I'll have this one day, I'll wake up and I'm like, "Oh, my God.
I'm going to set a routine.
I'm going to wake up at 6:00 a.m., I'm going to go to the gym, and then I'm going to go
to the meeting, and then I'm going to go grab some lunch and it's going to be cool."
Then, I'll do it for two days and then it's gone and I'm back to my ways.
I'm just not one for routine or regimen.
I'm just very young and carefree.
I wrote this record a year or so ago, maybe two years.
I had just moved to New York and I was living life a bit fast.
I was just kind of always moving and never really taking the time to just sit down in
my crib.
I was always out and hella irresponsible.
We wanted to have a visual aspect to the record, so we wanted you to see where I was.
Waking up in an empty apartment, obviously I hadn't bought furniture yet.
Again, irresponsible.
I remember that time just being like getting home, not even taking off my make-up, not
taking off my clothes, not even getting into comfy PJs.
Coming home at 2:00 a.m. and just knocking out, waking up hella late to whatever I had
to do the next morning.
I will wake up and be like, "Oh, I'm so sorry I forgot.
I'm so sorry about last night.
I couldn't make it because such and such," and it's like, really, I was just knocked
out because I was hella stupid the night before.
Or, I'll completely forget I had something planned for the next day and wake up and be
like, "Oh, shit."
It’s like "Oh, shit, my dog's sick," and it's like, "You don't have a dog."
I'm like, "Well, I do today."
The idea is that I'm always searching for something to kind of stop this crazy and bring
some calm to my life, so I'm always chasing it.
I realized afterwards
It's not really rude, it's just ... It's more like ... It's just you don't really give a fuck.
I guess that is rude.
If you catch me on an off day, I'm ... Not even an off day.
Honestly, every day.
I just always have some attitude.
Ask everyone around me.
I'm just ... Sometimes, I'm amazing.
Actually, all the time I'm amazing, but sometimes I just got some ... I got some shade, I got
some gossip, I got ... I'm hella petty and that's why my project is called "MINT," because
I always got some shit to say, I always got some shit to talk.
Oh, my God, I'm a Muslim Moroccan 24-year-old girl.
The rules that I've broken are...Even being a singer and coming up here and doing my thing
is ... My parents were like, "Girl, you better go to school.
What is this?
This is a hobby.
Keep it a hobby," and I was like, "Nah.
I'm moving to New York, mom."
I'm a risk-taker.
I love breaking rules.
In relationships there's just always the one that's kind of crazier than the other and
the one that's a little more normal.
I think, after a while, the crazy one wants to be a little more normal so the normal one's
not always bugging out.
In this instance, I'm saying, "I'll give it up for you.
I'll give up all this crazy shit with me coming home and whatever time, sleeping in my shoes,
not knowing what day it is.
Everything's fucking crazy, you know?
I'll give it up for you."
I get so excited, do my hair, do my make-up, whatever, go to a party, and then I get there
and I'm like, "Wait.
Why did I leave my apartment?
Why am I out of my house?"
I just always question it.
I'm like, "I'm not even here for this.
I don't even fuck with this shit."
When I'm in an environment where I'm uncomfortable or just kind of over it, I try to just fix
it by talking a lot.
Half the things you say and you're like, "Damn, why did I tell her that?
Sometimes, I tell people I got my couch for half-off.
I could just let them think that it was full price.
Why did I tell them that I found it on some app?
You don't need to tell people that.
That's the type of shit I'll say when I'm uncomfortable and bored.
I'll be like, "Yeah, I got my couch for half-off."