freaky going it's going where are you
going don't leave me okay it's working
it is sorry this is not working
awesome but yes I get a notification
that you're lying again it goes back
we're so sorry it's actually 2:30 now so
you don't actually half an hour after we
said we'd start this we've been trying
to set up with a camera instead of a
webcam nothing work you may remember if
you watched localness that we try to do
this in vlogmas again which YouTube
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still can't work it out oh my god oh my
gosh
what do we say is that how I just said
I'm super hot I'm she's caught Jessi -
so you know she's got good taste
hello everyone so we're going to try and
answer some of your try to talk about
your hair it's Jessica that's coming up
in a video soon yes this actual video is
to answer some questions you guys have
after the Kara's video mm-hmm and also
just Kara's questions in general
anything I can help you with hi hi hi hi
Singapore hi Belgium well I'm not gonna
cheat you especially proficient from
Malaysia
can we like what are you doing I'm just
this is a whole new enter
sorry they'd recently changed their
software and then how it looks in the
back end I'm just getting used to it
okay yeah it looks different for us than
it did before
yes it does it's not that we've gone I
know six months
well first of all we
my house is very modern look you is you
may be able to tell from the whiteness
and the corners that we're at cars us
indeed this is my house is rounded and
cream he's on his way and has plans but
we're here because I ladies and gents
from DIY so we've got a with gardening
oh it's DIY in the garden okay so we are
taking this moment to tell us your
questions which I actually gained to get
onto hi Candis she has a picture of my
face mister her name does that mean she
was sponsor I think it does yes yeah
that's what I was looking for and I
kinda days I think you're the first pond
sir that I see in the chat I think she
was a picture of my face onyx and using
the really amazing yeah sorry Rick where
venture you're gonna get to the point of
this yes I'm Spanish and I'm spacious
where the accent is from Spain what
they're asking where I'm from oh right
okay I thought that was something to do
with the fact we're taking a while like
I'm Spanish what you gonna do anyway
shake I'm sure we start with the
questions they're winning the comments
yes she will go through those quickly um
well basically people want to know how
to feel more comfortable with your carer
and not feeling like you have to say
please and thank you and would you mind
oh yeah we talked about this actually to
me in the in the car the other day
saying keys and thank you because I
really found and that when I first got
ill and my parents were looking after me
their him a point where I was just
either saying please please feel like
constantly you haven't to conceal
something key please get this over and
keep please do this with you please then
make and because they help you so much
like oh thank you for lifting me up
thank you for putting me in this chair
thank you sitting me down thank you for
giving me this blanket whatever level
blah blah blah blah and eventually it
does start to make you
feel not so happy in yourself because I
always felt like I was on the back foot
it goes a bit less because you're almost
going to constantly rumbling to people
in a way so I just cut it down and I get
to say please once at the start of the
day and then thank you at the end of the
day and anything you do that's unrelated
to my disability just random acts of
kindness those days will get to please
and thank you if I ask you to pass the
salt across the dinner table that
wouldn't have a please and thank you but
I can't constantly flee saying please
and thank you yeah so and I think with
you we've got everything where I need
something from you
if it's a need it doesn't come with the
please and thank you it's just can you
get don't you wait tiny who has an
implicit yeah and you could say no
honestly I was finding very annoying if
Jessica would be throwing pleases and
thank-yous constantly I don't know how
like I know you're thankful and grateful
and yeah you know in those when I'm
leaving in like tomorrow thank you yeah
thank you just the once I think it would
help to have a sit-down chat with your
carer or charismatic your teeth and just
say to them that I'm incredibly grateful
for whatever but all the things that you
do for me but I am going to talk to you
like I am your boss because that is what
it is the Caracara relation Julie you
are their boss that's the way it works
and your boss doesn't constantly say to
you please clear do this please can you
do this it's like get me that report on
blah blah blah druggies to their yeah
I'm looking to see if someone says I
know what you mean it is really is I
mean if she needs a drink she needs to
drain it's my job to bring in that drink
isn't it like and you're perfectly
blessing all the time like I don't need
your caters we'll be fine I promise you
or shielded used to it and I'm being
them today you're just having a
classical turn I don't know it's yeah we
need like I just had a really bad couple
of days with my migraines as you can
tell my hair is straight today this is a
sign of Jessica's not having a good time
