this video we're gonna show you exactly how to break out of the matrix how to go
down the rabbit hole into your own consciousness and how to understand more
about yourself than ever before welcome back to another video my name is Erin
and I help people to expand their consciousness this is Lee or Alexandra
who will keep your vibrations way way way up and today we're gonna be talking
about that of more esoteric stuff the other day we were actually talking
because working at this place in Costa Rica called Lydia and here we do
something called plant medicine for three or four days in a row Dunes plant
medicine where we go deeper into our own consciousness do a lot of shadow work
where we become aware of our like unconscious beliefs and whatnot and we
had this conversation the other day and I remember after conversations like we
should have recorded that it was such a it was such a deep and so different than
the YouTube life-changing conversation for me for sure yeah really like I felt
like shit and it was different it's not something that I've ever talked about on
my channel not even close I'm sure they used something I touched
on it before but this will really be going into we're gonna go deep in this
video so so I guess the way we'll start it out that uh so Leo and I are here for
a whole week with me and Costa Rica mm-hmm and how's your experience been so
far I mean now it's over so now it's over
almost and it's the best thing I've ever done for myself I can't wait to come
back yeah I can't wait I didn't know we're gonna do it next year oh yeah
we're gonna do an x-ray next we're next week all week I kept saying I kept
thinking to myself like because Aaron was saying yeah the ORS coming back for
sure next year I was like ah I'm actually gonna come back and now it is
oh I wonder if I already said it yet I said I did I kind of felt like as if
Ellie was gonna come too you know yeah it's a yo-yo Julio is you should
and her youtube channel would be linked below but she's one of my best friend's
she's also an amazing youtuber and she has great content so check out her
channel you welcome I've never done anything like this anything like with
Nia at all I've never done any hallucinogens any drugs really yeah this
is this is plant mint no it's fine yeah just so you know I had a little bit of a
block about even sharing some of this video of talking about what rythme a--
is because it's a place where you come and you do plant medicine and plant
medicine is like there's different names for it I think ayahuasca would be the
most common name people would understand it as but you do that for three or four
nights while you're here and you go deep and you purge out things that don't
serve you you have these realizations it's very powerful
however it's a little bit more taboo in society and I was like what are people
gonna think of if I say this but now I'm realizing that this is it expands
consciousness you know both Lior and I we don't like you know do any other
drugs or anything like yeah we're not into that that's not how we spend our
time at all you you guys know what Erin does a lot of people know what I do we
just grow and empower people and just like live very healthy happy lives it's
not like we're searching out ways to like get a bit escaped or anything this
is right this is to go more within not to go out heal you know so for more ways
to heal even deeper yeah so that's why we came here and we came here this week
we're with three or four other youtubers which is really cool so as always
youtubers here and we had these experiences and Lior not have having I
know she's never really tried anything other than you have an alcohol every now
and then you know but not like you know didn't even mind altering stuff like
this you know so I didn't know how she was gonna respond but I felt like she
would get whatever she was looking for she'd have some type of transformation
so and I didn't know that I actually didn't come here 100% deciding them
going to do anything but it just felt right there was just add energy and like
everything was just everything is perfect the way things happen is perfect
yeah they're bad and then I feel about this week so yeah so the first day the
first day we come in we going to ceremony like 5:30 to 6:00 at night you
know and we all had our own experience you know and then just to kind of
summarize that so what was your experience like or
with that led to that conversation that we had over there you know what I mean
well that was the loop third night okay the loop yeah so there was kind of a
theme going on so the first night I got stuck in this loop where I was something
was coming to the surface the way that the plant medicine works is it brings
things to the surface so you have to feel them and then it makes what what's
coming is going this what exactly yeah it's coming to you if you're beat if
you're aware of it then it's leaving but I was really scared of this thing that's
coming I didn't know what it wasn't I kept pushing it away and I got stuck in
a loop and it just kept going and going and going and I got really really scared
and ultimately it was beautiful but this went on into the third night in the
third night this loop started again and I kind of remember asking I was like
