Today's Near Death Experience was emailed to me by Sandy Alabastro.
As English is not Sandy's first language, it has been altered slightly for grammatical
context with full permission from Sandy.
months ago, September 20th, 2021 I almost died.
yes, In a way I never ever thought would ever happen to me, me and my husband got into a
fight sept 20th around 6pm.
It was a very severe fight.
One of the worst in the history of our marriage, as this fight involved my parents..
My heart was totally broken that I didn't know how to fix it.
therefore I thought of something that could help me escape from that very awful situation,
I almost Committed suicide.
Cut my wrist off.
infront of him.
I can feel the blood flushing through my wrist, After a minute or so, I collapsed.
I felt my body getting weaker and weaker.
He rushed me in the hospital.
In my most precious moments I Prayed, I Prayed to our Almighty One that I surrender everything
to His mighty power, and I am really sorry for trying to commit suicide.
I asked God to please save my life so that I could help others in need.
as i was lying on my deathbed in the hospital, I Remembered I couldn't even move an inch
of me or even open my eyes.
I was crying in guilt and apologizing to God for what I had done as I knew it was unacceptable.
The doctors treated me and I was sent home.
After I got home, As I lay on our couch because my husband was very angry about what I had
done.
He wouldn't even speak to me.
Im crying on the couch remembering all the pain that led me to that very situation.
I closed my eyes with tears and a broken heart, talking to God about what had happened, then
in the blink of my eyes, I woke up in heaven.
yes in heaven.
it wasnt an NDE because I survived, How did I know I was in heaven?
my heart tells I was in heaven.
my consciousness tells me I was in heaven, with God...
All I could see in any direction was dazzling white.
everything was white.
all beautiful clouds surrounded me, from a distance I saw a very huge silver Light blue
to purple gate.
everything was so bright that you could not even see what was beyond it.
I cant really tell The exact color of the gate as the color does not exist here on earth.
It was so long that i couldnt see its end.
picture the most expensive gate you can see here on earth.
It had an ancient greek roman architechture to me and is so complicated to describe.
At this point I could not see my physical form at all.
There were beautiful clouds everywhere.
Everywhere I looked all I could see were shiny clouds and that extraordinary gate.
I am conscious that I am Me at that time.
I also know that I just got in heaven.
everything is so Clear to me.
As I was standing some distance from that extraordinary gate a very powerful light is
shining from the right side of that gate.
plenty of little creations with transparent wings are Happily and peacefully flying at
the top of it, my heart knows they're angels dancing in the atmosphere, I know its Him.
Jesus.
He's at those foggy white glittery clouds, though I never seen his face but you know,
how your soul knew someone without even looking at his face?
yes.
that's exactly what I felt.
Mere seconds of standing there and I was at peace.
It was a peace you have never ever felt before.
a peace that I never expected to feel.
I could feel His love.
He does not care who you are or what you were in your past life.
His Love is beyond measure.
Overflowing joy was felt too.
Winning billions in the lottery could not have matched that feeling.
I didn't feel any negative energies during that time, no pain, no hatred, no grudges,
no nothing.
I couldn't even remember my family and I didn't have a feeling of wanting to leave ever because
I really loved what I was seeing and feeling there.
It was magical.
pure love.
no finite mind can really describe it.
I was crying because of his Glory!
my Goal was to enter that gate but He never let me in.
I couldn't move
I couldn't talk
I couldn't hear any sound, but had a feeling that God talked to me by my heart alone.
No words were spoken but i knew what he wanted me to do.
It was like a telepathic conversation with Jesus.
He told me that he loves me no matter what.
He showed me an Unconditional Love that I never ever felt here on earth.
He told me that I am forgiven and that He has washed away all my sins.
He reminded me that I am truly loved by Him.
My heart truly understood what He was saying to my heart and to my soul.
Then I began to weep saying God, I dont deserve this kind of treatment from you, I almost
fell to my knees worshipping and glorify Him, but I wasn't in a physical form.
How can that be?
After a brief time, something distracts me that keeps my eyes from the other direction.
Then, I woke Up.
I remembered my daughter.
She woke me up from that reality.
No its not a dream.
It really happened.
My vision from then has changed.
Heaven is real, it is as if i were reborn.,
as john 3:3 said, "truly i tell to you, No one can see the kingdom of God, Unless they
are born again".
From that moment on, I was reborn by the Holy Spirit.
Now Im more into God and Jesus than ever.
I cant even wait for the day to return in that Holy place.
Its never too late to repent.
He has promised paradise and it really does exist and is waiting for all of Us.
That concludes Sandys NDE.
I made as few changes as possible to keep her story as true as the words she wrote to
me.
I want to take a moment to Thank Sandy for bringing her experience to us and allowing
this channel to make the necessary changes to the sentence structure and bring it to
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Thank You and God Bless.