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You're watching "Love and Hip Hop Miami"--
Season 2.
You'll be watching us watch the show.
For the very first time.
And honest reactions--
With you.
This thing you're about to see is
all the drama that happened off-stage
after Gunplay's performance.
(cheering and applause)
So thankful.
It felt real good being back on stage
and doing what I love to do best, man,
and that's perform and put on for the crowd and my city.
Wow, he just "kilt" this.
Gunplay kilt it.
I'm just happy to see you all.
Trying to get away from my problem,
this divorce that I have to pay for.
The car wash, let's do it.
Free Joy.
She might need to wash a little cars,
twerk on a couple of car owners.
(both laughing)
Bend over.
Free Joy!
You don't do that.
I support it, I support it.
You want me to wash some cars?
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Hi, guys.
Hi!
How you doing?
Any other time, you know,
I would've greeted the (bleep) outta you.
I thought we was healed, what's up? Come on, girl.
I'm here because I wanted to clarify
something that was told to me about some DMs.
And I feel that we should discuss it alone.
I'll go have a drink, y'all talk.
I'm good, yeah.
Call me if you need me, b.
I heard that you felt some type of way
Yeah.
As a woman, intuition, I felt some (bleep) was off.
You know what I'm saying, so I went through Gunplay's phone.
I went through his DMs,
and I found what I was looking for.
I seen you in there,
and it was like, you was vibing him out.
You was sending him emojis,
you was telling him you'd like to see him,
and being from Chicago, I'm not a friendly-ass bitch,
you know what I'm saying?
With all due respect,
I have no interest in your man whatsoever.
Come on-- the way you was doing me, I felt some kinda way.
And me knowing how you are, it was like, come on, Amara.
Well, if you-- if you know how I am,
you know that I'm naturally really friendly and bubbly
yeah.
And did you ever, for a second, perhaps,
thought that, because he is an artist,
and I'm an artist, that maybe it could've been work-related,
or you automatically assumed it was personal.
I assumed it was personal.
I know you was talented, so I was really shocked
to see you in his (bleep).
I wouldn't do nothing
if somebody slid into my man's DMs
because my man will know
how to handle that situation.
But she didn't do that.
Next scene you're about to see
is me getting grilled at lunch.
Well, hello there.
How you doing?
Hey.
(both laughing)
I heard you got a little something going on,
like a record release or something.
Okay.
When Keyara brought it to my attention,
like, he wants to take you guys out,
I was like, I don't ever wanna see him again.
'Cause you put a very bad taste of blood in my mouth.
You have every right.
I had a little bit too much to drink at the airport
the first time we even met.
So, I wanted to express my apologies.
If you love her the way you say you love her,
then your life is an open book to her.
Okay?
Mama is playing preacher,
and sister is playing therapist, okay?
So, now, you're broken up.
I (bleep) up.
I do this subconsciously, I guess.
Like, I need reassurance
that she's really riding and down for me.
She has given a lot of herself to you.
You see how big that ass is?
That's a whole lot to give, ain't it?
Even with your whole addiction thing--
--where are you at with that?
Clean as a whistle. (whistling)
Yeah.
But the wound don't heal
when you say the wound has healed.
See, the wound heal
when she say it heals, and it takes time
for those wounds to heal.
Love starts within, so you can't love her
if you don't love yourself.
I haven't loved myself for a long time.
You got to tell yourself every day,
I have the power to be happy.
And the only time you can be unhappy
is you have to allow unhappiness to come in.
Keyara mama expresses herself in a way
that you are gonna feel this (bleep).
If you keep doing the same thing,
you're gonna always get the same result.
So we can't keep the same mindset.
You know, we got to come up from that.
First I gotta get myself in order
before I can get what I destroyed in order.
You gotta get up.
If you don't come up after this,
after listening to Mama Keyara,
then I don't know what the hell to tell you,
mother (bleep), you need to stay your ass down.