at the moment
Harris straight and so I've been having
to rely on Clara and on Roger a lot and
being looked after I think I've stopped
in both night no I can't
- today that have been many pleases and
thank yous but it's okay just which is
move location then we work from there
and I don't know I just really don't
worry about pleases on thinking maybe
just make sure at the end of the day
before they go is anything you and
that's it but it's gonna be fine that
song wants to know if you sign I can't
sign a little bit yeah but I'm not
confident on a live stream thank you
okay George is the same she doesn't want
to sign cuz I don't want to look bad
that's why I don't when I have another
person I mean we are on a massive in the
IMAX screen so Jessica can see my lips
she doesn't even need to be oh sorry I
didn't mean to stop you
oh I don't know okay no basically
Jessica can see my lips right now very
big and grand in this iMac screen so
even if we don't know like face to face
yeah she seemed village but I try I'll
try to throw sometimes that's my god how
does someone become my carrier
at a place you advertise oh okay there
are places that you can advertise
specifically for carers and I know the
ones that I know have come through
disability related groups so they're
always try to use an adversity that deal
specifically with Frank and carers but
people they'll have a special notice
board a lot post up jobs for carers and
carers or use these to find things but
but I have on the occasions that I've
got carers through them I've not been
that happy with it mm-hmm and I said
this in the video I found my best carers
have been people who wouldn't even have
thought of caring as a job couldn't have
thought of carrying there is nothing to
people who for whom caring isn't
professionally necessarily thought of
yeah but it does well we we meant very
exceptionally yeah but one second before
this rolls up this question seemed very
important I didn't want to miss it very
quickly your Jana's journey yes you can
get someone to take you places that is
something that carers there when we have
the car I Drive Jessica places and you
can get one-off help if you're going to
a medical appointment so if you need
someone to come and pick you up and take
you there that's different that's a
different funding cut I believe if you
arrange something daily or weekly yeah
and funding it's like a model though
yeah
and if there's no car I just I go with
Jessica in the Train do all appointments
I'm just there to make sure this great
machine on Friday was great sometimes
thought my head is going to explode
it wasn't obviously and where eyes
apparently say she's going to take them
okay we're reading both from the
comments in the chat and from the
comments in the video I'm trying to
multitask was really in there
like oh hi TJ who's currently in
hospital everyone sends him out - TJ
okay well soon Oh
Brighton is not she back massive I have
to say Jesse thinks that she's gonna
bump into me you properly Reynolds today
have we heard of you now
what do you know I've heard of you now I
never used it feel occasions oh is that
someone said we'll be posting this later
yes it just posts to the channel and
stays that okay
she's good which is people who indicate
this nature and have great fun or know
how we're doing that super quickly
explain how I met her okay so mean being
a carer is not what I ever thought what
because my background is in media I have
a degree in communication and a master's
degree in film management and as I was
studying I needed an internship in
Brighton and we're in England well I
needed in England but I wanted to move
to Brighton because my fiance my fiance
Valene and Jessica have been friends in
Brighton for many many years nine years
so Avelina fed weight among men my
friend Jessica works at TV that's my
sign name by the way yeah means gold
Jessica so she said Jessica works in not
sown Jessica works in TV and she could
probably get you an internship as an
assistant producer
so basically when we met and we started
working together
that was before being friends yeah
so that helped a lot because we met as
producer assistant producer yeah and we
started working together and we realize
we made the great team and once we both
decided to leave that job and work on
our own and that's when just got off for
me the care physician so that makes a
big difference it's very exceptional
like yeah because we were already both
so we knew because we hung out together
at the weekends that yes because I have
brillante I believe it was my friend
well so then we hung out together we
knew that we had worked together in the
week and do a job and we can just hang
so Who am I oh I'm trying to spawn up
Clara make it scrum yes if you care is
your mum okay so do you have any
advantage of someone who's Clara is
their mum I'm sorry I change back from
me mom mom and we struggle with the
barriers and relationships I'm
definitely not her boss oh I had this
and this I think is really common most
people and if you get sick in young you
have a disability that starts me a young
if you're born with it
for instance you will have your parents
at some point probably looking after you
and not just your day to day care Harris
and it's a kind of default as well
because the government tends to assume
