if you would have told me like a week ago that this is the direction
things were going in i probably would have laughed at you
this video is just one part of the story that has been the last month and a half of my life um
for weeks i was really uncertain of what the future looked like i didn't know if i
would be moving if i would be staying i i didn't know anything everything was very
up in the air in the middle of all of that i traveled to panama city and i
moved a place that i felt like was my second home to a different place and it just life
has been crazy but i documented it and this is the first little part of it
hi it's melissa i just wanted to see if there was anymore
thank you i hope she calls me back
i hate phone calls i hate them so much
ugh i feel like the best way to describe life right now is that it's just this like super
fun little state of limbo like i don't know what my next week i don't know what my next
week is gonna look like um like literally at all so basically what's happening is that
a week ago i made the decision um to move out it had kind of been in the back of my mind for
a little bit but then literally what was it the day the day after the literal day after
this apartment presented itself but the only issue is and the reason i'm kind of
still holding my breath is because we only got a verbal agreement which means nothing
so we can't really rely on that um thankfully we don't have a time frame so i'm kind of
just like okay if this does not work out we're good but then part of me is just like
it i want this to work out all we're waiting on is elise to sign checking my email she said
she'll know more tomorrow so for now
we wait it is friday at 1 43 p.m this is the day that we're supposed to get more information
if all were to go to plan
moving day would be exactly one week from today i tried calling again i got voicemail
update um after a full day of trying to get in contact with them still don't get a response i
try calling no one picks up and this is like how this has been an all-day thing so then i finally
finally get an email and it says sorry we don't have anything until june june would literally
be perfect june would be so freaking perfect you have no idea within not even 30 seconds like i can
look at the timestamp not even 30 seconds later i email and i'm like perfect june would be perfect
for us can i call you and then a minute later i'm like you know what i'm just gonna call like this
i've been literally waiting all day so i tried calling they're apparently out of office so now
i get to have a whole weekend of the same thing that i've been dealing with all week so that's fun
the frustration is real
yeah the frustration is really [ __ ] real right now
so the current situation is that we still don't have
a lease um but we were told the move-in date is
friday and it's tuesday but we were able to put our down payment down so yeah that's kind of the
current situation um you've just been packing a lot i am getting simultaneously more stressed and
excited as the days go on um but i am also very tired but i've gotten rid of a ton of stuff
like a ton of stuff like a ton of stuff here
this right here and then here is all the clothes that i'm keeping
i probably got rid of three quarters of the clothing i owned so and this isn't really
that much it's just coats so it seems like a lot but if it's all squished together it's like that
plus some hangers on the end so and then here's my current reality
that i'm living in uh this side of my room is like feels very empty um i'm selling some
furniture i'm currently getting the ac and my car fixed because i'm also gonna get to sell my car
but that's ridiculously expensive to get fixed this is my life this room is
not this is not going to be the size of my next bedroom i can tell you that
i think i'm going to die from it i'm going to go fill this up
this is the longest i've gone without posting a video on my channel and it feels kind of weird
but i'm gearing up for kind of this next chapter of life and i feel like
i don't know
i don't know i'm enjoying it and i know that this next chapter will include making a ton of
videos as well so i'm kind of mentally preparing for that as well as kind of
physically i'm actually preparing yeah
here we are we signed the lease yesterday and today is officially
moving day the u-haul is uh set for noon
did you listen when i told you that it's nights like this come back