okay you guys so I just filmed that's why I'm wearing the same thing I just filmed
um my last video and
we just got a letter we just got a letter we just got a letter wonder who it's from
better from our friends
but you make me kinda nervous to do that on purpose
and I've just been watching some YouTube doing some journaling and now I'm about to do some
Legos and I do want to say one thing people were like why did you think this was the middle of the
globe sometimes you do build the middle of something first so I thought this was like
the center of the globe if that makes sense Legos in the past have done that before and
hi baby girl and another question um people have noticed there's always extra pieces at
the end of a Lego it's because those are just extras in case you look at her rub on it just
in case you lose like a small little piece you'll have an extra are you ready to do the next round
yeah so this is from two rounds and now we're about to do round number three so we have a little
voice over moment how I got into Legos when I was a little girl I remember I didn't have anything
like this like this was too expensive too great two grand but I did have a neighbor friend who was
a couple years younger than me I was about eight years old and he was six I like eyes oh my God
so I do want to say this globe is a lot bigger than I thought it was going to be like
so exciting I thought it was going to be smaller kind of what I depict right
here not gonna lie love the bigger size you know it's an SSBBW globe
oh I love me some watermelon usually I get pre-cut watermelon which I love
I want this last piece I cut it in a way that like I could see people doing it at
parties so it's like a simple way of situation type deal where you just grab just like that
I don't know I saw this technique on Tick Tock and I thought I want to try
it but I didn't want to do it with all the watermelon but look at that fresh goodness
I'm gonna show you what Rarity does so she's obsessed with me she's currently sitting on my
lap and I'm giving her the pets but watch what happens when I stop petting her watch her paw oh
mama keep going I never told you to stop so this is just some little cat love I know you guys love
my animals which means the world to me because I love them too look at her begging for more she's
so sweet you guys have no idea how much I love this baby and how much I love Wasabi and Twinkie
they're my worlds my worlds but yeah I just had to show this I thought it was so freaking cute
okay if you guys hear noise because we're cooking some bacon it's just like a low-key
situation type deal I hope the noise doesn't annoy anybody but so my ID expired right and
when your ID expires you go get another ID about a week ago I went to go do a new ID
moment and it already came in the mail I'm not gonna lie pretty quick we're always wondering
how does it look okay like the ID like what is it called not the standard ID the one above that ID
it's where you can like travel and such I don't remember what it's called but like it matters
all right first impressions wow I look better in this one I gotta say and I could definitely
see a difference in weight loss which is super exciting even my signature has changed which
is really interesting all right you guys I'm about to show you what I am making
you need a plate we are going to use some of these Wheat Thins
now I'm going to take egg salad
next step is some crispy bacon just a piece on each one
so it is complete but I wanted to add a little scallion unfortunately I don't have any taste test
that hits all the spots all the spots okay guys so I want to give you a little
weight loss update during the time that I was bedridden due to my ankle that I turned to food
um daily for a few weeks um it was just I wanted to numb my anxiety and I felt helpless
and I'm you know I suffer with binge eating so especially my whole life since I was a little
girl that is what I did you know my parents would be screaming at each other and my dad
would be hitting my mom in the other room and I would be turning the food a lot of people say
talk to someone about that I do I I see a psychologist it's not something I always
talk about but I do have an appointment with her tomorrow like the same [ __ ] different
day you know what I'm saying okay let me fix my hair real quick yeah I was turning to food and
I did end up gaining weight I did um I got back in the 490s I know once the pain was lessening
once I noticed that I was healing and I started moving more my spirits um truly Arisen they Rose
um when it came to the bin the binging aspect and I noticed during this whole lung era that
I'm dealing with I'm not turning to food because I'm fearful of food not being bed bound anymore
and just that whole mentality being gone I am back on track I've been partially back on track
I'm you guys even watching me for how long thankfully from the whole bedridden era I am
losing the way that I have gained like I said I got back in the 490s it was devastating today I
weighed in at 481.6 so we're definitely not at the lowest that I was but paying attention to calories
while not actually counting calories people have questioned me in the past like what does that mean
I can't stop paying attention to calories there are times where I'm still like calorie obsessed
per se while not counting calories it's just I can't help it it comes natural to me over
a decade like a decade and a half of just like counting calories all the time so that is what
like my body and my intuition is just so used to and it's been like a few weeks of getting back to
like okay it's time to lose weight you had your freaking pity party I'm binged and a week and a
half so I'm proud of that and by not binging I just naturally lose weight because binging is
what like makes me gain weight and I retain ton of water and stuff like that so yeah the video
so again the video so for dinner I am making a homemade chicken and rice soup I guess I'm gonna
make this I just hope that wifey likes it I'm a little I get nervous when people try my cooking
but she has like everything that I made yes this is a mess because that is how I cook I make a mess
I
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