if you live with someone you couldn't
look after you then it's their job so
you get less and less access to carers
from outside of your home or your family
if there is someone I can could
potentially do the job which is first
you could then take into account whether
the person can actually do it oh my
mother has read that back I'm a lot
taller than her she's Thor in the video
so she couldn't lift me I'll do anything
physical with me but yet they assumed
that she would be okay doing everything
anyway
the in terms of having boundaries with
her the difficulty I found was more with
my dad that's Alex my mother and I guess
is just one of the people who's quite
good at switching her brain so she just
do things and didn't think about it in
terms of doing it for her child or doing
it for someone outside I hope she would
just be doing it like she was a carer
herself
I just been helpful but then the
difficulty was with my dad I found what
infantilized me to make it better in his
to make it easier for him to cope so if
he's pushing me around in my wheelchair
he'd act like who's pushing me around in
a buggy because it's so hard for other
people to see you in that position and
not be upset by themselves so I think
the main thing that I found was that I
took control of that situation and I was
quite bossy with him it's like right
take me over there we're going to do
this it's like he couldn't let me
explain they're bonding okay right and
then it became more helpful if that
makes sense
so I take with your mother just you set
the boundaries you just tell what's what
and see how she responds hopefully
that's Tiffany it's good advice all
right okay quick question from Kass
Avery no I did not do carer jobs before
it's definitely a learning curve and
pioneered with a question that was
before about managing intermittent days
basically I think as a carer but in
Jessica's case because of her condition
on site you just have to be very
adaptable
you can't expect to have these very
specific routine some days we're working
from home and that if the living room
that is the bed some days it's going to
London
some daily starting at ends and then
starting at 8:30 so we leave clothes I
walked work is that question though is
that more about my changeable condition
yeah yeah well my point is that I'm a
carer I can at that if I live if I
needed a train and I commute and I have
another because this is my car that job
but the rest of the time whatever else I
do freelance or whatever I'm doing it
from writing so we're never far exactly
so find someone that yeah we'll just be
able to I really think it's a better
situation and I just talked about this
in my video with going to university and
having people come in really reset time
so this is for three hours every morning
from this time to this time that was it
um and then as I was saying so I could
get ill in the evening and no one would
come in to me until the next morning or
forgot Ilyn a Saturday normal commence
and Monday morning
um and I just didn't work for me in
terms of my condition because it is very
changeable I needed someone who was very
adaptable hmm so which you are but also
I mean many an obvious friendship effect
here because it's happened before it's
the weekend then if Claudia is working
and Jessica needs anything
Evelina and I go to their house and
there's nobody working time and just
chilling with your friend it is true
like
so yeah again very special I think
that's one of the great things about
payments which again I'm really sorry I
don't know what the system in America
but it's just a system in England where
you can either get a Clara who comes in
at an exact time on a car and it comes
from the government you've no choice or
you can get that you know you get the
money and then you employed person
yourself and that doesn't mean you can
be very flexible if they're a person who
that other job is very flexible or like
her it's very you know she can move
stuff around what she's doing so I can
say oh I need you to come in tomorrow at
this time to be like okay and then she
just moves the rest of her work around
might leaves yeah cuz I can thing I
think that's another thing if you had
someone as a carer who is a professional
care they probably be caring for other
people as well so they might not be able
to move those people for your needs
yeah which is why it's quite good to
have someone who does it part time
whilst doing a flexible job yeah I mean
don't just don't rule out the idea of
having a friend but before doing that
you need to just talk about the
conditions before you take the job or
anything because it really it really
helps the fact and this is the
government paying me I wouldn't have
accepted the job if it was Jessica's
money cuz friendship was fast
yeah and money is uncomfortable money is
uncomfortable in a night one - that'd be
an issue I ran it all of us to stay
friends you know buddy cute little group
but if something ever happened to you
before whatever reason the funding got
caught or you know shenanigans it's
never just this fault it's not my fault
we'll work that out but luckily I'm
seeing a few comments about having
boundaries as we were just talking about
them
and how we can get together as a group
and you're not you're not being my carer
in that time does that make sense but
