This feels awkward.
I want to be happy that we're on this honeymoon
because it is a dream of mine to be married and spend the rest
of my life with somebody.
But I'm stuck not knowing if I should
be trying or not trying in an effort to try to make it work.
Gorgeous, super pretty.
It's gorgeous but do you want to stay in it here?
I don't think I feel comfortable staying
in the same room with somebody, like,
that I don't know very well.
Well.
It's, I mean, a ridiculous notion.
We spent a total of 40 minutes together
and then you told me that you didn't
want to stay in the same room.
You told me that we couldn't talk about it then.
I had to get the microphones and cameras away so that we
could talk about it at all.
I think that you've tapped out.
What frustrates me is that there was
never a point in this process where you put in an effort.
I think you went into this expecting the perfect person.
No, I don't expect the perfect person.
And when you got somebody that wasn't, you said I'm done.
I'm not even going to take any steps--
OK, but I'm telling you that's not the case.
--to learn something.
You know, I feel gypped, you feel gypped.
And this sucks for both of us.
There has been nothing but problems from almost the second
that-- that we met.
And there's been nothing but differences
in our core values, beliefs, everyday life,
personalities, and hobbies.
There's been nothing but differences
in every way, shape, and form in just,
like, literally every single thing.
And just there's-- there--
All these things keep happening,
and you're telling me that you really gave us a chance?
Yeah.
Do you think I'm lying?
Yeah.
There was never a point in this process
where you put in an effort.
I am at this--
That's not true.
I am at this point--
And I'm not going to stand here on camera
if he's going to say that.
I--
Mm-mm.
He just called me [BLEEP] liar.
I'm a nice person.
Just, like, be nice to me.
Like, why would you just call me a liar?
You don't believe that I don't feel
comfortable sleeping over with somebody that I don't know?
And you said yeah, I think you're lying.
Every single time I say, OK, I'm over this one thing that I saw
or that I found out or that I heard, another thing happens.
Like I find out that you're saying
something to my family and my best friend,
it's not being respectful.
She said that she had some concerns
that she doesn't think we're compatible, like she
just wants to be friends.
I would never do that to you and I didn't do that to you.
I wasn't going to lie to your mother and Taylor.
But it's not lying.
If they say, hey, how's it going?
How do you-- how would I respond to, hey, how's it going?
How was your wedding night?
Great, and you can say, you know, it wasn't the best.
You're saying something that was supposed to be confidential.
I mean, this situation isn't fun and it's not good.
Dude, we're not compatible.
I don't want to argue anymore.
Why don't we just stop and say this isn't going
to work and be respectful?
I do think on paper, we were compatible,
but I was paired with somebody who had felt like had
zero interest in trying.
I don't know what's going to happen this week.
I hope that you can be respectful of me,
I really, really hope.
Because that is what I give to you and that's
all that I want back.
It's going to take time for me to build--
build back up to a place where I think I can trust you
and where I hope that we could sit in a conversation
and not have disrespect involved.
OK.
At this point, I don't mind going to another room,
give you space, and go from there.
I don't believe that I disrespect Alyssa.
I think she may be gaslighting me.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
(SINGING) What is, what is the truth?
It's a super [BLEEP] feeling to come into this process,
have somebody go through an actual wedding with you,
and then at this point, we've spent not a whole lot
of time getting to know each other,
and she's already written me off.
I'm frustrated.
I am still fighting with myself over
whether or not any part of me wants to still
try to save this marriage.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
(SINGING) Got me spinning round and round.