my ultimate goal is to be a correctional officer there is no way you can do this and not be an
exceptional correctional officer unless of course you don't make it through
when i used to have a bunk bed when i was a kid there's bars i don't particularly care
for heights i was worried that i mean let's go a guy who was bunked in with me his name was eric
he told me that hey you can buy this buck for me for ten dollars in commissary so i did
jeff shouldn't be trading commissary for a bunk it's putting a target on
his back and he's starting to look weak i'm not in good shape
smack
so how are you feeling i don't feel safe in there anymore
the the guy that hit me needs help and this is not the place for this guy if this guy's going to
cheap shot me when i'm not looking who knows what he could do to me in my sleep i went out tonight
let's go
i'm scared there's definitely a nervousness about the unknown behind those doors whatcha in for that
hours
what are you in here for
most of the guys in pod are basically there for drug related crimes
but daphron is there because he tried to kill somebody he sends off the vibe of someone who
would just kill you and not think twice about it hey brian you are so hot crying
i decided i just kind of had enough of this like all right you know i'm i'm dead tired i've just
gone through this whole process i'm gonna go to sleep
my biggest concern is that it's going to escalate into violence
daffron is a dangerous person there's no genuine specific reason but the guy has it out for me
it's not worth it i can't do anything that would compromise my ability to take care of my kids
ryan hey brian i just want to be dry i'm not with you
is there a brian miller in here yeah that you i packed your stuff come with me
make sure you get everything
bye brian
i love you you know sometimes circumstances arise where you have to just think about the big picture
my main emotion actually is frustration because i really wanted to make it the full amount of time
but this this one guy is basically preventing me from being able to move forward
i feel like the scenario that's developing is probably calculated to bring the worst
out in me none of lay with tebow it's just it's not good for me right now i don't want
to be put in a situation where i'm going to have to really do something on camera that
i'm capable of doing that if i get in a fight in there my son will become a target because they
know that he's my son and i promise you that will happen we were all sitting on the e and grub time
and i sat down mat sat down and there was some a bag of cloth there so i put it on the floor
tebow's friend accused me of throwing his clothing on the floor
apparently there's a code in jail that you don't touch another man's bag
especially don't put it on the floor
don't accuse me of it he goes and he snitches on me
to tebow and then he talked to someone whomever through the door
my son's next door so i'm worried about my son and if i fight with tebow i fight with any of them
my son's immediate target if somebody doesn't move him out i will tap i guarantee you i would take
tebow out and then i would have hell to pay the whole thing it's bothering me so much i gotta go
being in that pod any longer becomes i think a mortal threat to my son
given the tendency to violence so i'm falling on my sword are you ready to say goodbye
saying goodbye to him
that will be the most devastating moment of my life
and it will be my whole life
in the moment i said goodbye to andrew i was feeling deep dark despair and i felt like i let
him down i really need somebody to lean on past seasons i see these girls build each other up and
empower each other and that's what i was looking for with stephanie even between me and jackie
it's i'm in it by myself i don't trust jackie but i'm going to use her i would throw jackie under
the bus 100 if i had to there's constant drama in stephanie's room and one of her roommates happened
to be arguing with one of my roommates that is the fighting room soon i wake up at 10 minutes
i'm going in i'm going into her of that room it's like either proving why you want to see the beast
oh
yourself so get your stuff and put it back where you think what you said
you were talking
sucks because i feel like the only person that helped her move is getting the backlash
of it all i did stand up for stephanie and unfortunately it put a target on my back
straddle i'm gonna go out with nine i think stephanie is gonna be left to fend with the
wolves but she can figure it out without me i think she used me to gain respect and it was wrong
my time here is complete let's pray something decent i can eat for breakfast i have a food
allergy to gluten it is called celiac disease very serious i cannot have anything with gluten in it
jennifer is just being a butthole she's not built to be here jennifer you
you don't know what i've been through you don't know what this disease has done to me
so go kick rocks with jesus sandals and say probably you janiece needs to go home when
i get to the point of i call it my level of pissivity that i'm at now i black out and i
can't control what i say i have some issues with with another participant and um just doing this
with me who are you talking about jen so what did jennifer do exactly we were talking about
she was like you know how are you doing and i was like you know they can't get the floor
and so it was just kind of like a snide remark like well it is jail and i think it was
what she did and where i'm at right now is i don't want to get to a point where jennifer pisses me
off and i say something or do something that revealed that she's part of 60 days in oh my god
to leave so i said maybe you should give the signal again
how you doing ready to go home that's how i'm doing
he went out it's not worth it it's not worth it i'm done
you