you're just being my friend
yeah and that how that works is that I
think all of my friends to a certain
degree in the company so if it's I need
a drink then I'll go get it for you
that's fine yeah I feel like all of us
at some point has stepped in for
whatever some late I'm not around and
have Edina has gone to check on you
because I was maybe in Spain or Andrea
Nami had driven you somewhere yeah
oh it's just even more so every day of
small things yeah where it's just like
Oh carry this and it isn't even really a
thought like oh we should carry that for
Jessica because she needs it in just
your your friends know what you can and
can't do and then they're there to help
for the cups hello so the species that
hasn't awesome name sorry there's so
many questions I'm trying to keep an eye
on the corner I'm trying to keep an eye
yes I'm looking at it
super super quickly we don't have this
catch-all icing because the what changes
alone but top priorities and being a
care for Jessica I think I think our
make sure the pillars have gone in
because it doesn't matter how many
reminders the pails don't go in until
you remind Jessica a couple of times but
mostly I'm there for the company team
needs does that make sense love because
of my background in being a producer I
basically do the task of an assistant
producer like schedule Jessica's
calendar Jessica's emails um of just
Caroline all types of communications
scheduling and booking appointments and
an appointment that was not jazz but
then at the same time we're doing
physical things like make my food show
arrangement to delivery back home stuff
go get me drinks yeah make sure I'm
eating taking my pills
so type my prescriptions good start make
sure Jessica stays alive just keep just
here taking over and in more fun days
we've got the lung now we go to the if
it stays beep it collaborations with all
the youtubers cuz she's Jessica it's not
corny YouTube Jessica that's public
speaking and so it should be different
Salton Sea so but main thing is I think
someone asked me to go there how do you
know when you need a carer how do you
know when you're at that point in life
and I would say it's when you just you
can't you can't do anything outside of
looking after your body so if I didn't
have sorry
just throw your face can you get the
Cairo and Amazon Prime
oh my god let's bottle you and sell you
we'd make millions we're sorry
that's not I'm sorry yeah I think it's
when you feel like you cannot do
anything except be an ill person if all
of your time and all of your energy is
just going to keeping yourself alive and
you're not able to do other things
you're not able to have a job
I completely could not have a job
without power I can make any money but I
couldn't like I would have spent so much
energy and just to keep myself going I
wouldn't be able to make a video I
wouldn't be able to edit I wouldn't be
able to go and do a talk somewhere else
I'm able to write pieces because I just
focused on looking after myself so a
days and I have no one it's such as
it's such a slug and Cody comes home and
finds me and I'm on the floor like did
you manage anything today I ate food I
am NOT the carrot has walked in and
Jessica and Claudia doing their private
thing no that's not me so please so
happy with that that's not me each
couple was really uncomfortable
I shouldn't know what to do so she just
continued like it wasn't happening and
they're just sat in the bed I think I'm
gonna just like I mean the thing is if I
am home is because Claudia is not that's
basic even if you're in my house
yeah you know from working hours it's
either Claudia or me that means you know
can rain Jessica and unfriendly time
when it's all of us hanging out well
anyway another question that I saw
before um I am NOT uncomfortable the
word a carer at all but I introduced
myself as um PA personal assistant cuz
it just I think makes people respect
Jessica more I want a business side yeah
that's true if you say this is my terror
people do tend to just
belittle you I bet they'll immediately
put you into that position of oh that's
a person that needs looking after
and they might talk to your carer above
your head that happens to me so it's
that kind of classic Oh does she like
sugar she's there I mean the answer's no
but you could ask me yeah PA I like
because it also means personal
production assistant so I think both of
her jobs literally is like I mean I'm
not new to their media production side
itself yeah I like that Joe Johnson's
like she's like she's a production
assistant with extras like sometimes she
helps me optimally and I can't walk
cuz layers sky what did you say Elliott
today was amazing
now basically I felt like Jessica I was
being a big Tara typical because she
said cuz I'm gonna help cook it's nice
dinner and um her why I'm my fiancee are
just gonna be doing some gods in here
and Jessica was like oh should we us
girls be cooking and I was like I can't
help it I don't mind I said because I'm
layer like Nanyan and then I wanted to
say I'm tough I couldn't think of a
tough enough bread so I said tapas
Nathan
layers like an onion tough like a melon
what's for dinner tonight
nasi lemak Jessica that is cooking
what's for dinner
Oh nasi lemak I'm making nasi lemak
little gang I'm very excited actually
done it since I am how much can I lift