give me the truth I want to see what the truth is and that's when I was shown
that a part of me that's doing this plant medicine at that time is stuck in
that moment forever a part of me mm-hmm and I was that part of me and I felt
stuck and I felt like like I had I just felt like a prisoner to this life and
then I kind of I mean I only saw one of the Matrix movies but that's what it was
and I was shown the truth and it looked like the matrix like we're hooked up to
machines mm-hmm and this is a simulation all of life is a simulation and I kept
saying this isn't real this everything here isn't real when the ceremony ended
and everybody was kind of waking up I was really angry at everybody everybody
was sharing Aaron we're sure I wasn't mad at you I know I know yeah when I
heard you I felt a little bit better but everyone was sharing and I was just like
why are they doing this what's the point what's the point to all of them right
none of this is real we're stuck here like this is a simulation where computer
files were drowned and dropped like I had just this realization that things
weren't the way that I always thought that they were and you know I'm always
always been a very happy and positive person I've never really felt that bad
and I felt so bad because it's as if my meaning
my reason to live was taken away from me right because it's like oh this isn't
real and I was so so sad I was sad I woke up the next day much better and I
was a spy oh stop until me and Aaron Aaron and I had this conversation and he
reframed it for me and we'll talk about that yeah but the way that that this
happened that I had this experience and then it was reframed was also perfect
it's exactly the way that I had to be because I was waiting for a resolution
while I was in the ceremony on the plant medicine and I didn't get it but I
wasn't ready for it I had to kind of feel the sadness that I haven't felt in
such my entire life I had to really really feel it and then we talked and
then it just made so much sense and I mean you can tell them why I felt so bad
for me because I didn't yeah yeah so they did a lot of a lot of we can feel
of a the emotion of how we feel when we look at certain ideas so I remembered
Lior came up to me one of the nights and she looked she had this sad look in her
face and like me I have this relationship
with Lee or to where like I I feel I don't know I
we couldn't even be beds close to each other because I'd be too worried about
her not worried like a worried parent but I wouldn't be able to have my own
experience without thinking of her because like I just kind of that protect
her you know what I mean that's kind of the the vibe that I get with her and and
when she came up to me she kind of looked at me and she goes we live in a
matrix and none of its real and she was kind of saying like a question like none
of its real right when it come for me she want confirmation for me and I
couldn't be inauthentic and say that it's not a simulation or it's not the
matrix because it is we're in the matrix in a certain way in the way that I'll
explain too in a way in a minute but so I was like kind of like yes and no you
know but I knew that I could explain it more than she'd understand it and I was
like I promise you that you know we if we go deep on this idea then you're
gonna see that it's not as scary as you think so what I did is we there's a
location over there that we were talking I was like let's get away because
there's so many people here it's like let's get some time do we just kind of
talk about it for a minute and we started going deep on the concept and
basically what I was sharing with her is that we do live in a forum
of matrix-like our senses that we experience through our sense perceptions
we're Vytas our interpreters of vibration so the thing is is unless
you're aware that you are in a matrix if you are at the effect of everything in
your life then you are at the effect of the matrix itself like everything is
controlled in a way because you're at the whims of everything else you're at
the whims of circumstance you're not aware of it and what the way that I
explained it to Lior is that you are an immortal spiritual being you are so much
more than that just as one physical structure that you have and because
you're so much more than that it's like you the part of you that's scared of
knowing that is the evil part that wants to really remain attached to the form
itself and what that was showing her that night is that she is actually so
much more than she could have imagined and the way that I explained it to her
is that we're immortal spiritual beings of Ana temporary human experience energy
exists and will always exist you cannot create nor destroy energy it just is we
are energy we are consciousness now what happens is from a soul perspective we
are unconditional love bliss joy peace enlightenment when we feel those
emotions it feels good because it's who we naturally are now what happens is
when we come into this life we start to become programmed by the matrix
programmed by society by our friends by our family by circumstances and it makes
us into this certain structure of the ego thinking we are the ego now the key
is knowing that that's just a certain perspective of us that's just certain
