- What's up bitch? It's Larry.
- and Keiffer.
- We're the stars on MTV's following Bretman Rock
And today we're going to be watching some
of the most heart melting moments of our first season.
- [Keiffer] Aww
- Let's do it.
So in this scene, we were all eating dinner.
When Bretmans and Princess' mom suddenly gets emotional
about how hard it was raising them.
- How long are you going to be in the Philippines for?
- It's up to you.
- [Bretman] Up to me?
- Yeah. If you want me to come back, so I come back.
- [Bretman] You're not going to stay there.
- [Mercedita] Why?
- 'cause you always say you're going to stay there
and you never stay there.
- Know mom used to sell fruits
like in a blanket and she would sell it.
- I know we have the same mom girl.
- Oh yeah.
- Like we heard the same stories.
- Mom tell us about your business that you started.
- Small business, like vegetables.
- I remember those days.
- Coming, uh, (speaking Ilocano)
- Mom you can speak Ilocano
- (speaking Ilocano)
- I wake up three o'clock in the morning
When I wake up, they still sleeping.
When I come back home, they sleeping.
Remember that they are not poor.
- Yeah.
- Oh mother
- [Larry] Oh my god didn't mean to make her cry like that
- I know, mom, you really be crying.
- Princess only two years old and Bretman seven years old
and Brandon is only, only me.
- We love you.
- She was the father and the mother.
- Right?
- She has great stories too.
- I liked when she gossips to me.
- Yeah, she got informations too girl.
- Yeah I like when she talks about Bretman with me
- The spaghetti was so good.
It got you emotional.
She worked so hard for us.
And now we work hard for her.
Thank you, mom.
Love you.
- Love you too.
- I can't believe you liked my spaghetti.
Get that one
- You didn't know until. like, they actually tell you
like how hard they're working.
My dad used to like do that too.
Like work, come home, sleep, work again.
But he like gave us everything we wanted.
- Shout out to our parents
especially the immigrant parents out there.
If you're a parent shout out to you.
- In this clip Bretman and Princess
have a tough conversation about their late father.
- Let's see it.
- I really just brought you this
because I resonate like lucky Bamboos with dad.
- Dad visited me today.
- Dad visited you?
- Yeah.
- How exactly did he visit you?
- My dreams.
- Tell me about it.
- Did your dad ever visit you?
- Yeah. After he passed away, actually.
- [Larry] I really appreciate it when Bretman becomes
vulnerable when he opens up about his dad
it's something that Keiffer and I could relate to
- Yeah.
- because we also lost our dads.
- The dream was about me going to like my graduation.
I was like waiting for someone to pick me up
but no one was picking me up.
I was calling everybody, but like
no one was answering my phone
and then this car pulls up and I was like, okay, let's go.
- Wait was it your dad?
- Yeah
- Oh my God.
- And I'm like, look
- Uncle pulled through.
- It was just like a
- A message
- Yeah, that I'm proud of you kind of thing.
- It was like, I got your back sis.
- Yeah.
- He was telling me like that I was a good mom
- Really?
- That he's watching over me and the kids.
And then today, like, I, I haven't seen butterflies
for a long time.
And today I went walking with the kids
and then I saw a butterfly and I told Cleo it was grandpa.
- Do you believe in that? Like butterflies
Like it's like your past relatives like visiting you?
- I do because I'm spiritual.
- Yeah.
- Are you okay?
- That's him giving her a hug.
- Bret is very like, he's not going to comfort you.
Like, he's not going to be like, Oh it's going to be okay.
Like don't cry. Like hug. No, no.
He would be like, crack a joke.
- True.
- He would like try to change the topic just
to make you happier.
- Pretty much.
- I didn't really like forgive Dad.
I never did.
I never like told him I forgave him.
I was so angry with Dad.
Like with us three, I was the only one in the Philippines.
And I'm the only one that saw everything happen.
- Yeah
- You guys can't say that you saw him
(beep) a maid in front of you
for my mom to get rights, to bring me here.
I had to go to court and remember the dates
and like relive images in my head.
It was, it was so traumatizing.
- It is.
I barely look at your dad corner.
I feel like I get triggered every time I see it.
I just regret, like, not replying, to be honest.
- Yeah.
- Okay I'm going to get water for these
Princess, I almost hugged you.
- Okay guys, this next scene was after Larry
and I's mock date where I told them that
I was very uncomfortable dressing up as a guy.
- Do you feel like you learned something
from your mock date with Larry.
- Honestly, what I learned about that date, if I have to
like say something, is that best believe you're
never going to see me in that mother (beep) outfit again.
- Girl. I don't want to.
- I don't want to trust me, bitch. I was like, who is this?
- Me wearing that (beep) basketball shorts,
that was really hard for me. 'Cause last thing
I want to do is look like a guy.
- Right. You're always down to do (beep) so we,
I don't, I just assume like you're fine with it
- It's so hard for me because I'm not like masculine,
but then I'm not girly enough.
- If there was one small lesson that you learned
from the moment that we had.
- Okay.
- What would it be?
- I feel like one lesson I probably learned is like
Just be yourself.
- Be yourself.
- It's like, it's more fun.
- Yeah.
- My first job, I was,
they made me clean the boys' bathroom
because I was like only boy.
So I had to go in the boys bathroom
and I was like, Oh my God, I don't want to be in here.
Oh, customer comes in and they looked at me.
He was like, you're in the wrong bathroom.
What are you doing here?
And I'm like, what do you mean?
That actually happened to me twice.
- [Larry] Twice?
- I don't know if I was supposed to feel good.
I looked like a girl.
Or like, am I supposed to feel bad?
Because like in the girls bathroom
they would look at me like, what are you doing here?
- Wow. So you just genuinely feel
like you've never belonged.
