- [Kelly] So you have met Machine Gun, right?
- Yes.
- [Kelly] You all have met before?
- [Kelly] Yes? Okay, awesome.
Usually people usually meet for the first time here.
- [Nikki] I had a really embarrassing
experience in front of him actually.
- Oh, when you danced?
- Oh my God!
- Not calling it embarrassing, I was,
- No, you knew exactly what it was.
It was at the iHeart Music Awards.
- [Kelly] Okay.
- And Usher was hosting. And after it ended,
he was just like performing in this area
where all the people that were presenting
were kind of like around in a circle.
So it was me and some, and then Megan Fox,
Machine Gun Kelly, and Usher is, you know,
singing and put the mic in my face at one point,
and I was just like, got scared and didn't-
- [Kelly] Yeah.
- I didn't know the words to the song,
and so I was already failed him.
- Maybe that's why he put the mic. He forgot them too.
(audience laughing)
- [Nikki] That's a good point!
- That's what I do, yes.
Anytime I do this, it's either I'm tired
or I'm like, "I don't remember what I wrote."
(Nickki laughing)
- That's a good, I never knew that.
- Yep.
- I thought you like actually,
- I have outed every musician.
(audience laughing)
So now I totally wanted y'all to sing with me.
That's what it was.
- That's such a good trick.
But he did that to me and I already failed him,
and so I was like, okay, good.
He's not gonna come back to me
for any kind of participation, like fun energy,
and then he came back around and I'm just like having fun,
'cause this is like such a fun night.
The show is finally over. I'm not nervous anymore.
And then he grabs my hand to pull me up to dance with him,
and this is after the show is over
and everyone's kind of like relaxed,
and dancing is like my number one thing that
I'm more I can freely talk about.
I'm like, I talk about my vagina on stage.
I talk about sex. It's like nothing
embarrasses me in that way, but dancing,
like I was on "Dancing with the Stars"
and I got first voted off, and it was
(audience laughing)
- First voted off.
- [Nikki] So bad.
It was humiliating,
and I'm really, I've always been insecure about it,
especially after the "Dancing with the Stars" thing.
- But it's just supposed to be fun.
- I know, and I was just like, I go,
"No, no Usher. Please, no. Please, no,"
and he pulled me and I was just like,
I'm not gonna like fight him on this.
Let me just give in.
- [Kelly] You leaned in.
- I did a little like thing,
but I'm just like, "I'm dancing in front of
Machine gun Kelly and Megan Fox."
- And Usher who is a dancer,
- And Usher. I'm failing everyone,
and I can't even like make out with a guy
if Megan Fox is on the TV,
(audience laughing)
let alone, try to be sexy dancing.
- Oh my God. I saw the picture
- Can I tell you a secret?
Right before you got up to dance,
Megan was like, "All right, let's go,"
and I was like as soon as he grabbed your dance,
I was like, "No, no, no, no. Wait."
(audience laughing)
- [Nikki] The show has just began.
- We're gonna stay for this right one here.
- [Kelly] This is the encore I've been looking for.
- [Nikki] And I grabbed the mic from him afterwards,
'cause I was like, after I danced, I was just like,
I have to like take back this moment,
'cause I just did the thing that I'm worst at in the world.
And I was like, "Can I just do like,
can I just talk a little bit,
'cause this is the thing I'm actually good at."
- [Kelly] Can I, I need something to say.
- Yes 'Cause I just go,
I go to everyone in the audience
I was like, "I'm not a good dancer."
Can you imagine if Usher pulled you on stage
and you had to dance in front of
Megan Fox and Machine gun Kelly,
like it was, it was the most humiliating moment of my life.
I thought you guys were gonna be like
"Oh. You thought you ate that."
(audience cheering)
Like I thought
- It's like what, you made it happen.
(audience cheering)
Nice call back, nice call.
- I loved that.
- Wait, I gotta ask you though,
is it true that you ended up moving in
with your parents during the pandemic?
- Yes, thanks for you too, I have you to thank.
- Why?
- I was about to be on your show
- Oh, yes.
- And Covid hit. And my mom was
out here to appear on the show with me.
And so we were already together.
And, I go, you know every thing is shutting down.
Let me just go back to St. Louis with my parents.
I'm already with them. So I can't like contaminate them.
We'll go back, I'll wait till this thing blows over.
And as we know it, it really didn't.
- So like a minute
- I lived with them for 10 months in St. Louis.
- So do your parents wanna thank me
or do they wanna not thank me
(audience clapping)
- They have some words, Kelly. They um,
- That's cool though 'cause you know probably
we don't get time like that usually with family, that's cool
- And I have cool parents, like they're really fun.
And by that, I mean alcoholic,
but I just um, no, I actually,
I shouldn't do that cause my mom
just quit talking to me and so, no they're great.
I eventually had to move out because
it was so embarrassing because I liked it.
And the real reason I lived at home is because
I, you know, I don't have a husband.
I didn't have like any one else.
- To like quarantine with, yeah.
- Yeah. And I didn't want to be alone and so I was just
- And I think its cool.
- Thank you, I felt embarrassed though,
because people kept asking like,
you'll usually live at home with
your parents if things aren't going well.
And so people were just like,
you're successful, you're 37.
Why are you living with your mom and dad?
Like, so I got rid of that therapist
and I was just like, let's just not go into
- Let's just leave it alone.
- Yeah we don't need to dig in there.
- Like why do we need to resurface that.
I love you so much.
So wait, I have to talk about this because
now you're hosting F Boy Island.
So what exactly is an F boy?
- It is. I, the F honestly stands for fragile.
It's like F boys are guys that haven't
addressed their childhood trauma,
like anger they have towards women or themselves.
And then they lie to women to get
to sleep with them or get something out of them
because they don't have enough self-esteem
like, that's what it comes down to.
- You are a therapist
- Thank you, thank you.