this video we're going to show you the shadow side of being a star seed these
are things that most people don't even think of in the process of the star seed
awakening we're gonna show you exactly how to integrate that shadow welcome
back to another video my name's Erin and I hope people expand their consciousness
this is Victor Otto what do you do I have people navigate their awaken in the
spiritual awakening process right yeah I forgot anyway today what we're gonna do
is we're gonna explain to you some of the the shadow sides of being a star so
these are things that I know in my own journey they are things that I didn't
really see coming because sometimes when we're going through the star seed
awakening or becoming more aware of who we are as like this connected to the
connected galactically and connected to like different parts of the star systems
but there's there's different parts of it that we find end up having a backlash
if we're not aware of it and if you know beforehand how to work through this
process how to go through this process of the star seed awakening you're able
to see this shadow so it doesn't suck you in to the identity of it or suck you
into the negative characteristics of it so time does maybe we'll share some of
the the very first things we noticed when being on the star suit awakening
journey like the things that we notice in other people but also in our own life
and I'd say the one that we both have been to before first thought is the
Victor Otto I know I always assume but yeah guys one of them Victor Otto is
we're told was my best friend he's also a youtuber I'm gonna link his channel
below he creates content similar to mine on
Law of Attraction spiritual awakening ascension raising your vibration very
yeah and there you'll find a whole bunch of great content over there so I'll link
his channel below but we both have I remember we were at rythme I remember we
were a trivia and we're at this place in Costa Rica and we were in these it's
like plant medicine ceremony thing and we had this experience where we realized
that our awakening journey was almost the same in in 2012 but this is like
last year two years ago we this realization after we were already
friends for like for like the year we go we have this night where we were like we
were realizing that we had almost the same type of awakening in 2012 and it
was like a sense of understanding Eurostar so you have this connection to
the stars and then this sense of feeling alone after you go through this like
spiritual awakening process and we both went through probably like six months to
a year just kind of been alone like a weight like people didn't really
understand it friends family thought it was kind of
crazy is that something you went through as well like similar yeah yeah yeah it's
interesting because like the whole star seed awareness when you become aware
that you have connection to so much more that you ever knew you would think on a
big level that would be comforting that would be like wow I have I'm less alone
than ever before now that I'm becoming aware of this connection at the same
time because not all human beings are aware of their star seed connection it
ends up being you being like the weirdo who is talking about the stars all the
time and it can be it can feel very you can feel very isolated because you can
just get a strong sense that if you were to just voice your your thoughts on life
and some of your findings and some of the things you're going through
especially in regard to the star seed stuff you're not going to be
well-received by your friends by your family by your co-workers by your
neighbors so in that light you mean you feel very alone because you know that I
can't really be who I now know myself to be around people I can't be my authentic
self but when we have to put on a mask even a bigger one around other people it
can make us feel very alone and initially yeah initially yeah I know I
remember when I went through my like Awakening and I started understanding
like the star seed connection to like the Pleiades and all these other
connections that I was making I remember I went through it and I was like I
remember I like sat down with my dad and I was like listen
like spiritual means this is all this is all of illusion it was like I did for
some reason I just thought that was gonna be like normal like I thought yeah
everyone's gonna get it they're like wow are you right thank you for letting you
know yeah thank you you're so great it's okay cliff are you telling me this stuff
but and then that I was like a lot of friends and family were like Aaron what
the hell did you do like did you do something like this um so that would
real quick that was one of the main commonalities that we got a real chuckle
about about our both our twink and me both we came into this information like
a lot of you and then we thought it was our mission to tell our family our
parents are like old-school minded parents I did the same thing I was a
personal trainer and I would train my mom and her friend my mom's friend
didn't show up that day I thought that was a great opportunity
yeah tell her that the government is really driven and influenced by higher
dimensional beings with a negative agenda and yeah I said I said all that
stuff and she was like why I'm so glad I've been made aware of this it's like
oh my goodness what the hell is my son on what kind of no that's exactly what
my dad I just remember the the I was like yeah I was like the mood like
there's bases on the moon yes you're looking at the moon huh yeah I was like
you know the mood it's like it doesn't rotate you white doesn't put it up and I
remember I remember I tell this like my grand my dad they're like the same thing
they're like okay I know snow there in the head like what I don't even know how
to respond is what's going on here and then for like muds it was like just
trying to be normal and trying to kind of make up for that and then I'm worried
that something was wrong but like when you there's it you get so excited about
the star seed awaking you just want to tell everyone like you do it like listen
we're interdimensional beings and we're just here after this tip are you
experienced and all of this stuff the star family and and for a lot of people
it's the backlash and don't sometimes we don't realize where people are a lot of
people are still stuck and watching the news and the media and they're buying
into certain realities so when we come out with a siphon information there's a
backlash that and then what we do is we think
there's something wrong with us and what we do is we make oh it's like okay I'm
just not gonna talk about it for a while and and then and then that's what the
negative side of this is the ego that can develop because I remember going
around and being like sorry to become a little bit bitter with people because
