(Chinese Music)
Beautiful Intro
Ah, good day everyone!
I am headed to a photo shoot for, which you guys probably already know is my tour announcement. Yeah!
I'm going on tour, I know pretty crazy!? Uh, if you guys don't know where I'm going all the
Stops will be in the link down below
because this is going up after you know, because I know
So, this is our first look I live I die
I'm resurrected as a flower so quiet little chamomile flowers at my hair
Little brow. This is the new beauty trends of brows
Honestly, I would be everything if this became like the new trend but I'm so excited. These photos have turned out so incredible!
I'm shooting with Michael Becker who've shot with hundreds of times in the past
We do this really cool shot where I have a giant flower in my mouth you've already seen it, probably
But I'm so happy with how they turned it out and this light is so bomb
Hey
look at that that arm
I love the gym shorts with my very fashionable look. look number three, and I have some sunflower petals
Dangling to from my eyes
do you need a claritin? Yeah!
Drama, drama drama drama
Okay guys, so as you guys know Molly dyed my hair just really (-molly: like a boss!-) cool
colors, (-Molly: like like a pro!-)
I have the green of the front as the pink and the purple! Breezea is going to take it all out (-Molly: because he dosen't appreciate my art!-)
I do appreciate it's just it's just I don't want the reveal to be too premature so, brezza?
Can you can you fix me? (-Brezza: i can totally fix you-)
(-Molly: You used the word 'fix'!-) did, did i say fix? I ment uh...
Think I want to do my next hair color in this purpley pink that you've had inspired me with what do you like
(- Molly- i like both colors, don't do just one-) Yeah, no just like
Yeah, yeah. Yeah, so it's gonna be removal?
(-Brezza: yeah!-) is it even on me right now? I mean right now, no it's not, I can't see!!!
Um, It's just an
Eraser like, you're just gonna take a pencil eraser and just rub it against my hair? (-Brezza: I'm just gonna have a magic wand
And then be like "wen-gardorden-leviosa!"-) Oh gosh, my wig will fly then!
Draco Malfoy in the house
Um , My hair is a complete blank slate now
I'm sorry my dear, but your your hard work and your gorgeous talent has been
removed from
my head
(-Molly: Can i feel it? It just feels so healthy!-) Yeah, it doesn't does it feel damaged at all. Good job. It's so crazy
It's literally a blank slate right now. It's all like one tone. It's
It's like perfect. I think I'm gonna go blonde
Like a natural... (-Molly: so now your white right?-) I'm like a, if it was it was dry
Yes, it would be like white but it's there's a little bit of yellowness to it, but it's just like bleach
Exactly guys a blonde again. I absolutely love it breeza, that you killed it girl. I love the color. It's so pretty
I feel like it looks so natural on me
Especially because I had a lot of blonde cousins growing up and I was always like the brown
Little bit of blonde but having it like this. I just kind of feel like my cousins when I was growing up
So it feels very natural, but guys, I just got my Dollar Shave Club box in the mail
And by the way, thank you a Dollar Shave Club for sponsoring today's video
But I wanted to do a little unboxing show you guys all the cool things that comes with sound. Let's get to the unboxing!
Okay, so it comes in this cute little mini box. Oh
"You look great!" said everyone. Ooh
your bathroom reader
This will be perfect for my light reading or when I'm taking a poopy or I don't know
What I'll do in the bathroom. Ooh, a members handbook this seems that I'm very exclusive
Okay, so that probably interest gives you information very exclusive information, but you have to get the box to know what's inside back
there's a razor obviously if that comes with it Wow, this is, very strong and very
Heavy and like a good quality razor, and then there's some razor heads in here
cute love
One white Charlie's. Oh, yes, if you guys don't already use
flushable wipes moist wipes for your bum
You should probably start switching over to that because toilet paper doesn't get everything but a wipe makes you nice and fresh and, clean down there! <3
So these are aloe vera and chamomile "the civilized way to wipe" that is right!
