Tell me about a day in your life.
What time do you get up in the morning?
Um, it's so good to see you, sir.
I recorded your show.
It's just like it's so different to see you in person.
Yeah.
Hey, do you hug?
What time do you get up?
I don't know, I don't even go to bed, so,
I mean since January--
She hasn't slept in like four days.
My appetite, Dad, have I not been acting weird?
Maybe a little.
Why do you look, you look so good.
So this is like weird, to see my family so pretty
and I'm a hot mess.
I'm so sorry, to just.
You don't go to bed much?
You don't sleep much?
I don't sleep through a whole night,
but yesterday I did.
You have a great producer who needs a raise, by the way.
We wanna make sure that everyone gets tips.
Yeah, yeah, you're--
You're up from 12:15 'til five this morning.
Show me where a bed is and I went to bed, I went to bed.
Like now?
Four hours for at most last night.
Okay.
And when you're on the street,
what do you do when you're just out walking around,
hanging around?
You don't drive do you?
Yeah I do.
It's so easy, this last relapse.
You drive?
I don't have a care because the car I had
I rented out to a dealer and it was ruined.
When was that?
I don't know, that was the first time
I ever stole money from you, so she actually took,
this was years ago, so I'd say about four years,
five years ago?
I robbed my own mother in the car
after we realized we couldn't get the car out of impound
and then I overdosed that night for the first time.
He's gonna say I stole from him.
But those are like two Potawatomi chips, whatever.
And when you say you sell your body for drugs,
how often do you do this?
I don't know, it would be maybe like a few times a week.
Pardon me?
A few times a week, I was with somebody
that like took care of me, I mean for the drug life aspect.
I don't even want to call him if,
I don't know why I have just this thing with him.
I was literally, I'm being, I just, I'm being tested
in every way possible at home.
Not by you or anything.
And how long have you been here in town?
When did you get here to L.A.?
Since Saturday, you remember when we went for that walk?
My dad and I went for a walk
and I was offered like crystal meth.
Like yeah, I had a craving but like you know,
I didn't do it.
It's so weird.
Before I even knew we were coming here,
I begged to get my life back, to like my higher power.
And it's like happening, I'm literally withdrawing.
I'm sorry.
Did you pick up any street drugs
since you've been to L.A.?
No, swear to God.
I honestly wish I was drug tested before I flew out here.
Has this drug test thing not been a big deal to me?
I feel like everyone is against me.
But you are acting more-- Exactly.
You're not, this is not just the alcohol.
There's something,
she's also-- I would hide
a liter of vodka in her garage.
If we could FaceTime with Jason, he goes there.
There was about 15 bottles in the garage,
but I'd get also another bottle,
so she thought she had control.
She chews her prescription.
I go buy Adderall, I mean, like I abuse everything, mom.
What do you mean, chewing?
What do you mean?
I'm saying there's a (bleep) problem?
Okay, well let me just do a check in with you.
So, you've been doing what you've been doing
because you want to keep her safe and well, right?
Basically.
Okay, so you've been doing what you've been doing
to keep her safe and well.
So how's that working for you?
Not at all. Not.
As you look at her,
right now. Not at all, not at all.
Tell them what you did the other day.
That's why I'm here, I'm hoping you can--
This is what you call safe and well?
No.
She took my ID.
And you said if it wasn't for you
that she would be dead,
that you're the one keeping her alive.
Yes and yes.
Okay, so this is what you call living?
No.
Is that what you're telling me?
She would not even have been living with me
if we would not have had the three party petition
where we went down--
Did you understand the question?
'Cause you don't sound like you understood the question.
Answer the question!
Don't give me a speech.
All right.
Is this what you call success?
You said she's alive because of you, Dad.
Is this your success story?
Is this what you call a victory?
No.
He's been, he doesn't mean to be this way,
it's just the best he knows how to do it, it's sad.
She calls you her best friend.
Is this what you call being her friend?
And I'm not his, he, Dad, we have to be honest.
Is this what you call being her friend?
I'm the only one she listens to.
She don't listen to her ma.
She at least listens to me somewhat.
You know, the thing is, you both--
So this is your advice?
It's a sad situation, I agree.
This is a product of your advice?
(Cassie mumbling) No, my advice is for her,
many times we take her to get help
and she doesn't want it, she walks out.
This last time, you know--
What can you do?
May I ask one thing?
How can you help somebody that doesn't want help?