- Yeah.
I'm not gonna cry, Blaine.
You're not gonna... - Oh, sorry!
You're not gonna get me to cry.
(jazzy cadence )
My name is Tony and I am a freelance worker
in film video production.
I believe the first thing that I got involved with
was being the art director
on Would You Rather With Dan and Dietrich.
Making the coffin was a lot of fun.
- [Workers] One, two, three.
- I fucking hate this.
- But the waxing I think was definitely the most memorable.
- Yup.
(loud tearing) Ooh!
(screams)
- I did, I did a Truth or Drink with my ex-girlfriend Sofya.
- God, I don't know, I'm kinda worried
with what's gonna come out of this.
- See, I'm shaking.
I'm afraid it's gonna like...
Can I just... - Can I go? Yeah.
- Well, that day actually we were supposed
to go out on a date
and then someone in-house contacted me,
who's a good friend of mine
and told me that it was happening.
And it just so happened that that exact day,
we were going on a date
and didn't know what we were gonna do.
Well, we just planned a day to hang out.
It was just a casual hanging out with an old friend.
So I asked her if she was into doing it
and she said yes.
- My name is Sofya.
- And I'm Tony.
- We used to date.
- Is dating the right word?
- I think so.
- We lived together.
(laughs)
For four years.
- I guess that's how we know each other.
- We were somewhat nervous
and I've always known Cut to come up with...
unexpected challenges.
Oh fuck!
- Oh fuck.
- Yes!
Do you ever pop into my head while I masturbate?
Wait, that question's for you, I'm dirty as hell.
(laughs loudly)
I think if you put enough drinks in anybody...
Was it two shots?
- Yeah, it was two shots for you.
Alright, you go.
(sighs)
- Nostalgia kicks in,
and it can become very emotional very fast.
It's gonna hurt.
I just don't (sighs)
I don't know where she's gonna be when she gets old.
I did.
And I had to stop myself from reading comments.
I think what stood out for me the most
was this interpretation
that Sofya and I still had
the ability to be together
in an intimate relationship.
If you could do it over again, what would you change?
- I don't think I'd change anything.
I think it ended when it needed to.
- I would put in more time.
- That would've been cool.
- I don't think we will because when we broke up,
we had to acknowledge some of the things
that weren't working.
- When did you know it was over?
- When your friends became more important than me.
- I didn't feel like my friends became a priority.
It was just like I knew what kind of support I needed
and I wasn't getting it from you.
- We needed to not be together in that way,
but it was important for us
to keep what we thought was valuable,
which was our friendship.
Do you still love me?
- Yeah.
Of course.
- When you really love someone, you want them to be happy
and you let them go.
- Are you happy with our current relationship?
- Are you happy?
- In some ways, yeah.
- Good, then yes.
- I was, yeah.
- No, no I'm not.
I think it may have, in part, to do with the video
but I'm 100 percent certain that it has a lot more
to do with something else.
I'm grateful to that person.
As much as I want to hate her so that I can just move on...
(sighs)
You can't.
You can't regret it.
It's done.