part of us but in actuality we have come from higher dimensional forms of
existence of this unconditional love and bliss and we have incarnated into this
matrix into the system it's just that we use for this system we use our body
which is the interpreters of vibration to have this current life experience and
if we feel something if we're focused on a perspective that feels like a lot of
negative emotion that negative emotion is telling us that that's not who we
really are so yeah and the moment that Leora was focused on this perspective I
was like that's what it's not that it's untrue that we live in a matrix it's
just that the way it's being interpreted isn't in alignment with the truth and
understanding that you are an immortal spiritual beam that exists in higher
states of consciousness that you've just temporarily
put your form here because this is like a school this is like a game this is a
dream we think it's so real this dream appears to be very real because it's so
continuous because we have these sense perceptions but in actuality it's
something that we're having for a certain experience but that we chose and
we chose to be here yeah so that's what I mean you feel so much better because
then you realize it's not like you were put here to nice because then you
realize that you weren't put here for that reason or you know you you realize
that there's no deeper meaning of life I chose to come here because there was
something that I needed to experience and wanted to experience here I'm not a
prisoner to this dream no I chose this dream and if anything
you chose this dream as well because right now I believe I mean it's kind of
a personal belief but you look around you'll see kind of evidence of it there
is a transformation happening on the planet where more and more people are
awakening to who they are and as people awaken to more of who they are it starts
to change the way that we relate to the dream itself and how we relate to this
whole experience and there's this transformation going right now so the
purpose of a lot of what we're experiencing in our life is because it's
all in alignment with what's happening this transformation just being aware
that we're in a matrix and that the matrix itself is something that's there
that once you're aware of you can then see how you navigate through it in a new
way and the truth of the matter is though the only thing that is remember I
kept telling you that day the only thing that is real is that you are loved that
is it everything else is not real it's it might seem real the negative emotions
will seem real but those are just those are just identification with thoughts
that we're having we may think thoughts but we are not our thoughts so it's like
the more we became aware and what Leora went through I think is it started that
experience that you had that was negative because I was like we live in a
matrix that was breaking apart her beliefs of reality in general because
when you believe that things are very solid they will be very solid when you
believe that reality is a certain way reality will always be that way because
you buy into it so much but what that did is it shook up her belief system and
said okay reality's not what you think it is reality is more flexible reality
is about alignment it's about love love is the only thing that is real and then
it kind of shifted you into a state to where you
like this is all that's real you know what is real well what does it matter
it's the experience that's real and that's what I kept a record telling me -
it's the experience that's real you know I feel like yeah I was so so attached to
my idea of what's real and now I'm not that's that's what had to happen
that was your miracle because they're very cushy and you can tell now cuz
there your energy is so free it's under honestly has been very free she's like
one of the most authentic people I know you know and she's always had this very
open energy but I can just feel it within her now that it shifted this
level of empowerment where you realize that you don't have to buy into the old
beliefs you know because our beliefs create our reality and when we're here
what we were learning is all these beliefs that we acquired a newer young
that we started to let go of and now that we've let go of them it's it
changes everything so yours was the ultimate because yours was your belief
about reality itself and I said this quote to her the other day that I don't
know who coined it or if I even coined it but I've never really heard it before
but the more you realize that life is a form of dream the more dreamlike your
life will become new mantra does it every day but yeah it's when you change
your when you when you realize that life is more than you priorly thought that
you are the immortal spiritual being that is that when you go to bed at night
you wake up to these higher states of consciousness but your brain doesn't
remember it I remember kind of explaining that as well like your brain
can only remember the things that it relates to so you gets it you get these
symbolic subconscious things of Oh last night in my dream I was in the 8th grade
and this happened and this well that's the way the brain interpreted it but
when you go to bed at night you wake up to these higher states of consciousness
