Okay, let's do this, baby. I'm pregnant. I am  six months pregnant as of tomorrow. When you're  
Okay, let's do this, baby. I'm pregnant. I am  six months pregnant as of tomorrow. When you're  

watching this video, tomorrow I'll be six months  pregnant. And this channel, I know I talk a lot  
watching this video, tomorrow I'll be six months  pregnant. And this channel, I know I talk a lot  

about business, but also if you've been here a  while, you know that I also have shared a lot  
about business, but also if you've been here a  while, you know that I also have shared a lot  

about my life. I'm a very private person. I've  become more and more private as I've grown up.  
about my life. I'm a very private person. I've  become more and more private as I've grown up.  

But it would be very strange for me not  to share this with you because there is  
But it would be very strange for me not  to share this with you because there is  

a sense of community and there  is such a huge sense of family  
a sense of community and there  is such a huge sense of family  

on this channel. And I think also just being  really transparent about this journey I think is  
on this channel. And I think also just being  really transparent about this journey I think is  

important. And I've learned so much and have such  a deep respect for this process now that my goal  
important. And I've learned so much and have such  a deep respect for this process now that my goal  

is also, I hope this makes, maybe if you're  watching, you feel a little less alone in it,  
is also, I hope this makes, maybe if you're  watching, you feel a little less alone in it,  

maybe you can relate a little bit. And also I think it's hard to know what's  
maybe you can relate a little bit. And also I think it's hard to know what's  

really going on behind the scenes for people,  especially when people are private. And this  
really going on behind the scenes for people,  especially when people are private. And this  

is a reminder for myself, but also for you, you  have no idea what season of life people are in.  
is a reminder for myself, but also for you, you  have no idea what season of life people are in.  

And this has come from one of the  most difficult seasons of my life,  
And this has come from one of the  most difficult seasons of my life,  

of my family's life, my husband and  I and I wanted to share that too. And  
of my family's life, my husband and  I and I wanted to share that too. And  

hopefully it breeds a little more connection,  a little more empathy for everyone around you.  
hopefully it breeds a little more connection,  a little more empathy for everyone around you.  

And again, that's a reminder for me too. But I'll start back at the beginning. This whole  
And again, that's a reminder for me too. But I'll start back at the beginning. This whole  

period of my life, it was a few months. It sort  of feels like I disassociated from it. So it's  
period of my life, it was a few months. It sort  of feels like I disassociated from it. So it's  

kind of the first time I'm really digesting it or  processing it by talking about it in this forum.  
kind of the first time I'm really digesting it or  processing it by talking about it in this forum.  

But if you remember, I got married in 2020.  It was a wedding we planned in one month.  
But if you remember, I got married in 2020.  It was a wedding we planned in one month.  

It was really chaotic, but it turned into a  really beautiful night and a really beautiful  
It was really chaotic, but it turned into a  really beautiful night and a really beautiful  

start to our marriage. But the reason that we  got married so fast, I didn't really share.  
start to our marriage. But the reason that we  got married so fast, I didn't really share.  

But my husband's father was diagnosed with  cancer and he was given a very short timeline  
But my husband's father was diagnosed with  cancer and he was given a very short timeline  

to live. And so it was really important  for us that he was at our wedding.  
to live. And so it was really important  for us that he was at our wedding.  

And the night of our wedding, he actually  took a really drastic turn for the worse  
And the night of our wedding, he actually  took a really drastic turn for the worse  

and we didn't think that he was  going to make it much longer.  
and we didn't think that he was  going to make it much longer.  

He was able to see us get married, and then things  got really bad. And then we were really like,  
He was able to see us get married, and then things  got really bad. And then we were really like,  

I would say, gifted time with him. And he ended  up being with us for almost two more years.  
I would say, gifted time with him. And he ended  up being with us for almost two more years.  

And he ended up taking a very  drastic turn for the worse in August.  
And he ended up taking a very  drastic turn for the worse in August.  

And he passed on August 26th. So that was  obviously a really hard time for our family.  
And he passed on August 26th. So that was  obviously a really hard time for our family.  

And not too long after that,  about a month after that, I  
And not too long after that,  about a month after that, I  

found out I was pregnant and then  found out that I miscarried. That time  
found out I was pregnant and then  found out that I miscarried. That time  

was one of the most challenging things I  think I've ever been through, my husband  
was one of the most challenging things I  think I've ever been through, my husband  

and I have ever been through. It was just a  lot of sadness. It was a lot of grief at once,  
and I have ever been through. It was just a  lot of sadness. It was a lot of grief at once,  

and I still needed to show up. So I took my  time, I digested, I processed in my own way.  
and I still needed to show up. So I took my  time, I digested, I processed in my own way.  

