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um I don't know if I'm elated making so
little when I work really hard more
money would mean more security and maybe
validation I'm constantly worried about
my income it seems like my expenses are
always piling up my credit card debt is
increasing and I'm always amazed that I
somehow manage certainly not
I want enough money to feel truly
comfortable regularly treating myself
and the people I love no I am definitely
underpaid for the position that I'm in
no I know I'm being underpaid in New
York City if I had more money I would be
able to quit my second and third jobs
and have more time to get to know myself
I grew up in a West Indian working-class
I just want to make sure everyone I love
is at least okay
their happiness is my happiness yes and
no it's never enough I'm taking care of
someone who can't take care of
themselves on top of it so it makes
things harder especially in such an
expensive city I'm very happy with my
career and my current job but I know I'm
worth more than I'm currently making
never yes it's enough to travel have fun
be generous and still save money more
money would actually be the same yes
because I never feel restricted by my
budget but I also get to put a lot of
money away for retirement into my
savings more money just stresses me out
and we just end up sitting in the bank
probably I'm very happy with what I have
while I clearly get to enjoy the finer
things in life
have a great respectful money I grew up
in a home where we didn't have money for
vacations of dinners out I've worked
very hard to earn it and I feel entitled
to enjoy it and share it the way I do
yes I can make decisions that make my
life easier without boring and have it
enough to indulge in things I am
passionate about