carry I'm very small but I'm very strong
and I also take I also take kickboxing
lessons
you'd be surprised of how much economist
if Jessica Falls
she'll be picked up you don't want to
meet Laura dark alleyway company
underestimate melons guys you're right
don't underestimate melons they were a
smash live it was the buzzing that came
to mind it was so stupid
okay next question list where else from
Tilly Walter in Chile are currently at
home chilling what well Tilly is captain
Pooh so she's about to go in the bath
that's what she's doing because someone
decided to roll in some fun did I have
to learn anything I know I guess that
question is if I had to learn something
before becoming a camera yeah if it's it
from a medical perspective I don't I've
just learned what is very important
did you know because which is go to work
in TV and every day you learn something
new you're like I don't know it's it's
it's learning process like a bill
through so many things at this point
yeah like concussions over those passing
out what some call of migraines we throw
syndrome that's happened to so you just
get scared of the first time you do your
best
Jessica survived do it because then
because sometimes she takes too many and
sometimes she doesn't take enough that
was the one time cities then I
let her poke the pills if she's in a bad
day next question I have a disparity but
I'm not sure I would qualify for Clara
even though I benefit from one what's
the things they're looking for in the
assessment or if the government will pay
for one and it's called a needs
assessment oh oh it's going to answer
some questions by talking what's a talk
very exciting so it's a special
assessment okay damn it put it in the
video okay so they come to have any
questions that they ask things it's not
necessarily even whether you have a
disability whether you're notified I'm
having scooty so your pip assessment
personal independence payment and DLA
dispute living allowance is different
that's separate from us so even if
you've not been diagnosed as having a
disability you can still get a carer you
don't need diagnosis to get one it just
has to be that your life is so affected
by whatever it is or mental so even
though it could be even really high
anxiety and you need someone to come
with you to places when you go shopping
or you go to your work on something like
that so that can be also taking to
account a physical or mental or an
illness so it doesn't need to be a
licensed ability you could be ill right
now and someone can come and help you
they can't let me do the assessment and
they might end up giving you even like a
half hour a week which isn't much but
you could really still use that time and
that it's just
it's one of those things you just have
to just have to go for it and see if you
feel like the amount that they if you
isn't enough or isn't right isn't the
right kind of concrete you need then
they can reassess that as well that you
can put in there and it's not
complaining you could appeal you can
appeal for that also which is they it's
not just help with in terms of people
that the government will happy with it
could also be things like having a
handrail to get up to your house getting
a handle on your bath equipment like a
stool to carry no shower or not my 30
looking for ATS another separate thing
me funds am i right every little tiny
thing okay next question so see now it
just says music I am Spanish my fiancee
of Swedish sorry that if the comment is
me right now I don't explain it's not
fashion so cute well as the scariest
experience you've ever had
carrying Jessica would Inc I know the
answer to this it's between knives a
concussion because the concussion wasn't
the concussion he was an overdose but
the time in between until we figure they
dad was scared me because oh yeah we had
a baby k continued and I meant ever
smacked my head in it
but I still had to do things that day I
was like I'm still mate I've gotta film
a video I've got to do some editing so
I'm definitely gonna be okay today and
then to make myself okay
I decided to take a really strong drug
and comment on which she knocked you out
I wasn't sure if I taking it oh no I
thought if I took two it would work
better basically I came in from work
in the afternoon in Colombia was living
in it so clearly told me oh Jessie I hit
her head keep an eye on her and I was
like okay that's fine but so the problem
is she took the pills and she should
have
slept it off but because I was told it
was a concussion I kept doing her up
like up you can't sleep can't let you
fall asleep concussion - surprise
majestic was high so I was petrified
that she was gonna fall asleep and then
I was just gonna die like not die but I
damn
so that one was scary and I can't do
that and I think the my was hard break
in one was she ran out of pills good the
pharmacy messed up and she was having
the worst withdrawal syndrome and the
pills would be delivered untii today
after so I just dragged the dogs in the
rain and went to the pharmacy and the
three of us me and the two dogs just
sweaty and wet like I need the pills now
I will give you some Spanish flavor and
they gave them to me but yeah it was
yeah it's terrible
because one of the first I take is a
really strong pink in it actually works
