I am from Phoenix Arizona. He is so good! He is such a good Father and I didn't know that. I was
molested, I was hurt by men, I was battling in my mind. I was dealing with so many spiritual
generational crap and I was unaware of it. I had no idea, he had me so blinded! I was feeding into the
lies, but I was desperate and so, we got here the first night, the spirit arose and it just was like
we had to go through a healing thing because, I did not trust men and that was what kept me from
not being able to encounter the Father's love and so, I couldn't trust men which is why the
spirit manifested but it wasn't, I wasn't being set free, so that was the first night and I just
wanted to be hungry like I was gonna get set free. I was not gonna go back home the same and so we
came back the second night, yesterday and I wasn't even in the prayer line, I was just sitting down
and so if you're not in the prayer line the Lord is going to touch you, it doesn't matter where
but I was sitting down and I was so hungry for that freedom and just for it to be gone and for
me to be able to hear the Lord and feel Him and I was sitting down and one of my really good friends
was able to spot out that I was manifesting and if something was not right the spirit took over. I was
not even aware like I couldn't control it, that was not me, it took over it started skidding on
the floor just out of control and some gentlemen I don't know who it is but he asked it to identify
itself and it yelled trauma and it made sense because I had been so blinded by it and so hurt in
the past and so when it manifested I knew that the moment that I got here, I had to forgive and I had
to let that stuff go, I had to give it to the Lord. I couldn't bring it with me if I wanted that full
deliverance, the freedom and so that it just manifested a spirit of suicide was in there that
I wasn't even aware of and it made sense because I'm married and there would be times that I would
look at women by themselves with their children and I would never share these thoughts but I would
say Lord, I could only I always felt like my life was going to come to a short stop and it wasn't
because I was killed, I was attempting suicide. It was because I couldn't see in the future
and so there was a spirit of suicide there was a spirit of lust, along with of course the
trauma. He set me free! Man, I understand what why he was fighting so hard because
that love I have for Him now, I was so anxious before that spirit has been cast out but I was
so anxious to come over here and the only verse I could remember was, God has not given us the spirit
of fear but of power! what is it, love and power and a sound mind and I kept declaring that and
that is the only reason I'm able to stand here and share that with you guys because, the Lord Almighty
He's here and He's in here, He's my Father. Amen. You have received from God
You came here, you were desperate, you did not leave this place until the Spirit of God touched
you! you came up and you touched the hem of His garment! You were desperate! What is your advice
for people who are here today, who might be watching us online. How can you encourage them if
they're facing some similar things that you have been through? There is an enemy that is fighting
to come after you, but you have to remember that the Lord Almighty
if you think the power of the enemy is strong, that does not compare at all to the power
of Jesus Christ Almighty, His power is! it is just so overwhelming, it's so overwhelming
whatever the the enemy has that's nothing! that's nothing and so if you recognize that there are
there are things in you, thoughts that are not of you, that just sound like they're not, be hungry
be hungry, be desperate, and just surrender. Don't try to fight it yourself, surrender, give
it to the Lord and seek Him and He will meet you. He will meet you!