Hey, baby.
Things have been a little off between me and Joe lately,
but after my talk with Remy, I am feeling better
and I am feeling a little hopeful.
Mmm.
I'm good.
I love Remy's advice about putting in effort
to schedule some quality time.
A big part of why I've been feeling down
is because Joey and I
haven't really been connecting like we used to.
And if Joey is willing and able
to set some time aside for us,
then I think that is a great start.
Busy? You working? Am I interrupting something?
Oh, okay.
I sat with Remy the other day.
How'd it go?
It went really good.
She basically gave me, like, a different view.
Like, how to handle when you're at odds with your partner.
Maybe we can try taking a Sunday,
right, every two weeks,
and just turning our phones off
and (bleep) on something.
Doing something me and you like,
whatever that is.
(Joe) All right, wait.
I'm a little confused right now.
I sent Cyn to talk to Remy
so she can get some woman advice
on how to deal with depression,
and postpartum, and things of that nature.
The only thing that matters to me right now
is that Cyn is back to a healthy place mentally.
I think she's focused on the wrong thing right now.
The other day when we was having that conversation,
you said something like,
well, you know, if I have to leave, like, I will.
But that's not an option for me at all.
Like, I feel like we could fix this (bleep).
Are you no longer depressed?
I guess that's where my confusion is coming.
No, I am depressed, but it's-- I've--
I have to combat those feelings.
I'm doing a lot of self therapy.
I'm in the studio singing my little heart out.
It's therapeutic for me.
I'm staying busy.
Like... I'm doing okay right now.
No, you're not.
As someone who's suffered from depression my entire life,
I can understand what Cyn's going through right now.
She seems to be confusing her issues with her depression
with our relationship issues.
And before we can fix anything going on with us,
I need her to focus on her.
How do you self-help yourself through depression?
You think I need to go talk to somebody else?
You think I should sit with a therapist
and tell them like, "Hey."
Or I should go to the doctor and for them to diagnose me
with postpartum depression and put me on some pills?
Baby, I don't-- I do not know.
I'm just down to try it all, so...
I am dealing with postpartum depression,
but I still have an issue with our relationship.
I don't feel like I have to sit with a doctor right now.
I don't wanna get prescribed medicine.
I kind of wanna handle this on my own.
What would really make me feel better
is Joey and I working through
our relationship issues together.
I wanna be able to unload all this (bleep) on you
and not make you feel like you're carrying everything.
But I also want to be happy.
Like, I also wanna feel fulfilled.
I'm not that selfish.
I wanna do anything that we have to do--
We, as a team--
for you to get back to the person that you were.
Mm-hmm.
It's great that you think you're handling this a-okay.
I've been waving and kicking
and screaming over here for however long
dying for my partner back.
Baby, I don't know what to tell you.
You have your own opinion on how I'm handling my postpartum depression.
Like, and you're wrong. I don't know what to tell you.