by stopping the pain synapses in your
brain firing so it does a lot of my
times actually but when I stopped taking
it oh boy Wow I didn't realize how bad
the pain was because you least two or
three doses and that point I was I've
not we're not working on a day I don't
care what the pharmacy says if you've
ever seen someone on TV withdrawing from
heroin it's a bit like that cuz you just
lie on the bed and you vomit everywhere
and you shake and it's videos well my
favorite part of the job huh no it goes
yeah having Dalton the office is amazing
that's really good
I don't know how it's just that we are
generally friends working together and I
really like that
no emotion
I don't know I like being the only
employee because when I need holiday I
don't have to fight with anyone
it's just request them and we just make
sure guess so I like not having too much
my holidays another that's great stuff
can are you about our small I can't
appreciate pizza very much I love carts
and cheese so kid stuff okay
Travel is evil yes it is Denis Liam good
I find another job to care I'm not
opposed to ahead but I want to say in
the media because I worked really hard
for my studies is not that I'm attending
the future but for now I want to keep
going to find someone else with a media
job who is also in need of a camera I
suppose because because we worked
together in terms of Laura's my carer
but also we work independently together
doing media stuff I guess she has to do
folks all day there isn't a set number
of hours and limits on that we meet some
colleagues actually like me that's my
name how did you handle things in
Malaysia without Cara my Hector would
you like for dear I mean obviously
whenever Clara is not around
Giorgio is around there's been really a
time that I'm left to learn that much
yep you're alone for like hours and only
if it's like yeah I know Germany I'm
okay for about two and a half hours
that's definitely my limit I think and
then I get into some kind of trouble all
over probably it's like I'm the funniest
thing in your friendship well for in
person
with English not being first language
birth pattern the miscommunications are
very funny
you got funniest thing um English she's
not with us how are ya
you're deaf sometimes we have various
you bring at it
yeah often she says something and then
it takes us about five minutes to make
up what the hell's going on then we'll
have a very long conversation hi Hayley
rooms who can't stay long I have a
really long conversation and then we get
there 10 minutes later it's fine we get
there I just repeat I sign or I can and
mostly that's roots we are in the same
room and we are in chant it's just so
easy I don't have time to try and
explain it to you right now Jessica just
look at me I am NOT taking sign language
classes I look at the tutorials I
remember when Jessica signs look I pay
attention I don't know I'm trying it's
slow I can't sign it more and this it's
okay that's why we have an actual sign
language interpreter that's when we sign
comes in Jessica are you going to learn
any ASL for VidCon I haven't thought
about that but now I think you should
well will you have a BSL interpreted
VidCon yes I will
we're bringing memory which comes
everyone who is a nice day my Jessica
looks a different it's the straight hair
yeah anyone who is it was just joined us
I have straight line today because I've
been having really bad few days
and I do I can't I just can't do my hair
I'm having bad days by the way we are
bringing Jessica sign language in
temperature because she wants to and
with sunny debate but be unhappy nice
and accommodating oh they also do Luke
for some yeah they kind of we're amazing
it's just finding a BSI interpreter in
America it's really hard I should not
even be ourselves
because I don't do BSL I do si si so
finding someone who does I was pushed
English in America so since return is
available then she is any was just
family in America is your family am I
and I can't seem like she's coming for
us she not answering the people question
all of ours I'm going to an a obviously
hearth and Emmeline and Kodiak is gonna
be amazing in a friend don't know what
the dogs have a stake behind me yeah
sorry mr. radish yeah I think how we're
feeling to be honest they I'm like wait
what Jessica would you consider creating
a good user friendly act for learning
BSL instead of just a BSL dictionary act
or SSD I suppose I would so enough to do
that I would love to have an app where
you could someone tell me if this is
actually a thing and I've just been
imagining it for months and it's already
secured I would love to make an app
where cuz it go on it every day and it
would just teach you and a bit like most
for language learning apps you run a
phrase or you don't have to put things
together
you'd rather fish about the grammar of
you country whatever it is rather than
just words which was my biggest problem
nothing sign language was just that it
was not its separate words
nothing was ever connected probably
where I to go to see not yourself what
Oh
sign language names you make James an
actual Jeremy ascribe to you by age
community I wear a lot of sparkling
anymore question
yeah hi Molly I normally do I remain
impartial
Oh Jessica's friend when you see her in
bad days I have to remain impartial as
her Kara what is difficult is that