I'm like people just don't get it digestif sleep you know I was like that
was the idea and I was like I started to have like this self-fulfilling belief
that was holding me back from connecting to other people that were into this
information because my belief was people just don't get it
people don't get me people are asleep and guess what that was a
self-fulfilling prophecy but the more I realized I dropped that label it's like
people are all around they're into that like the guys we're at the gym the other
day all right I just turned over to this guy we're done the gym was like sorting
about aliens yeah if anyone's like yeah he's like I think I think they exist
like they're aliens are been around for a long time I just like to see how
people respond sometimes but yeah that's more and more people are open this
information now so it's like when you have less of a just rule that people
just aren't awake and all of this stuff you attract less of that or you know
yeah like like what real quick what you said you said like for a time once this
happens you start to question like like maybe you're something's wrong with you
I don't think that I thought I'm on to something and there's actually something
wrong with everybody that's kind of what I thought to you I'm saying that I think
about yeah you're right you create this you create this separation by yellow
kissing on the difference is which there are some differences this person has no
idea he's got 80 connections or maybe he's not a star scene at all and me know
I'm doing my astral my astral travels at night I'm experiencing all these cool
worlds whatever but that's one thing that is different there's many
similarities where here we have flesh where there's were there's many there's
a lot of common ground that when you focus on that then you don't you we kind
of isolate ourselves right message I got yeah it might by five but the lack of
awareness the shadow side yeah absolutely and and and acknowledging the
difference is more than the similarities yes and being attached to that ego
perspective so yeah we both learned through that process we both went after
that learn how to moreso integrate that aspect of understanding everyone's on
their own a lot of people that think the star seed
stuff there's people that watch my channel that are like when you first
started coming out and start seeing videos I thought it was crazy I stopped
watching your videos and now they come back like you planted a seed and they
come back like oh it's so cool like I had no idea I'm so much more open to it
now so understand that people come in their own timing you know yeah that's a
big bird it is well looks like looking at us okay anyways okay so we talked
about we talked about the the biggest shadow is probably just the loneliness
that we may feel or the identification with with being different or the
identification with with thinking that people just aren't awake and integrating
that understanding everyone's on their own journey understand and I haven't
understandable where people are when you're explaining this to them it'll
help because then it softens up this like maybe instead of saying I'm over
here in a court you could talk about it once he's like you know just say
something like did you you just plant little seeds like when someone's
watching something like did you know that you know they're maybe what do you
think that there may be like I don't know place it on the moon or something
like that you know versus going like well you know we have connections to the
play these are the serious or others you know they with the Blooey yeah there's
like these bluebird beans you don't even like what are you talking about but if
you start with something small then it makes it easier but but yeah so that I'd
say is is the biggest shadow and then what I thought you were talking to me
yesterday about the climatization eyes go into that now a little bit okay yeah
yeah a lot of the star seeds are here at this time to help with this big shift
that's going on and they're a lot of them are not normally used to incarnated
it is such a we live in a very dense sort of 3d existence and a lot of the
star seeds are used to being in a much higher realm so yeah that's a bit of a
challenge for them to integrate physically I know for myself I've always
had kind of like health problems I've always struggled with the tea and I get
sick kind of easily and I also feel like my body is very sensitive to stress just
as an example and some people have it a lot worse than that but I just think our
physical bodies sort of take it it takes time for our souls to to get used to the
yeah the earthly the 3d density yeah I think in higher realms also there's more
flexibility with time and space so when we want to create something their life
that happens very very quickly yeah some I think some star seeds make it
impatient isn't that I just kind of came to me
like we I know like going through things I'm always like a big strong lesson of
my life is patience cuz I'm I got wanting so quickly I think we're so used
to thinking things and our thoughts are so high vibrational we're so in
alignment in higher dimensional realms that things happen very instantaneously
but here there's this time and even though that the vibration is speeding up
so it's taking less and less time to manifest things I think we're used to
things that came very quickly so we may get frustrated with ourselves when
things aren't happening very quick or so it's like it's like the climatization of
our body and at the same time it's acclimatization of the energy here just
the time space you know it's funny real quick I know I had a YouTube video I did
and the name of the YouTube video was the one thing lightworkers lack and I
use lightworkers sort of synonymously with star see at first and what I did is
I had like my dog come on I had this long purposefully long introduction and
that that's like two minutes and I was like you guys ready you ready
it's patience yeah there's kind of a joke because I know I totally agree with
what you said where yeah I think a lot of us are used to just like this this
fast manifestation and patience is a real issue it is yeah and even even just
for the Ascension in like waking up humanity it's like this is supposed to
like in 2012 we literally thought was gonna happen in like a year like in one
year everyone on the planets gonna know more about this information and more
people are knowing about it but we thought like it'll be an agreed-upon
thing that like you know et connections and all this stuff but it's taking a lot
longer you know and actually the video that we're gonna do on his channel is
going to be on what it's called the event which is very similar to that so
it's about understanding that when it comes to this process it's about knowing
that there is a process to it and that sometimes we may think things are gonna