- Yeah.
- Now that I'm noticing that it's okay not to fit in,
That it's okay to stand out, girl, watch me stand out then.
You know what I mean?
I'm not going to be in the crowd like,
oh my god, please don't look at me,
I want to be like, I'm right here! Oh two?
Oh, I'm right here.
That kind of person.
- Miss K, I'm just like wondering like, what are you?
- Well, I'm not transgender.
I just feel more comfortable dressing up as a girl
Instead of a guy. I would consider myself like
as a drag queen, but 24/7, you know what I mean?
- I never even really thought about it like that.
- Yeah. So it's like really hard because I never
really thought people could connect with me.
And, I'm like, embarrassed, you know?
Like this, like, I mean, I've never been on dates
but I've been on like a couple where it's like
just me and that person.
And we would just hide in the car and talk and
we would just like drive around.
This is like very like,
- [Bretman] Yeah.
- People said that to me though.
- What?
- Like, I don't want to go anywhere.
Let's just stay in the car.
It's like, I just want to feel accepted and not hidden.
- After that whole conversation.
How do you, how did you feel?
- Like, I feel like you guys understand me
a little bit more now
and I feel great knowing that I can always
just be myself and I have nothing to worry about.
- Right.
- What about you?
Like, what were you feeling? I'm kind of curious.
- I was just like, wow, this bitch never really
like put her guards down in that kind of way before.
- Yeah.
- And I was just like, wow. Am I really getting to know you?
- You were.
- So in this clip Bretman and I decided
to throw Miss K a (beep) gender reveal party
just to give her a toast and show her how much we
appreciate and love her.
- We should go around and tell
one thing we love about Miss K.
- Why?
- Bitch this is Thanksgiving to Miss K bitch,
Because you be going out of your way for us all the time.
- Girl
- Larry, can you tell us about your outfit inspiration?
- I was an eggplant from Mars
I look like my mom.
- How about you?
What (beep) inspired your (beep) outfit?
- Actually, that was, that top was backwards.
That was supposed to be on the other side.
But I was just like, it looks like a top, like a crop top.
So I just wear it
and I want it to go
like Moana boho.
Bitch, and can I just say
that was my first time doing drag makeup.
- It's pretty cute.
- What I love about most about Miss K is
The sense of comfort that she gives me.
- Yeah.
First Princess, those sharpies though,
we were like can we just draw something on your face?
And she was like, okay, fine.
- Wait. I feel like guys have, like uni brows so, maybe
- No.
- I already started it, bitch.
- When I'm with Miss K, I feel like no one can hurt me.
- Oh my God, we were already done with the bottle.
I really, really, really love about Miss K, is
her constant optimism and she's just resilient.
Like you're very resilient.
- Yeah.
- You should get that credit over here.
- Resilient. Like you know how my mom was always organized.
And like, I never really felt comfort
until like you gave it to me.
And you were the very first person.
- Oh, I'm sad.
- What do you love most about yourself?
- Yeah, Miss K.
- About me?
I hate talking about myself.
- I think that's for everyone
- Bitch, there's a lot.
- There is a lot.
- I just like pick on myself a lot.
- What do you pick yourself beliefs about
- Girl?
I don't know.
- Cause I don't even think you realize
how confident you are.
You have such a great energy where like
when you're in a room, like everyone feels comfort.
It's not just me.
And I feel like you make everyone feel like that.
Like you make everyone feel confident.
- I don't feel confident a lot of times.
And I see you guys
- She's about to cry
- Don't cry, it's okay.
- It's like my confidence come from you guys.
You guys don't even know because it's like
you're very confident in your own skin.
And it's like, I struggled
because I don't look like you guys.
And like, I try to like fit in with you guys,
and it's like hard to fit in when you it's like,
you feel very different.
But I think you guys gave me this confidence.
What? I can be myself because of you guys.
- See, I didn't put bottom mascara first something
- I want to give you a hug.
- Bitch.
- We love you.
- I wanna watch it again.
- I know.
- I love that you're gaining a lot of confidence after that.
Like that whole situation. Cause it's very empowering.
- That's who I am and I love it.
- Miss K.
- Yeah. Miss K.
- In this scene, Bremen finally acknowledges the fact
that her mom is leaving to the Philippines
by giving her a toast and a heartfelt speech.
- Okay. Let's do a toast.
I really want to do a toast.
I had a whole speech written out and everything
but I decided that it would be more sincere
if I spoke from the heart.
I just wanted to say, thank you guys all so much
for coming tonight.
Especially the woman of the hour, My mother.
- I honestly thought he was talking about me.
Big ass flower.
- Mom, thank you so much for everything that you do for us
all of your sacrifices when we were kids,
it has finally paid off and I really owe my life to you.
And I hope you know that.
- It's good to see him kind of break out sometimes.
So like he can be like grounded.
- And I just want to do things that dad couldn't.
I hope you don't actually mean
that you're leaving this year because that would suck.
And I would really miss you so much.
I love you today.
That's all that matters.
- No, but honestly though,
how did you feel about the speech?
Because I was shocked.
- Yeah.
- He went off script, which I really appreciate.
- But you guys did it right? You guys did it together.
Yeah. I helped him like write whatever letter.
And then when he did that speech, I was like
whoa, that's kind of cuter.
- Yeah.
Cause it was like from the heart and not from the mind.
- I love you guys.
- [All] Cheers
- [Mercedita] I love you too.
- [Princess] I love you too.
- A lot of people don't see, Bretman this vulnerable.
- It reminds me of who I met as a friend, you know?
- Yeah, it's nice to see Bret like this
- And just be Bret. Not Bretman Rock.
- Not Bretman Rock.
- In honor of season one and wrapping things up.
Oh my God, you guys, we should do a toast.
Cheers! For season one.
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