Some say you are beautiful
Some say you are hedious
Some say you are a great actress
Some say you suck
It's interesting
I have an ambitious look
And maybe I really am ambitious
So is my part
Huang Yanyan, born into a noble family
She wants to get rid of the shackles of her family and prove herself
Rare in the era
A role emphasizing female right
Kuo Jia, great sales
Very sophisticated
She knows the needs of customers
She is a smart woman
Sometimes she can be so mad that she smashes her chair in the office
Usually in tv shows when a woman comes home
The line must be "I missed you mom"
But when you are exhausted
You (probably) would just let go of yourself
The basic is to play a part
Which is believable
Not pretentious
I want to be such a person
And I want my part to such a person too
I grew up with my grandparents
We weren't in Hegang at the time, in Shuangyashan
I bathed in the sun on top of the mountain
Let my mind wander under the clouds
My parents were always in between jobs so we moved a lot
I was more precocious than children of the same age
I knew that I had to work hard to make money as early as junior high school
Although my brother is only a year younger than me
I look much older than him
I was a work-studyer in college
I worked at a TV station
Met an agent
(When I started) I had no idea of actors
My idea was simple
The work pays
2000 yuan is enough to support myself
There were five to six years
I searched for working opportunities everyday
I went to thousands of auditions
Introduced myself thousands of times
Who? Never heard of you
Hi, I am international star Xin Zhilei
Just to impress people
It's sad actually
Later, I strived really hard, what else can I do
"Many people must love you"
"I love a lot of people too"
All actors who auditioned for "Crosscurrent" were like almost died
It was winter in Beijing, the rivers were frozen
I was in my menstrual period but I had to jump into the river
I dived three, four meters underwater
They held a pole in hand
Pushed me deeper down with that pole
They chose me because I was cheap and I worked hard
Later we went to Berlin
I was totally overwhelmed
Met Meryl Streep
And she said to me
You are gorgeous
For the first time I thought, now I'm an actress
I found a place where I can stand
I am definitely not a rational person
What "Yan Yuan De Dan Sheng" brought me was unexpected
Things I said on the stage
Wasn't planned
I am happy to receive bad comments
Look at all those haters
Honestly
Finally someone sees me
The fact is that I want to be famous
Work is tiring, but I don't feel much age anxiety
After the age of 30, you deliberately stop counting
Some tells me, you are 36 years old
Then I'm like, okay, fine
I started off late
For me everything is just beginning
以前人家就讲说我双眼无神 People used to say that your eyes are dead
现在会经常被夸 Now they say
演戏的时候眼睛是带光的 You have light in your eyes when you act
Then I understand things are here
Everything you've been through subsides in your eyes