yo yo yo what up what's good II with is CPA strength strongest CPA in Florida
you know what it is check me out you can google me I got an
accounting playlist I'm teaching the world over accounting dca alert it's
amazing where I'm at where I came from I wanted to give you a story here an
inspirational story it was from that song it's a jelly-roll song it's gonna
be an inspirational story about when I was in my sixth semester back school
when I started back at 31 it was my third semester at FAU I had just stopped
running in them streets and I had put all my focus on getting my college
degree at this time when this song gave me the motivation to keep going let me
give you the lead up to it so it was my I did three three semesters at Barnard
College started in August of 2008 I'm starting at August 2009 I started at FAU
Florida Laennec University I warned the NC State because they'd be because I
have a cousin that goes there and they make Florida State so I
represent for family and friends what a wolf pack so I was going I started FAU
2009 summer terms so maybe so about is my third semester for you it was like
July July of 2010 I just I just wrote to stop stop running on the streets put my
full focus on school I had in the spring I took tax one I had done pretty I done
okay at that people were saying oh it's hard it's hard and I had done pretty
good I managed like a be like an 87 average was pretty good for me then that
summer I took a federal tax part two when it was a three-hour Thursday night
three three hours at night I had this test coming up I was fourth to G I was
fourth of July so is summer 2010 summer 2010 FAU was a lot harder studying
then BCC so a time I got to federal text - it was a really hard class once a week
Thursday night I remember I studied 4 nights so I thought that was a lot first
of all that is not a lot to study 4 nights for a college test for a test
that you're that you don't ace and if you don't ace it you need to spend more
time on it if you ace it then maybe you need to spend a little less time on it
that's just the way it is anyways I spent four whole days I thought oh yeah
yeah so I took the test hard test I believe it was the second test not so
much important I think the first test I didn't do so hot on so the second test I
wanted to really study hard for anyways took the test whatever took till next
time to class to get the test back and I had given it what I thought was a lot at
that point I really didn't study that hard or know what studying was but at
that point I thought I did I got like a 65 which was close to the class average
the teacher curved at 10 points to a 75 so his passing and I can remember
getting in my car driving home and having those and I had a this was 2010 I
had a green 1996 Civic I feel you I went to the Boca campus I was up there glades
road on 95 on 95 so somewhere between glades road and Atlantic the glades road
in Auckland my 10-mile stretch I started having all these negative thoughts
coming my head like you know what the fuck what the fuck are you doing bro why
did you think you could do this and you just fucking and you just said you just
abandon the fucking streets you know I'm saying you really weren't you really
want to shoot at them either I mean you really weren't doing all that making
all that much money and you just threw that away for this shit over here and
you can't even do this right like you are a fucking loser piece of shit and
all the negative stuff started going through my head that is kind of
simultaneously at the same time like one of my very favorite artists Jelly Roll
pop my favorite artists there's a period of like 2009 through 2011 where I didn't
really listen to anything but jelly roll that's it
I was hitting home so I was hitting them streets I was whipping around my little
1996 Civic just just whipping and listen enjoy your I was it man so let's see so
he came out with during the same time that I took this test and was studying
for this test he came out with go AB for gambler on a white boy for his classic
series now if you're still listening you know that's where I blank my classic
series I do a lot of my stuff a lot of Jelly Roll just kind of as an homage to
him he's like my favorite artist and I mean that's what's in my brain because I
listen to him a lot anyways his classic series that's his last installment to go
out for so he hasn't made a game 101.5 yet
anyways I listen to some of the hottest I had a CD as well to that a CD player I
would burn it i buy i support my fridge I have my favorite artists on iTunes so
I have I put it on my bio not iTunes have it on my laptop burn a disc take
the disc put all this work right and I thought this was hella advanced and then
take the disc and put it on my car so I'd be I'd be riding around you know
right around the city bumping the jelly bump the new go out before as I've
warned it's so bad and I you know I get stuck on those couple hot songs you know
couple hot songs and uh anyways Jelly Roll world goes around it was a later