that is not bound by time and space Harry Potter I know we're both huge
Harry Potter fans the reason I think we like Harry Potter is because Harry
Potter land is closer to reality than this reality so like when I read all the
Harry Potter's I got out of it like I would like to be a muggle it's not so
much fun you know there's is so much fun in the magic and life is really meant to
be magical book in this matrix right now there's a belief consensus of reality
where a lot of people believe that magic isn't real so there are beliefs about
reality that's what you get exactly know this agreement that we have the
subconscious agreement between everybody yeah our collective consciousness I
guess that that honestly makes sense because the whole Harry Potter thing
because whenever I like since I was a kid and I read the books whenever I'm
anxious and whenever I'm feeling low vibration I always reach for the book
and reread one of the books yeah so I feel like it makes sense because that
resonates more with my true soul with my true self mm-hmm
but the more the more you let life be magical the more magical life will
become is it what life is meant to be magic I remember yes you said this to me
like that our higher selves these cells out that sleep and have this dream we
don't we can't remember the dream because it's so much better yes that we
wouldn't want to be here exactly that - yeah because that shows me that we're
not hooked up to machines no and the movie the matrix uses a certain symbol
symbolic type form and it had action parts in it and it had this whole
storyline yeah but in actuality I said well you could look at the ego as a
machine the ego could be a machine but the thing is is it's worth organic
exactly but it's organic like our minds are still programmed from our
environment but when you start to see it more so as it goes beyond that it's it's
or organic it's this and that it's yes we might be somewhat we might have
programming in our mind of our past experience but we can reprogram it which
is powerful to know but also it's still organic so it's not like we live in a
computer that's cold and there's no emotion the only thing that's true in
life is that we are loved everything else is an illusion it's an
identification and it's not really actually true the experience of it will
feel real but it's a temporary blip that we eventually become aware of but it's
it's also not you know if you're watching this video right now you cannot
receive of that which you are not the vibration up so if you're watching this
video right now maybe some of these ideas are starting to open you up to who
you really are because the truth is is you are an immortal spiritual being you
exist in these higher dimensions right now you're dreaming this is who you are
and when you go to bed every night you wake up as that you but if you knew that
if you were playing a video game and you knew that it was a video game you
don't take it out serious but if you play a video game that you believe is
really real this is real you respond to it differently and then the power though
is you think that you have one life so you respond to it then you sponder
there's more meaning behind it and there's a purpose behind it but
eventually what happens is then you become aware that it is a game because
one of the purposes of the is of the game of life is that you become aware
that it is a game that it is a dream that it is this experience because when
you become aware of it then you can change the rules but if you're at the
effect of the whole entire dream then you'll just remain at the effect so it's
about that shift into that awareness of but you have to become aware of at first
so Lior is not just becoming aware of it she experienced it and that experience
that one experience shifted her whole beliefs about life and now her life will
continue to change so it'll be curious to see how your life changes from now
going forward because I can already see a difference in her but it's I think
yeah I think so I think you'll feel more free and even more empowered and knowing
that you are formulating and going in the direction that you want come back to
reveal cool so we share conversations like this
more often yeah I'm gonna one day come today I know you think that Lior succumb
to Vegas could you please comment below so that I could like screenshot in a
minute or so she'll eventually make it I go to LA sometimes but you brought you
your food a private jet to Vegas once okay sure I tried to see you that not
trick you did text me I did it was all yours the beginning to when we hardly
knew of each other but now we know each other a lot Morgan so anyways Lior
Alexander's channel will be right below he's awesome to my story guys thank you
for being here yeah we had a ton of fun we're lasting here we get ready to go
back home tomorrow so it's back to the real world the real world what is real
what is real I don't know we'll have to I have to make it another one of these
videos one day love is real and we have a video on your channel yes
as well that we just made that's yes check it out you'll see it in the link
in the description below Monday there we go
our than that we want to thank you for being here we love you peace
much love and namaste