I got the help that I needed. We got the help  that we needed, but life had to continue.  
I got the help that I needed. We got the help  that we needed, but life had to continue.  

And so I didn't realize how much it was  going to affect me when I miscarried.  
And so I didn't realize how much it was  going to affect me when I miscarried.  

And it really, it crushed me. And it was really  early. So I have heard so many stories now,  
And it really, it crushed me. And it was really  early. So I have heard so many stories now,  

and I have so many friends who have been  through infertility struggles, have found  
and I have so many friends who have been  through infertility struggles, have found  

other ways of becoming moms. And I just think  whatever way is meant for you, respect. Because,  
other ways of becoming moms. And I just think  whatever way is meant for you, respect. Because,  

yeah, it's not easy. And I know I'm probably  saying what a lot of you already know,  
yeah, it's not easy. And I know I'm probably  saying what a lot of you already know,  

but it devastated me, obviously. It devastated  my husband. It was also just such a crazy time  
but it devastated me, obviously. It devastated  my husband. It was also just such a crazy time  

because we were dealing with layers, upon layers,  upon layers of grief. And then October 29th,  
because we were dealing with layers, upon layers,  upon layers of grief. And then October 29th,  

I found out I was pregnant. And as I mentioned,  I'm six months pregnant tomorrow. And I've kept  
I found out I was pregnant. And as I mentioned,  I'm six months pregnant tomorrow. And I've kept  

this very secretive and very private because I  felt incredibly protective of myself, my heart,  
this very secretive and very private because I  felt incredibly protective of myself, my heart,  

my husband, my family that knew, because I felt  a lot of fear. And it wasn't this big massive  
my husband, my family that knew, because I felt  a lot of fear. And it wasn't this big massive  

celebration when I found out, to be totally honest  with you, because I was like, I hope this works.  
celebration when I found out, to be totally honest  with you, because I was like, I hope this works.  

And I think that's important to talk about because  I think oftentimes, especially on social media,  
And I think that's important to talk about because  I think oftentimes, especially on social media,  

we see these big celebrations, these  big reveals and all these things and  
we see these big celebrations, these  big reveals and all these things and  

sometimes that's not the case. And it depends on  the person and whatever's right for you is right  
sometimes that's not the case. And it depends on  the person and whatever's right for you is right  

for you. I just had a lot of fear. I had a lot of  nerves. And so the happy news is I am now at this  
for you. I just had a lot of fear. I had a lot of  nerves. And so the happy news is I am now at this  

place on the journey. I won't lie, I still have  my little moments. But I've really tried my best  
place on the journey. I won't lie, I still have  my little moments. But I've really tried my best  

to embrace the journey, embrace the process,  embrace how I'm feeling, embrace my new body.  
to embrace the journey, embrace the process,  embrace how I'm feeling, embrace my new body.  

And I do feel a lot of peace and joy, but I also  know that there is someone watching this right now  
And I do feel a lot of peace and joy, but I also  know that there is someone watching this right now  

who is probably going through a far greater  struggle than I've been through with this.  
who is probably going through a far greater  struggle than I've been through with this.  

And I don't want this to come across by any  means I'm trying to compare. I just wanted  
And I don't want this to come across by any  means I'm trying to compare. I just wanted  

to share my story because I found that when I  talked about this with the people in my life,  
to share my story because I found that when I  talked about this with the people in my life,  

especially the women in my life, in the early days  of this happening, stories just kept coming out  
especially the women in my life, in the early days  of this happening, stories just kept coming out  

of the woodwork. The amount of people I know who  have had a loss, a pregnancy loss, is staggering.  
of the woodwork. The amount of people I know who  have had a loss, a pregnancy loss, is staggering.  

And I don't know if it's something that feels  normalized because it is so private and so  
And I don't know if it's something that feels  normalized because it is so private and so  

painful. So I just wanted to share that. So here we are. I'm so excited. I am so  
painful. So I just wanted to share that. So here we are. I'm so excited. I am so  

overwhelmed. I am really just still a little  bit in shock and feel like this is surreal  
overwhelmed. I am really just still a little  bit in shock and feel like this is surreal  

and just can't wait to meet the little human that  we're growing. I know there's going to be some  
and just can't wait to meet the little human that  we're growing. I know there's going to be some  

questions. We don't know sex, gender, we don't  know what's going on, but this will be a surprise.  
questions. We don't know sex, gender, we don't  know what's going on, but this will be a surprise.  

And in addition to that, this whole process  has just been such a ride to say the least.  
And in addition to that, this whole process  has just been such a ride to say the least.  

