If we don’t fuck this whole thing up guaranteed
I can blow your mind. Mwah!
Mwah! Mwah!
Mwah!
When I was younger I used to do like a bit of modeling, and it never really went
well, but the people were like, "Oh, if you want to be successful in modeling you have
to lose lots of weight."
And it was something that essentially didn't make me happy, but I felt like I had to change
myself in order to become something that I wasn't and something that didn't make me feel
happy in the end.
It was something that obviously wasn't right for me. It's definitely inspired a bit by
that.
Cause, I wrote the song in L.A. with a woman called Lauren Christy and a guy called Jon
Levine.
Together, we wrote this and we were like, "Why don't we just write about being happy
in your skin and being proud of who you are?"
If someone...
In this instance, it was a relationship, but the main meaning that I wanted to get behind
it was the whole idea that, you know, you have to be proud of who you are and not listen
to anyone that wants you to fit some sort of criteria or certain type of box because
society tells you to.
It's a bit sassy.
And it's kind of not being afraid, and it's a bit empowering to be like "Yeah I know we're
hot.
I know we've got something that money can't buy."
It's like being really secure in yourself even though at some point you probably weren't.
People have told me that I'm crazy for wanting to chase music.
Especially in Kosovo.
I know so many people that just want a normal life.
You go to uni, you finish uni.
Just life goes on as normal, but for me I've always seen myself as wanting to do something
so different.
You think that I've changed, but just my aspirations have just gotten bigger that in a way, they
frighten you.
The things that remain the same are always my friends and my family that always will
keep me grounded.
And I'm not really living in this Alice in Wonderland life, which I am most of the time.
Because reality is kind of turning into a bit of a dream.
It's everything I've ever wanted so those kind of nice family things that stay the same,
always.
Ok so you’re in the heat of the argument now.
At this point.
And you're like, "OK if you have such a problem with me, and who I want to become and if you
see my aspirations of becoming something that are scaring you and are so different, why
do you keep coming back to me?
Why do you keep talking to me?
One of the main reasons someone is attracted to you is because
you have this kind of fiery attitude and because you're
so career driven, let's say or just striving to be the best you can be.
This is why this person has chosen you.
And no matter how much they try to fight it, the reason that they'll love you blind is
because they wouldn't have you any other way.
We're arguing and fighting, but you're really enjoying the ride.
You're having fun.
I've only got one chance.
One shot to live my life and whatever the fuck I want to do.
“Ain't no dollar sign" is I don't need money.
All the superficial shit.
I'm still going to be the best I can be.