Blurring the lines of the real versus fake because you're essentially taking a natural
activity that I hope and I pray that everyone is involved in.
Because having sex is healthy, it's letting out your endorphins, it's letting out serotonin.
You're balancing your pheromones.
Having sex does so much for you when done consensually and happily and etc.
And when you put that into the world of entertainment, now you're kind of blurring the lines of,
well, if I'm watching you have sex, am I really watching you or are you just faking it?
And then that's where you take all these genres of adult, milf, teens, step-mom.
I'm not a step mom.
I don't have any kids yet.
I've won milf performer of the year for the last three years in almost every major award
show in the industry and I'm a 10 year veteran.
But it's only been in the last three years that I'm being recognized in this matter because
I decided to take my career and take it to that level of I want you to watch and be entertained.
So if that means I'm going to act extra silly or if that means I'm going to put in my all
this shit I learned at the Groundlings and my improv class or Leslie Khan and I did my
comedy intensive.
Lee Strausburg.
If I'm going to bring the method to porn, I must be doing something because I'm winning
the awards because people are believing it.
And that's where my career comes.
It comes from a place of the craft of it and people can giggle what they want.
They're like, you're just sucking dick, but it's so much more than that.
What does that do for your career?
Does that does get you into more scenes or recognized by more producers and things like
that?
What do the awards do?
What are the benefits?
Nothing.
Just ego?
Just ego for a minute?
Just ego.
No, because I've had a steady career so without winning anything, without even being nominated
for the first seven years.
It's been a pleasantly just nice and steady.
I haven't even reached my peak yet and these awards are just more of something that I can
put on Instagram.
But there's so many performers out there in the industry that are so good and so hungry
for it hungry.
Hungry for the time on camera, hungry for their fans.
They don't want jack shit.
It's all just like any, and I hate to say it because I know people roll their eyes but
just like the Tony Awards, doesn't guarantee that you're going to be on stage on Broadway
the next month, same thing.
Interesting.
Fabian, you were gonna say something?
Yeah, one thing is anyone who's never been on a porn set doesn't really understand the
amount of talent you have to have in order to do these things.
Because it's not just as a camera in you and a performer.
There's a sound guy, a director, a producer, two camera guys, a prop guy, a makeup artist,
hair and sometimes there's people doing interviews.
You can have 10 people watching you perform and it's not like having sex in your private
bedroom.
This is a performance.
So when I've seen it, you can really tell who is good at it and who's not.
And it comes across on camera even more so because you're not going to have someone laying
there like a dead fish.
The performers work together so when you have a veteran and a veteran working together,
you can see the chemistry.
It's just like anything else, you get better the more you do it.
Sometimes you have veterans with new people so the veterans can help them out.
Because if you have two new people that don't know what they're doing, I don't know if you've
ever seen a really bad porn, but that may have been the reason why.
That's called amateur porn.
I what I do is considered mainstream.
But amateur porn is fantastic.
It's giving, that's someone who I would say is just doing it for the income.
And I've been very verbal about that.
I've said many times, I respect my industry so much and I value the hard work that my
directors, my PA, my makeup artists, my editors, Brazzers, all my companies go through it to
make sure that we look good and entertain so that the 15 million people a day that go
on Pornhub can watch everything or on Brazzers or Digital Playground.
To put those people in the same category as someone who's done maybe three or four films
in 12 years so they can pay their rent.
Get out of here.
Do not, that's mixing apples and oranges.
I would never say a student in law school is a lawyer.
She's a student.
She hasn't passed her Bar Exam, so don't call her that.
It's the same deal.