So it comes with
three of those
Next we have easy shave butter. So this is to help with shaving instead of shaving cream shave butter
gorgeous and
Then lastly we have the calming. Amber lavender body
Cleanser, I absolutely love lavender scent so I'm very excited about this
But yeah, that's everything the box comes with
So if you guys want to check it out, I'll put a link down below
And as always I have the homie hook-up for you guys. So if you go to
Dollarshaveclub.com/joeygraceffa , you can get your daily essential starter set for only $5
So go join the club and again just go to dollarshaveclub.com/joeygraceffa
And you can get this special offer that I present to you guys
Hello there everyone so
The next day sorry that today's video is a little uh, collection of clips, um
Hi
Sorry for the sudden mood change I've been kind of
going through a lot in my head recently and
Just been really stressed about a lot of things and
One of them is this video even though it's like not that big of a deal
but just like getting a video up just seems like it's such a
Anxiety ridden experience
I've just put so much pressure on myself with like the types of videos that I I need to be posting and I
Don't know it's just so hard to not compare yourself to other people and just get I
Don't know like I have to have the perfect title. I have to have the perfect thumbnail. Like it's just it's so stressful and um,
That on top of everything else that I've been kind of
Dealing with mentally has just it. It's just a lot
My mental state right now is not a good one. I'm not
the happy Joey self that I normally am and
I just feel really
lost and like out of balance with myself and
YouTube is not a healthy place. It's not a great
Place for someone who's just kind of going through it just because it's
It's a place where you can easily fall into a dark one. So easy to compare yourself to others and
People present themselves in their lives in such a
perfect way that it's very easy as a viewer to compare your current life to someone else's highlights and
I fall into that as well. I
end up comparing my mental state or just my current life and
compare it to
These perfect people that at least it seems like it's perfect and they have the most happy lives and I'm just like full
Damn, what's wrong with me? Why don't I have that and
I've also been
Going through a lot of just uhm
Stability and unstability. I don't know the word
My life just feels totally just
You know, I don't have both feet on the ground right now, I just feel like I'm being like whipped around every direction and I
Don't know where to go
I'm so lost right now
If you guys don't know I sold my house last year and
since then I have been
Kind of like homeless. I don't have a home right now. I'm just kind of like bouncing from
hotel to apartment to Airbnb to Airbnb in it's just
Taken its toll on me to say the least it's affected
my mental state of health my
relationship with my boyfriend
My relationship with my friends my relationship with you guys. My whole work schedules just totally out of whack like
I've been in this constant state of mind of "oh
I'm gonna be moving in two weeks" and then that gets moved and it's another two weeks and then another two weeks and then suddenly
it's nine months later, and I'm just like "what just happened?" like how I
Just feel like I'm being taken advantage of so much and I
Just feel out
of control
so
There's been a lot and another huge thing is I haven't been with my dogs for the past two months they've been
at like a
Our daycare lady has been nice enough to hold them over at our current air B&B
because my current place that I'm staying at doesn't allow dogs and
it's funny because part of the reason why I got a new place is because I wanted
them to have more space in a yard to play in and
I'll probably do a whole nother video on just why we haven't moved in
But right now I can't because I don't want to cause any more delays by causing drama between me and the people who have
Made my life a living. Hell the past couple of months, but I
Noticed maybe one day that will come to light but for now
I've got to keep my mouth shut so I can get into this place and kind of
rebuild my life and just kind of get back on track with things because right now I just I
don't feel healthy and
I'm not really sure what else to do. So
anyways, I'm sorry to you guys for
Rambling this past five minutes about how horrible my life is
even though it's really not it's just um
Challenging right now. I'm just going through a lot of challenges and
I'll be fine, and I just wanted to share a real moment with you guys real moment of frustration
Go ahead you can judge me all you want I'm putting this out there for
You guys hopefully in a way that's a way for me to just connect deep worth
You guys didn't be real and honest, but I'm sure a lot of people are going to take this as me
Complaining about a privileged life that I have
But
Regardless if that's true to you or not
It doesn't change the fact that I am going through
some pain in my life and
might not seem as painful as some other things going on in the world, which is very true, but
Just because it's not
Comparable to some other things going on doesn't mean that it's still not people
so, um, I just wanted to I guess bench for a moment with you guys and
Let you know where I'm at so anyways
Sorry the video how to turn of
Its mood but
That's just what life is sometimes there's some happy moments and sometimes there's some moments where you just can't
anymore, so
Anyways, I love ya I'm gonna go cry, um, well...
I'll see you guys tomorrow. I love you
good damn bye!
(Subtitles by, Anabella Wilson)