How are you feeling ah yeah a bit weird yeah a bit
Be confused to why he's back here
How is he not? Yeah? It was good. You know Thomas, and I had a good chat
You know it very sort of interesting deep chat
Okay, so where's he had at the moment I?
Don't know
See what was this she had a pretty
special night
Cuz did change change very like very quickly. Yeah, I mean it was I'm not gonna lie to you like was a good day
I'll see I'm gonna say right now
Y'all feelin pretty hard at the Marvin a little bit confused
You know I'm just
Yeah, I guess I'm just Ryung to put it all together. I'm not jealous person
And this is really bringing it out of me and like I hate it. I hate this feeling
I'm trying to play it down with everyone. I'm like I a I'm confident. Yeah that lack of a thing my confidence from
All these emotions, I'm not used to feeling and feeling meow
It means I genuinely care and that's something new for me, but you know scares me a little bit as well
Definitely expect this
Obviously you're waiting all day to see you, and then now it's like this is just absolutely blown my mind
So I can see right now
After knowing that I went on a date with someone else's too interested in gangs my
You know it depends on what sort of happened on how it transpired. I'm like
Became a really intimate date and something really special then yeah like I don't know where I can sit up
No, so sorry
Yeah
Yeah, I still haven't told Jake that I've kissed Thomas, and I'm worried about the ramifications there
I don't know if there's a conversation for tonight, or if I should say that for tomorrow
I'm just so confused. I definitely like an amazing day every day is amazing
And then Noah suddenly about like you're running scared tell me
Yeah, but it wasn't without warning Jake. You know it's been a few days of me saying that well. It's a really big deeper
I've had doubts about Jake
For a while about whether we can develop something deeper
I still had five I'm willing to fight, but if there's nothing to fight for what am I doing?
But if you can share this new change your mom
Within hours. I've changed my mind with it now is it going on. I'm dating someone and I've had a good time
Yeah, may I continue
This is devastating me right now I
Don't know a second Sara
I think the fact that I feel so sad about I heard even shows me how much I care about him
And that I don't want to lose him, and I hate seeing jobs
You didn't know
Like I've betrayed Jake
I've come back and his miss me and
it's been worried about what it's been going on and he's feeling jealous I
Feel like I've hurt my best friend
Desert
I
Did kiss Thomas last night, and I haven't told Jake yet, but I have to
I'm so nervous because I don't know how Jake is gonna take it he has every right to go
You know what this is too much for me. You've betrayed me. See you later, and I have no idea what he's going to do
So have you been feeling?
today
Be tired I
Didn't sleep much last night. It's really overthinking thing. I've been playing everything
but I
Know the world
And that's you
I'm just I'm gonna find out what what you're thinking every other obviously?
And I guess you know I I think it's important to be honest
with everything
I kissed Tom I saw snot
And I know that's hard to hear
Hearing that is you know it's devastating. It's something. I definitely didn't expect
Nor wanted to hear or wanted to know about and it really does hurt
Me the date was a really good thing
because
I've had doubts this whole time
You've got to remember like you're in this bubble
And I think you're looking at this is you know paradise and like it's not just about this is about
You know what happens after this you know?
and
Kissing Thomas
The whole time I was thinking about you and how good it is with you
And when I came back
It bought me a lot of clarity, and I don't
Want Thomas I don't want anyone else. I want to
Want to make things work with you?
Yeah, I'm
Annoyed of the fact that they happen
And I know like I know we still have some reserves a big conversation to have like coming up
yeah, but
No, that's what I wanted to hear for me. Yeah, they want this with me
The last 24 hours have been such a roller coaster
I just feel like a mixed bag of emotions, but having here tells me that you know she wants nothing else
But me and that it's helped clarified that decision for her. You know I couldn't be happier
See like ya know it
Kind of his reaction was pretty impressive
He's obviously sad that it happened, but he can see that we're moving into a new dimension of our relationship
Somewhat advocacy now and yeah
I can't remem the last time that I felt this way about someone
so I having to fight for Megan is what I'm gonna need to do and we have to show her the real me and and
Yeah, give it what she really wants
Megan Marx reveals her secret date with Canadian intruder Thomas Perras to on/off boyfriend Jake Ellis on The Bachelor In Paradise Australia Season 1. Check out more shocking Bachelor moments from across the globe on our channel.