And we were like, it's fitting, I  think. And we both totally agreed,  
And we were like, it's fitting, I  think. And we both totally agreed,  

it wasn't even really a conversation. We were  like, we don't want to know. We just want to  
it wasn't even really a conversation. We were  like, we don't want to know. We just want to  

be surprised and how we're so grateful  that we're just going to have a baby.  
be surprised and how we're so grateful  that we're just going to have a baby.  

And as far as the pregnancy and how it's gone,  it's been knock on wood and please don't hate me,  
And as far as the pregnancy and how it's gone,  it's been knock on wood and please don't hate me,  

it's been really smooth. I didn't have really  any nausea. I was really exhausted the first  
it's been really smooth. I didn't have really  any nausea. I was really exhausted the first  

trimester, which I think is completely  normal. I know it's completely normal,  
trimester, which I think is completely  normal. I know it's completely normal,  

but I feel good. I feel healthy. And I feel really  grateful and really lucky at that. And it's given  
but I feel good. I feel healthy. And I feel really  grateful and really lucky at that. And it's given  

me this wild new wave of just focus and clarity  in terms of why I am here and my focus in what I  
me this wild new wave of just focus and clarity  in terms of why I am here and my focus in what I  

do and how much I love and appreciate the people  I work with and my clients. And oh my goodness,  
do and how much I love and appreciate the people  I work with and my clients. And oh my goodness,  

my clients are so incredible. I have clients who  work with women on everything from fertility to  
my clients are so incredible. I have clients who  work with women on everything from fertility to  

pelvic floor therapists, which I didn't even know  that was a thing. And now I know that's a thing.  
pelvic floor therapists, which I didn't even know  that was a thing. And now I know that's a thing.  

Breastfeeding, lactation, sleep consulting,  there's a whole network of people that I  
Breastfeeding, lactation, sleep consulting,  there's a whole network of people that I  

have helped create programs. And  I'm like, I will be taking them.  
have helped create programs. And  I'm like, I will be taking them.  

So it's really cool that that's  the community that we've built, and  
So it's really cool that that's  the community that we've built, and  

it's just really exciting to know that there's  like this new reignited, reinvigorated fire  
it's just really exciting to know that there's  like this new reignited, reinvigorated fire  

inside of me for what I do. And hopefully  making this little human even more proud of me  
inside of me for what I do. And hopefully  making this little human even more proud of me  

and of what my husband and I have created and who  we are as people at this point in our lives. And  
and of what my husband and I have created and who  we are as people at this point in our lives. And  

I know it's going to be challenging. I know that.  I know it's going to be a journey. Ignorance is  
I know it's going to be challenging. I know that.  I know it's going to be a journey. Ignorance is  

not bliss at this stage for me. I'm sure in  some ways it is. But I'm 35. We waited and  
not bliss at this stage for me. I'm sure in  some ways it is. But I'm 35. We waited and  

it was scary to do that, but I feel,  and I know you never feel ready,  
it was scary to do that, but I feel,  and I know you never feel ready,  

but I do feel ready for this chapter of  my life and I'm really, really excited.  
but I do feel ready for this chapter of  my life and I'm really, really excited.  

So yeah, I just wanted to share this with you  because I've shared so much over the years.  
So yeah, I just wanted to share this with you  because I've shared so much over the years.  

And if you're new here, hi. Welcome to me  bearing it all. And yeah, I hope this gives a  
And if you're new here, hi. Welcome to me  bearing it all. And yeah, I hope this gives a  

little insight to what this last year has been  like behind the scenes of everything. I hope  
little insight to what this last year has been  like behind the scenes of everything. I hope  

it also gives you some insight to, you just  never know what people are dealing with and  
it also gives you some insight to, you just  never know what people are dealing with and  

what they're going through, and if they're  maybe in just a season of pure survival.  
what they're going through, and if they're  maybe in just a season of pure survival.  

But yeah, just wanted to share that, wanted to  share this update. And listen, I'm a sponge for  
But yeah, just wanted to share that, wanted to  share this update. And listen, I'm a sponge for  

advice right now. I might regret saying that. But  parents, any advice you got for me around how to  
advice right now. I might regret saying that. But  parents, any advice you got for me around how to  

navigate this moving forward in terms of balancing  it all, which I don't think balance really exists,  
navigate this moving forward in terms of balancing  it all, which I don't think balance really exists,  

I'm all ears because I feel like  I'm in for a doozy of an awakening.  
I'm all ears because I feel like  I'm in for a doozy of an awakening.  

Anyways, I love you guys. Thank you for being  here. Thank you for watching. It's a very  
Anyways, I love you guys. Thank you for being  here. Thank you for watching. It's a very  

different personal video, but here we go. New  chapter, feels like a very full circle moment.
different personal video, but here we go. New  chapter, feels like a very full circle moment.