Jessica is so stubborn it takes forever
to make her stop working so I put my
foot back and be like bed so it's hard
yeah I don't always think I should be
doing something
I fed I think I've created instructing
in the last few days because I've been
too ill to do anything really like
woeful migraine knock out that can you
think and I couldn't Instagram the drama
somebody there's so many commented
letters that we do live in a gay bubble
we do we live in a rainbow-colored
bubble and Brighton if you don't know is
on the south coast of England it's known
as the gay capital of the UK for many
reasons it has a very high percentage of
gay people and everything here is gay
friendly at see everything we have a
really big price rate every year across
the country and different countries to
come instead of each rain barrels
so yes it's noticeable though when you
leave right and I think it show takes in
a gay way now oh my god
yeah can we talk about gayness just
before we go yeah would you wanna talk
about your experiences of gayness there
was a quick question before about mental
health really quickly Jessica it's okay
that's amazing
what Oh my mental health yeah just a
weirdly happy person I'm sorry it's many
people have asked why are we not making
a video about it I would really like to
make a video about mental health but I
don't feel like I can do that by myself
I think I don't have them right because
I have such good mental health to then
say like people can have mental health
problem minis yet alright so I want to
find the right Oh guys I've got
something me today okay
I need to find the right youtuber to
pair this to make a video about and
disabilities in terms of mental and
physical because I really want to talk
more about mental health issues I need
someone who has more experience and I do
I don't want to talk over anyone else
it's not my place to so on Twitter
please go to my Twitter it's at Jessica
OH OTC as part of the project and just
tell me on Twitter who do you think I
should do a collab with clearly Molly
Burke is winning here yeah we can try
raise a machine in the US well we are
going or a youtuber going to VidCon
would be excellent
thank you do you know if we are able to
go back in your questions and let's
remember another do these things stay I
don't know if the questions day but if
they do week I'm trying to get to them
eventually we probably have to go CERN
in the last
questions rainbows my favorite color
rainbow is the only color when best
comment can I make you win best comment
how I found no I want to give you
something Simran I can't don't know how
this works
okay that's yeah thanks I think so
everyone's talking to me in Spanish by
the way I'm acknowledging you it's just
good size to get there everyone ah okay
I think we should just say yes one man
you do that what do you think about
bisexuals what is there to think go you
amazing great leaper yeah I mean I mean
that's not true some people are awesome
some people call that okay yeah yeah I
know we can talk about house but we
should because they are ladies Quantum's
any semantics bisexual and chin up see
it makes it I just don't understand the
question what are we supposed to what
kind of appeal right oh yeah I was lucky
to hang out with all of you as well I
really enjoyed it I hope I haven't said
anything that I shouldn't have in it god
I was so nervous if you followed her on
today you will see that this morning
she's like oh my god it's terrible a
good sweat in the weekend Eddie the
vignette that he's like well I haven't
worn at all in the last hour and I'm
very pleased to be charged swears like a
sailor I do
sorry I'm really really quickly for at
last
okay it is Sunday people places to be we
shouldn't we have places to be we are
cooking for ade hey guys alright um we
we love you all thank you for hanging
out with us awesome yeah this was more
enjoyed this this was easier than I
could be so happy to come back oh it's
going to be or I'm happy to come back
you things like yeah so the question is
the word a desert all think you mean
meant yes I mean I also try and get back
to you guys we have less awesome early
questions yeah but you know a lot of
things
oh yeah I keep it streaming on my
birthday
okay alright
right this video will be off your back
and get watch it catch up on anything
you have missed and I'm also going to be
doing a live Q&A soon mm-hmm which will
just be me probably remain come along no
no I'm scared it's very I mean answering
lots of questions whatever question you
might have so not this was supposed to
be specific new cameras but we've got a
bit gay at the end that's always a thing
mm-hm so general yes and we'll be
talking about hair so in that video is
happening thanks everyone
I really like my hair is now everything
will be explained lady Oh French no from
the older languages I love me and all
the ones I'm like trying to learn no
French is noise one does not know what
so closure and I made a video works we
attempted to speak friendship this
perfect I think you may remember yes
right let's say goodbye to these
wonderful people all my friends who are
clearly trying to troll me all over you
I have knowledge your presence thank you
for coming
let's come back control cars removal
don't do it okay that's actually in this
video goodbye everyone