here

I promise the tone of this vlog will change soon

I just need to get out my feelings my emotion just when he thought that this morning couldn't get any worse

I was like hey

you know what I'm going to reward myself for

Persevering and being a good student and just showing up to school despite the fact that I really don't want to go you know I

Was going to reward myself by going to a cafe and getting a coffee this morning

But low and behold with my luck

I google the hours for both of the cafes near where I live and

One of them opens at 9 and the other one opens at 8 a.m.. And it's 7:45 right now

I have to be at school at 8:30

so I don't have

I'm really wait for one of them to open and the other thing that makes this whole thing even more annoying is the fact that

I literally left 45 minutes before school starts, and I live like five minutes away from my school

But I did that because I expected to be able to go get coffee

So that's not

The best literally going to be at school thirty minutes early this morning also in case you guys were wondering

I know

This is really relevant

But I did in fact finish all of my summer reading last night literally last night the day before school started

It was very stressful, and then I got tired and I fell asleep doing that the school year has even started yet

My habits are already like extremely bad

I save all of my english summer reading for the last day

and then not only that but I

Couldn't even finish it the night before like because I was too busy

I was like on YouTube, and I was like doing fun stuff and like on Twitter and stuff like that

I was doing fun stuff

I didn't I don't know I didn't want to work on the assignment

And then next thing I know it's 11 o'clock, and I hadn't done it yet. So I was like you know learn

I'll just like retool sparknotes. It's like no big deal. We're doing it till like midnight

Got tired couldn't do anything anymore stopped working on the assignment woke up this morning at 6:00 a.m.

Finished the assignment and like that's what I do like during me here, or what I'm like really

Struggling like what I'm really having a hard time. That's when I'll resort to like it extreme measure like that

It's already come to that point and it's still summer

I haven't even gone to school yet, and I'm already like fucking up in every aspect, but you know what that's okay

There's the garbage truck literally just when I thought this day couldn't get more inconvenient the garbage truck is in the way, so

I can't fit through that little hole right there

so I'm just gonna have to wait that's okay because I have time to spare because I thought I was going to be getting a

Coffee this morning, but nope no, I'm not okay. I'm sorry I promise

I'm not this passive-aggressive like if this is the first video you've ever seen to me like I'm not normally like this

It's just school brings out the worst in me, and you are seeing it here, so I'm literally almost at school now

This is also a nice first day of junior year junior year

It's supposedly the worst year of high school and for me freshman and sophomore year

We're also pretty bad so I don't know we're off to a bad start

But you know what I need to turn this day around

I can't be all negative like this all the time. I try to vlog at school

I'm probably going to get my phone taken away

But really I don't even care because youtube is life and youtube is better than school, so I prioritize this over school

Okay

I'm actually think I'm gonna run into Safeway right now and see if they have like a pre

Made a coffee or something like that because like I kind of need a little

Something you know and there's a Safeway right by my school. Don't kidnap me please

I'm giving you information and all they brought in my sweatshirt or whatever. I don't really care

I don't live that close to my school. So you can't fucking kidnap me early

That's what I tell myself to me once. I'll feel better

I want to go into Safeway right now, and I'll see you in a sec

Yay

If you didn't think that I was extra before like now you're really going to think so just listen to what I just did

so basically have you know I went into

Safeway to try to get like a premade coffee that was already with almond milk and stuff like that

But obviously as you could probably assume that didn't really happen, so I bought this chameleon cold brew Espresso coffee and this

super aesthetic looking vanilla bean almond milk

and then I was like

I don't have anything to put these in and they don't have ice

So I bought this frigging Starbucks cup asked for ice from the Starbucks lady cuz you know how they have like Starbucks in Safeway

So now I'm gonna like make my own almond milk latte right now first. I'm gonna try. This. This is just a cold brew

It's not that good on its own. Okay, okay, okay? Next. We're going to try the almond milk. Oh my God

This is really good. Oh

It's a good combo. You know what I don't have any regrets

I wanted a coffee, and I made it happen so the lady when I asked her I was like yeah

Can I just have some ice she was like why would you ever want that like she was like expecting me to be like can?

I have a grande like Nonfat like extra whip but like no whip

frappuccino all I asked for was ice and she was like

ok? Update, I'm at school pull up to school and she's right there, and I'm like oh, it's a good day

It is the first official moment of me walking into this horrible place

By vibe all right? How's everyone feeling not good. I'm joke I'm already done. Are you feeling okay? Okay? Okay? Okay?

Yeah, she's so crap. I'm very unhappy two L's later

your graph paper

Yes, please well, I can't borrow it cuz we can't give it back

True, but like but it won't it will be used though

Yes, please that'd be awesome. Thank you so much page number one cool. Thank you. All right

Sweet no, I have a bowl of miss there, please help yourself

One particular to launder money. I wish it once a week

About to do a math assignment. I'm very excited about it. I'm not excited to actually fall wait

What is this is this shoot chapter 1. I don't know what I'm doing

So first day officially over we got to my friends here. We got a lisa and we got grace guys hello today

We had a rally okay, rowley excited y'all know and that was really fun get out of your life

Oh one more thing rate today out of 10

I'll give it a 6

All right

You either give it a 6 - you know what I'm gonna give it a 7 because I'm nice

First day of junior year was one for the Frickin books you know the first day school is basically where the teachers just give you class syllabus and then the

Only homework is just have your parents sign it. I don't know about you guys

I'm a savage, and I just like sign it myself, but don't worry my parents are okay with that

They're a dad sign it

I trust that you read it

so

I'm going to try to make the rest of today's vlog

Relatively interesting because I mean it's a school day and for me school days are like the most bland days of my life

It's like go to school. Go home. Maybe go to the gym

If I'm feeling extremely funky do homework of course until like 2:00 a.m.

Every single night of my entire life and then go to bed, so that's basically my life

but I'm gonna try to keep things funky fresh for all you guys because

Yay

It's all more time

Literally all of my homeworks for like every single class is to read Syllabus since silla

I don't know how to take plural syllabus is like multiple, Syllabus if I

Don't know how to say that but I definitely signed a bunch of these it's easier than like normal homework

So I'm not going to complain

for the past few hours

I basically did homework aka signed syllabus is still don't know how to say the plural of that word

But it's okay now. I need to go to Target because I

Need to get school supplies when I was younger

I would buy school supplies before school started, but now that I'm in high school um that's not how it works anymore

I

Go shopping after the teachers give us like all the lists of stuff that we need because I never know like what a teacher is

Going to want me to have and it's always so random

It's like one teacher will want a one-inch binder and another teacher wants like a 2.5 inch binder

And it's just so confusing and you can never predict what they want so go to Target now. Get some school supplies

Hopefully, it's not too busy Target vlog

I

Just finished a target. I would give you guys an in-depth school supply haul

But honestly, I really don't feel like anybody hears about it. You don't care

I don't care that was my little Target adventure. It was great. Not really but you know what we tried, okay?

We tried that was it for today's long if you enjoyed it give it a thumbs up subscribe to our channel comment down below anything

you want I love you all so much and

Appreciate every single last one of you more than you even understand and I can't wait to see you next time