song in the album leg I think I was gonna so let's take maybe a twenty song
album or eighteen song album this world goes round is a jelly roll off the
game out of white boy for album world song world goes around at the end and
I'll link it I'll link this song in description and we'll play back again a
couple seconds but yeah it was it was going the Saudi ah--this IDI was playing
and so then it came the other thing I might had you know a song or two when I
was just like just what I was like all these negative thoughts in my head like
why the fuck did you think you could change and then comes this song I'll
link in description below but it's got the Lili style she's a female vocalist
and she does a lot of stuff with joy roll that's right there nealy sounds
also and he used to roll with high relish crushes on this song too and I
mean this song just hit me like
so anyway so that was so I just hit me and I was just like that was like a
moment where everything was telling me to go to go get a pack you know to get
back in the game man like fuck this shit like I'm like before this song came on I
was in my car driving home like thinking I fucked up bad like fuck this shit like
I'm not smart I'm not as smart as these other people I don't know what the fuck
I was thinking trying to be a fucking CPA trying to get an accounting degree
this whole shit stupid and then this song came on in I don't know what it did
just gave me the goose bumps and the first verse the first verse is like an
overdose and I'm like nah mental and and this was heavy in the rocks of sent days
the blue days 2010 and stuff and lots of people was dying and South Florida from
the rocks assets they made a bunch of and and I didn't get away from it
unscathed either I had I had a habit of that of course too because I'm a fucking
junkie but so that was the first verse I was like oh I don't want that and then
and then it's just like you know all the haters around you and stuff and don't
worry about him just stay grounded and I don't know it just hit me and just a
song came out at a perfect time for me to just sent it just centered me like no
other and so that leads me into something else where I understand I'm
trying to I live in a positive life like I certainly am like I don't have time
for any negativity anymore this was my month September 17 was a
month of positivity and now it's just gonna be the rest after this month is
over like positivity I'm not going back to the negative
bullshit I was just stupid and I wasn't having no fun in my life I'm having a
great time this month my life is fucking awesome right now I
love my fucking life I feel a little behind sometimes but I do like to myself
I put the stress on myself because I want to get out good content on behind
and everything so you might say well you know the music you put on like to begin
your videos this rap shit this crappy music it's not even fucking music as
negative talks about selling drugs and rims and girls and clothes and money and
hey man it's negative to you or it might be positive - I'm just saying it's
whatever to you to me to me it's what I'm going back to two thousand eight
nine ten eleven on this stuff like like there's only like five people if that
that that cared about me like you know and I love all those people still to
this day you know I mean maybe there's ten and fifteen but this the shit music
to you is what is is why I showcase it on my channel and stuff because it
motivates me and I love it and if it wasn't for this music it wasn't for this
song I don't know I might have veered off and freaking got a couple packs and
then I would have never got a college degree or they never got my CPA license
or never started a YouTube channel would've never changed the life of
thousands and thousands of people positively so I I wanted to just tell a
story because that was one of the points in my in my career my life trying to do
trying to do better with myself that I had a serious robot it had some serious
push back and I had some serious doubt you know what I did though I just kind
of I jumped I tried to go over the wall I couldn't do it so so you know what I
did I I didn't give up I just backed up I redoubled my efforts and I jumped
harder and I and I got that wall and I still didn't get up but then I thought I
mean I'm getting closer and I got over again
and I got over that you know I'm never gonna give up I don't want you to ever
give up trust me if you're trying to do anything big in life you will have
doubts you will have Sara you will have Syria you will have the serious self
doubts if you try to do anything big in life just keep on going keep on going it
is so rewarding when you finally break through and there's this inner peace
that I had right now that I know I fight through a bunch of things and I am where
I am now and I'm just going places I can feel and I can feel and everything's
building I'm getting nothing a positive energy from everyone and it feels
amazing so you're gonna have these times and it's okay man go sit down in the
corner and think how bad how bad