I'd rather you hate me and get better
like me it stay the same what are you
stand here a lot of us are bullet I love
those people back in the day it's
sometimes I'm still push we think they
were working our ass off working hard
you know we've been working out hard in
the gym for a month but we haven't seen
any results so we get off down there
poopy pants you steady for 30 minutes
for tests and you can do as much talk
what do you expect you're not putting in
the work you have to do more maybe goes
what is your secret man what's your
secret about business what you think
about this what you think about that you
don't want the answer the answer is you
see these hands the hard work man yeah
the look at suffering as almost like I
look at failure to succeed you must fail
learn from yourself learn from life
learn from your failures learn from your
insecurities learn from your self-doubt
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the truth of the story line is very
authentic
so who are you what are you standing
what do you believe in there's a lot of
successful people in this world who
still feel empty inside and they're
wondering why they still feel empty say
try to make another minute to minute
three minute let's buy a new car new
house you go let's buy more everything
in the day it's gonna feel great the
aside for me I would even be successful
I still empty so I'll turn the
high-ranked securities my doubts always
so I'll try to just up a Turk and reach
out to Saturn you're still a turn it's
like a turkey get a turkey for
Thanksgiving you know what you're doing
you cooked that mother without going
inside or cleaning it out you're not
taking the insides out before you start
dressing it up
same thing with life if you don't get
inside your soul inside your heart and
fix it
people are gonna war with yourself
it's not magic it's literally you're
gonna have to wake up yeah and you're
gonna have to sit there and say today is
gonna suck and then when that day is
over you're gonna wake up the Guinness
thing yeah the next day's gonna suck
you're not putting in the work you have
to do more and the only way to see who
the baddest is is to suffer
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when you find out who you are us we
start living your life don't fit in just
for the sake of fitting in your life
make sure that you have something to say
say it
within the suffering go in there and I
called the live autopsy the live box
I'll see how you find out someone died
they cracked you open after you're dead
how you can live is do it while you're
alive in the only message I'm gonna get
across to people is once you change one
thing your mindset you can attack
everything
go back in your brain crack it open
while you're alive don't wait until
you're dead to figure out why you died
do it why you are living go in there go
into the suffering go into the pain of
your life and say why did this suck for
me so bad why am I afraid of all this
stuff it's in these nooks of the
suffering within your brain in the
scarring are all the answers to why you
are on the couch feeling sorry for
yourself
gasps stop telling yourself that you're
doing enough in life is never enough
until you feel this overwhelming feeling
of man I'm out working the crowd I'm not
working everybody I'm doing war it's not
too bad once you get there that's when
you know you've got enough in failure
and in suffering all the answers are in
there all the answers to all the test
questions the test is your life all the
answers are in there you have to live in
suffering and pain and failure all the
time you have to learn I need to visit
it like people hate working out you're
only gonna visit working out maybe an
hour a day 23 other hours of the day
you're not in it but how you become in
shape is you must visit suffering visits
working out one hour a day all I wanted
people to do in my life I think about
money I care about Fame I'll care if you
I care about all my followers go away
tomorrow I wanted a lot of people that
doubted me
look like Apollo Creed did in that 14th
round because I got back up repeatedly
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and when you keep on getting back up
like that no matter how strong the
person this is beating it out of you
they eventually look at you and say you
know what I'm tired and I just want
people to be tired it's funny I walk
around for the tough two minutes it man
that may be silly
you have two men in your school your you
know Air Force tag P the funny thing
about it then I think about is if they
know that part of me this is the part I
don't know about myself
I thought the ASVAB test to getting
military three times in the Air Force
thought that pararescue and the seals it
took me three times the gift through
Navy SEAL training this is what I know
about me
so I'm saying is this you can't live
your life being afraid to fail all those
failures
maybe the success in the day most people
who are failing are trying their ass off
I don't want to set out so there's an a
for good stupid no I want to turn it in
a million time you say you failed you
failed nice okay Roger that and sit
there and analyze what I'm doing wrong
never forget the trigger come on
make sure my you do is you have to do
Cyndi's you have to say live don't walk
around me to thank you Matheny don't be
scared to be who you are look at your
audience who's criticizing you first of
all yeah they're not even in your food
world
yes you don't even talk to me yeah block
them out go to these places that people
don't go to anymore because all this
social media and everything is
computerized I want to go to that dark
place my mind's ok how are we gonna get
this done
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when I was tours at 97 pounds and I was
bad as hell trying to be a Navy SEAL the
scariest thing in the world to me even
to this day was that that could have
been the rest of my life
I thought then I was trying hard
sometimes life is hard so when I
first joined the Navy I had to join the
reserves because I couldn't get an
active duty time so fast so being that
reservists I got tired a lot of times
the Rican Warrior and the reserves you
work one week in a month two weeks a
year a lot of us live our lives that way
we can't work out without purpose the
biggest purpose in life isn't all that
it's how you respect yourself how you
look at yourself I see every day for
journey you're not working your butt off
far enough you're not trying hard enough
we all think we're trying hard but what
are you engaging that off of
in life an office worker ass off trying
to get to it a better place a place that
makes us feel better about ourselves but
guess what happens once you get the
actual event your mind isn't ready your
minds not prepared you've been studying
you've been trained you've been working
out what your mind is not prepared story
for you but I was 19 years old going
through the Air Force trying to be a
better estimate I would do a push-up
sit-ups swimming I wasn't all they'd
knock it out the park
when the best in the class but a second
of obstacle got my way I wasn't prepared
for it really
so every day you should be getting after
it we look at determination I'm self
discipline we look at hard work all
these terms is almost like we dread them
it was like a punishment those are the
biggest words of all time as far as
respecting yourself trying hard is
something in your mind just doesn't stop
only those people who have been there a
million times in their minds and have
suffered a million times it realized my
legs may break my knee may break and
accept that
I know right now whether you hate me
love me I'm gonna come like this I'm a
dad whatever you want to think I made it
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you
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