quasi here and in today's video i just want to cut right to the chase and get real vulnerable
with you and share with you what kind of tests you're going to be faced with as a conscious
creator of your life if you embark on this journey to becoming your best self and discarding this old
conditioned self and continuously leveling up and becoming freer and freer in the process i want
to share with you how my journey has evolved the things i used to struggle with the things that i
struggle with now and basically how i've overcome them and the best way for you to overcome these
tests because this is something that i don't really talk about a lot in the channel and
over the past i've been talking a lot about how to reprogram your subconscious mind how to do
affirmations how to do all of this stuff but this is i believe to be the most fundamental thing that
you must know in order for you to become your best self and continually keep evolving and how
i've done so and how i've been able to do so for myself so let's go right ahead and get started
something that i really struggle with personally is perfectionism i have to always keep things
perfect and everything is always black and white i'm overly analytical overly competitive i always
want to be the best i also struggle with a lot of ego you know i've realized that you
know this struggling with perfectionism trying to get everything right and trying to you know have
everything perfect does not serve you because in life nothing will ever be perfect there's
always going to be one or two things that don't go exactly your way but it's always your attitude
towards it that determines how your life will unfold so to be completely frank with you up until
today or you know a couple days ago everything in my life has been pretty much close to perfect i
wouldn't say perfect but i've learned to deal with it and i've learned to accept it as i've
grown what basically happened was i it has come to my attention you know in my business that my
old accountant did something wrong with my taxes and i'm liable to paying a lot of taxes and a
lot of penalties and so this is something you know when i realized that this made me really anxious i
basically spent the whole day trying to sort this issue out with my new accountant and you know i'm
thankful that i got rid of the old one and it's been making me really anxious um really afraid
of what's going to happen and the thing that bothers me the most is the uncertainty not knowing
like how to deal with it because i'm someone who needs like okay well this is plan a this is plan b
this is plan c right but just not knowing what could happen and just having that complete faith
i have no choice but to have complete faith that things are going to work out right so this is kind
of reminiscent of something that happened last year which i'll talk to you about and something
that happened in the beginning of my journey when i took the leap and quit my full-time job
and you know went all in into business so it's that same feeling and it's this feeling that i
haven't felt for a long time but i remember that this feeling of this anxiety of this constant like
mind wandering to that issue that's eating away at me that's keeping me up at night you know i've
been up at like 4 or 5 a.m and that's that hasn't happened in a very very long time and it's just
kept me up and i just couldn't go back to bed it's all i can think about my attention is consumed
thankfully i found a way to sort out the issue but i know that in this journey a lot of these
things happen and they are inevitable they will definitely happen this is the cost of
doing business this is the cost of you getting immersed in this journey because if you were
in your comfort zone nothing uncomfortable would happen but also you would never experience growth
and i always think going through these things of painful anxiety and just this fear is better than
having regret at the end of your life that you haven't done anything worthwhile that's why i feel
that this is actually needed this is necessary because anything that gives you this much pain
this much anxiety is trying to wake you up it is a test life is throwing at us so that we can evolve
into that next version of ourselves okay so anything that you're going through right now
you're probably viewing it as an inconvenience and while it may appear as an inconvenience it
really is something that is trying to wake you up it's life throwing these tests at you and it
keeps bothering you the fact that it bothers you means that there is growth that can occur
here so i'll give you an example when i first started off in this journey of entrepreneurship
not getting a sale made me really fearful and took me back to the roots of oh no what if i never get
a sale again what if i never get a customer again what if my business is doomed what if i have to
go back to a job all of these old feelings would surface and then i would have to deal with them
and by the way by the end of this video i'm going to share with you the best way to deal with them
so that you can pass these tests but i just want to share with you like what's happened with me
so you can have more context so you know initially in my journey when i quit that full-time job and i
went all out into business i wasn't fully into the identity of a business owner right and i didn't
know that these are the things that would happen i wasn't accustomed to them so anything that
happened felt really like it shook me to my very core because i was so attached to things going
well has that happened to you you get so things are growing great but then one thing happens and
that's the one thing that you can focus on that one bad thing that you've got to solve right you
don't know how to let go of that you know how to deal with it so you keep trying to distract
yourself by eating junk by you know looking at solutions online by keeping on checking your email
doing something compulsive that takes your attention away from it but guess what you're
doing when you take your attention away from it you're taking your very attention away from
something life is throwing at you to wake you up to help you grow to help you evolve and settle
into that best self that next version of yourself it's like defeating a demon to get to that next
level in the game so that's that's what i learned how to do and that's what i had to do so for that
month in my business i had this one month the very first month i decided to not quit my full-time job
and just go into business i had zero clients and that just completely shattered me that just
shattered my world and i didn't know what to do i was just crying every day i don't know what i
was doing with my life i just felt completely uncertain but i just had faith that somehow
i had to keep going because this feeling still is better than regret and because i kept going and
i kept giving my attention to it and surrendering those feelings bit by bit what happened to me was
the feelings that were surfacing the tests life were throwing at me i took them in and i passed