happen instantaneously but they makes be a metaphor for a stretched-out thing so
the shadow side as well as no patience yeah um the thing that I wanted to also
mention was understanding that just like we have you know
where we exist right now we have what are called past life connections because
they're actually parallel life connections because the only time that
exists is this moment right now so at parallel life connections well future
lives and past lives and what happens though is we also have lives like we're
such vast spiritual beings that our energy is not just incarnated on earth
so what I mean by that is we don't just have past lives on earth we have past
lives in different star systems as well because our being our that the vastness
of our spirit is so big that we couldn't just incarnate all of our energy in one
time like space of just earth so we have all of us the thing is as well starts
trees every single person on the planet is multi-dimensional a star seed is
someone who's aware of that multi dimensionality and comes through with
some type of desire to help other people now when it comes to past lives and
future lives we have them also in different star systems now the shadow
side of star seeds as well is that there are times that we have made wet' we've
had past lives or future lives on different star systems where things that
happened that is within our soup soul blueprint so for example there may have
been a time in one person's blueprint of their soul where they had a past life in
Orion or someplace where maybe the planet was destroyed or where there was
a lot of things that happened the devastation and there may be scarring at
the soul level from that experience and in this life right now there may be
certain themes that are intertwined with that life in a different star system so
just like we have past lives on earth we also have past and future lives in
different star systems that we may pull information from may not be relevant but
it may be and some of those those those things that were going through may be
relative relative to it so if you ever feel like you feel really you feel like
maybe you've been victimized your life you've been a victim a lot there could
be also connections that we have different star systems or maybe that was
the case as well we were working through that in certain ways in our life here so
understand that we may not always understand where our energy is coming
from or why we're feeling certain ways but there's a lot more to being a
multi-dimensional being which we all are that we're becoming aware of so
integrate and just understand that whatever you're feeling
it's okay you're integrating emotion you're integrating like this time on the
planet were raising our frequency so high so in a way we're clearing karmic
patterns that no longer serve us we're clearing things from past lives that
don't serve us we're clearing things from past lives and other star systems
that were ascending because that one from what I understand is right now as
we raise our vibration at 3:45 you level we're also had this potential raise our
vibration at higher levels as well it's like a huge upgrade so we're letting go
of so much right now in this lifetime from what I understand what from Bashar
Bashar and other people have said is like we've waited thousands of years to
be alive right now to be going through this transformation we've waited so long
and this is the this is where it's at right now not been as it makes
everything else meaningless but this is so exciting to be alive right now
because so many people are becoming aware of who they are star seeds are
waking up more and more people will find this video through you know the
information we share but in general we just want you to be aware of these
shadow aspects that we're talking about today was there anything else or I think
that was one quick thing I wanted to add in relation to what Aaron was saying one
of the big things I found is from talking to by my subscribers that they
struggle with in relation to what he said is that a lot of the starseeds a
lot of like old souls even from the earth
they struggled with they were persecuted perhaps and oppressed we have their own
self expression speaking their truth in past so when it comes time to like a lot
of the star seeds they want to share they want to help but they feel like
this this is real strong hesitation though because not because they're we're
not gonna be most of us persecuted in this this Lyautey now but there's that
star of the past so we don't know where of what Aaron said can be very helpful
because then you can question that you can say is is there a legitimate concern
they'll be expressing myself in most cases not only right before that can
give you permission to go forward with you living your truth
yeah felt died too sure yeah I'm glad you did I totally forgot about that I
remember I went to like someone I was telling you about my past lives or
something and she said some that resonated with me but she said that a
lot of my past lives I was sharing information similar to what I'm sure in
this life but a lot at my last my past lives I was killed
for the information I share yes which in the beginning of starting my youtube
channel I was kind of reluctant I was having all this fear come up like can I
share this lie what will people think and it made sense to me when I looked at
it now is that true my past lies I I don't know for sure but it does kind of
resonate with me and I could see how many people that are starseeds have this
desire to help people but they do feel blocks we see it because we help people
put content out on YouTube and help people to you know awaken the planet and
we see these blocks very common and I think it is because in past experiences
the collective wasn't ready for it so what do they do when they weren't ready
for it they would persecute they would shut them out they would you know kind
of silence them and that was sometimes a violent thing so just understand now
that doesn't have to be the case you know that's not going to be the case we
have the ability to express ourselves now and to be powerful and we came here
to be bold I think the one thing that starseeds must know as well as like we
came here to be bold we came here to share our true doesn't mean you have to
tell your family and tell their friends and like say all the stuff that we did
like too fast too soon but you came here to be yourself whatever that means to
you you came here to to make a change about you being yourself by you doing
the inner work by you raising your vibration you helped the vibration of
the collective as well so with that being said Victor's video that we're
gonna film on his channel here in a minutes gonna be right below right now
you can check out that other than that you can subscribe to Victor's channel as
well and that we appreciate you being here peace
much love and namaste