Hi everyone, I've got a success story for you here and it's from Monta. And Monta already has
sent in a success story so I will put that down below and a interview - will put that for those
of you that want to after this story find out a little bit more. So it goes like this: I can't
remember when you did interview me but time has passed and I have something to share with you
and your followers. So if I'm not wrong we talked on YouTube in March 2018, I told you about how I
manifested my ex celebrity back. Two months after that interview something happened, I got scared
that he might be in a relationship with another woman. I got angry and scared and my biggest
fear happened - I saw a picture where he is with another woman and the journalists were gossiping
about him being in a relationship with this woman. I was so angry I felt so bad that I did
the worst thing that I could do I asked him about it through a text - not in a normal way but just
like accusing him for being with another woman. What happened - he didn't reply. That day I got
scared that he's going to leave me because of this question and then I got even more scared to even
think about it so I started to blow up his phone with messages. In my first success story it wasn't
anything like that, I was in a giving position and now this time I acted like a crazy woman.
But that's not it - I texted him and called him all day long and he didn't reply. At the end of
the day when I sent the last message of probably 20 messages I got a reply that everything's okay,
I don't have to apologize and yeah but I still didn't get the answer I was looking
for. Of course I stalked him and that woman too on social media. I'm ashamed of myself for that,
for acting like that because I was pretty sure that I have it all together that I know everything
about the law of attraction, self-love and about everyone is you pushed out and stuff - I was so
wrong. I don't know anything. I just have some experience and I know some of the most important
things but mostly I still have a lot to learn. A lot after blowing his phone off and doing all of
these crazy things I just knew that nothing's the same. Then something weird happened. I started to
imagine good situations and when I went to bed at the evening I imagined him being with me. It
felt so real that I can't even explain it. After two months he sent me a message and we started
to talk again, it's been like that for a while now just talking to each other now and then but
now it's happening more often again. I think if I created a third person with my attitude, thinking
and acting, I can get rid of it too by changing my attitude and my thinking. If there's even a third
person right now. Right now I'm having all of those fears and doubts inside me but I still know
that I'm going to get rid of these bad thoughts and fears. It's just a matter of time when we will
get back together. How I know? He's texting me again regularly and it's happening more often and
it's more special because through these messages I'm feeling wanted and missed by him. So I just
think I have to do more self-love and everything is going to gain confidence and my 'I am 1st best'
feeling. So now today this evening I decided to do everything I can to make my dream being in a
loving relationship with him come true. I did it once and I'm pretty sure I can do it again. Today
I got this weird feeling inside of me, feeling of being tired of always waiting around for him,
always making the effort, doing everything what he wants. I'm sick of it. I want to practice
self-love and I'm sure he will come to me faster than I can imagine. Why? Because he keeps coming
back to me and I think that's because he's the one and we are meant for each other. If we wouldn't be
it it wouldn't be like this, manifesting this relationship from the age of 12 and still keep
coming back into each other's lives. Now I'm going to focus fully on me again like I did when I first
manifested and was and it was about to happen. Because where I was then I wasn't healthy,
it was awful to be so excited and happy for receiving his messages. I got too excited and I
forgot all about myself, I made plans based on his wishes and time but what I needed to do - I needed
to focus on me and my wishes and on my plans. I don't say that I didn't have to be happy about
what he sent his texts but I say that you can't lose yourself loving the other person. You have to
be so busy loving your own life that he's going to chase you and want to be with you and now when I
get those texts from him I always use one sentence as a technique for manifesting. I say "so how does
it feel now when you're not the one who's chasing but you're the one who's being chased?" that feels
pretty damn good and I'm pretty sure that my dream is about to come true, I'm sure I'm going to marry
that man someday. Why? Because I've never fought for anything like I'm fighting for him and I've
never loved myself more than I love myself now. When he's in my life making me happy and making
me a better person, but mostly I'm growing in as a person. I need this self-love challenge again,
not just because of the dream but because of me and because I'm going to be stronger as a
person. Thank you for your videos Agnes and I'm now listening to them again from the beginning
because I guess you never stop learning. And when you think you know everything stop and start again
because you might be forgetting something. Much love for everyone they're trying to manifest their
specific person, I feel you all and I'm attracting a celebrity, a specific person and ex back twice
and you can totally do it and I've learnt so much this time. Number 1) You can't chase that other
person and expect him to do the same because only one person can be chased at one time. 2) You have
to have your own life, you can't stalk them on social media and chase and check their WhatsApp
status all the time. You have to leave and do things for yourself. Number 3) You have to believe
that they're going to chase you or just like you chase them all the time. It's going to happen if
you just take a little step back and don't try to please them. Lovely, Monta you sent that to me in
December 2018 so thank you it's finally going up. So wonderful, yes I agree with you sometimes we do
think that we know stuff and then we get humbled again and I remembered Dan Radio-Style said in an
interview that I did with him - 'if I ever start thinking too highly of myself that something will
happen to knock me off that perception.' So I think it is an experience that we often have and
it is one that is good to remember that we are only as good as today and Monta this is lovely,
thank you for sharing that and lots of love and I do hope that you will comment in the thread as
to how things are going for you now and that this is what this was beginning in December,
beginning of Jan, beginning of Feb - about two and a half months ago you sent this to me so
hope you will pop in and share where you're up to my lovely. So lots of love and yeah I
will put the success stories playlist down below for those of you that haven't seen it and I will
continue to read some success stories as people send them in - getting a bit tongue-tied (laughs).