them by surrendering the emotions to them and then the energy freed up and life showed me
ways in which i could get more clients due to that persistence due to that faith due to that patience
that's the lesson that i learned from it and then it happened again when i started actually getting
clients and the business started doing well i got attached to a particular revenue number but then
what i started to see was clients were becoming dissatisfied they were requesting refunds and
that completely shattered me like when i got my first refund request i was like oh my god
what's what's going on like this isn't supposed to happen no everything's supposed to go well
it shattered me right and i had that fear of oh no what if more clients request refunds what if
everyone talks against me what if people cancel me and all these fears came up and i just didn't
know what to do and so i had this constant fear i couldn't sleep at night until i started to give it
instead of running away from it so our natural reaction to all of these tests that come up that
keep us up at night and you know it you know what your personal kryptonite is this is my kryptonite
the desire to have everything perfect all the time and it won't happen it just never happens because
if everything is perfect all the time everything is hunky-dory then you're too comfortable then
you're not doing something that's challenging you and that's no fun then you're not gonna grow the
way to deal with it the way most people deal with it right now and how i used to deal with
it is i would try to distract myself i would grow through instagram or like some social media news
feed and just try to get away from that feeling or eat like overeat i would just eat like i think
it's called stress eating i would eat a lot of junk food like desserts like ice cream and stuff
and just drown myself in that or watch television and i could feel when i was doing those activities
the feeling of pain and anxiety was still within me but guess what if something is within you you
can't run away from it the only way to deal with it is to run towards it the only way to deal with
your fears is to tackle them head-on and anything you have a fear of life or immediately throw it
at you and test you with it and that's just the only way that's the only way for you to pass your
tests because guess what once i started to deal with those fears of first not getting any clients
when the business doesn't have a good stretch for a week or two weeks or three weeks or even
a month it doesn't bother me anymore because i'd already i have the reference experience of what it
felt like and i know that things will take care of themselves and i only know that because i've
seen it play out so even though it may bother me a little bit but it doesn't bother me like it used
to because i've dealt with it i've passed that test when clients become a little bit dissatisfied
or request refunds instead of thinking about oh no i'm losing all of this everything that i gain
what if every single client does it i don't think about it like that anymore i think about it as hey
there's a lesson here why were they dissatisfied what can i learn from this how can i improve my
products how can i improve my services to make it a better experience for them and based on those
business has improved so much we've started getting more client results so all of these tests
actually become a blessing in disguise if you just stop running away from them i actually made
a detailed video showing you how to properly deal with your feelings how to surrender them instead
of suppressing them instead of running away from them instead of expressing them even or repressing
them the best way to deal with them is through the process of surrender and to give it to you in the
most accurate the most simplistic way surrender is when you instead of running away from what
you're feeling you put all of your attention on it so for example when i'm staying up late at night
with these feelings instead of running away from these feelings and trying to distract myself on
my phone or something i just sit with that feeling and feel it fully and accept it i allow myself to
feel them it's okay to feel them it's okay to go through this because most of the time when
we learn all of this stuff we don't think it's okay to feel these negative feelings because we
think if we feel these negative feelings then our things won't manifest isn't that your biggest fear
that what you want more manifest because you're allowing yourself to feel like [ __ ] today well
guess what it will it will happen and you clearing this energy is actually a part of it manifesting
faster so honestly learning how to surrender has been the most important part of my journey
and learning how to deal with these feelings has been the most important part of my journey because
once you give it your attention what happens is in the presence of this attention and this awareness
that dense energy starts to get discombobulated it starts to get lighter and lighter it's kind of
like the light of your attention makes it less dense it clears it up it gives it more entropy
right it's concentrated right now in one point in your body but then once you bring your attention
to that point in your body where the anxiety or the feeling happens and usually for most people
it's anywhere from the throat to the belly area and your you know the ancient yogis would call it
the chakras it happens somewhere in your solar plexus area you bring your attention there you
allow yourself to feel those feelings it starts to get progressively lighter it's almost like when
you stub your toe instead of trying to shake it off and running away from that pain you stay still
and you feel that pain and you'll see that over time that pain so quickly just subsides that's
exactly what surrender is like make sure you check out that video on surrender i hope this video
was helpful for you and i hope you now understand that these tests all of the challenges that you're
facing right now all the fears that are coming up you need to deal with it that is your energetic
block that's preventing you from getting up to the next level it's very very simple your worst fears
are coming to life my worst fears are coming to life you know i've never had a problem with the
irs before and i don't really have a problem right now but i'm just preemptively taking care of it
but because the nature of this mind how i operate is such that i start to worry about things further
in advance like oh what if that could happen what if this could happen so i want to solve it right
now and i want to get things perfect now so this is something that i'm dealing with in my personal
journey once you have awareness of your personal kryptonites you become unstoppable thank you so
much for watching i hope this was helpful if you're new to the channel make sure you
like comment subscribe make sure you watch that reference video where i go into detail about how
to let go and how to pass those tests and i'll see you guys in the next video thank you so much peace