Can you teach me...
One more phrase in sign language?
How do you say kiss me?
We have a plan.
Grizz.
Um...
So after thanksgiving, I'm gonna lead a search party to look for farmland and for alternative
food supplies.
If anyone wants to join me, I'm looking for four, five volunteers to come along with me-
No fucking way!
I keep thinking that God's punishing me.
Why do you think it's about you?
I don't know, I just do.
There's this line from a play I like, it goes...
"I don't think God punishes people for specific things, I think he punishes them in general
for no reason."
It's life, right?
It's the writing on the wall.
Yeah, no duh.
It's what it's called.
The writing on the wall, from the Bible? The book of Daniel?
"Mene Mene, Tekel Upharsin."
Why do you always know shit I don't know?
It's nonsense.
It's Hebrew.
It means you've been weighed in the balance and found wanting.
No, it means...
Someone was definitely fuckin' high last night!
If you have a garden, and a library, you have everything you need.
It's um...
Cicero, I think.
Cicero?
Yeah.
Very smart.
Oh, thank you so much.
So...
Do you?
Do I what?
Have all you need?
Almost.
Did you ever notice me before?
Yeah, of course, it's why I stayed away.
Why?!
Cause I was caught up being straight.
You were very convincing.
Not to my mom, she noticed early.
I really loved tap dancing, so she signed me up for pee-wee football.
She thought she was making your life easier.
Yeah.
Somewhere there's a, there's a picture of me in that tap class with a feather boa.
I need to see that picture!
I was always really good at football, so it was easy just to be like my friends.
But now, I sort of feel like I'm 12 years old again.
I'm starting over.
Is that weird?
No? Like I should send a girl with a note that says,
"Dear Sam, do you like Grizz? Yes or no?"
You have to ask?
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry things got complicated.
That I have strings attached.
I know it's hard on you.
I fucked up.
But I need you to know what happened between us was real.
For me at least.
I care about you.
A lot.
And I need you to be safe out there.
Ok?
I need you to come back.
Ok.
Something for you to read at night.
Sorry about the notes, it was the only copy I could find from English class.
Thanks.
Ok then.
I'll see you soon.