I'm in the driveway of the neighbor's across the street, and my brother is at the other side in the street.
And he's calling me over. We're going to the mall!
And like this was a big deal back then!
So I'm like oh yeah let's go!
And I fired down the driveway and I'm riding a plastic big wheel.
I go down the driveway in between two parked cars. And a car was coming down the road, and we collided.
I went underneath the car. The car continued to go down the road for another 25 feet or so, because she was drinking.
And, come to a stop sign and then people had to stop her and tell her, "Hey you had a kid!" Because I was so small.
So what I remember is like a blur as I'm going down the driveway.
And then I remember looking at myself and seeing my eyes roll in the back of my head.
And then I remember everything go black. Kind of like a movie fades away.
And then it opened up again!
And I'm leaning kind of to my right, but I'm I'm sitting up.
And I'm leaning on someone.
And I can catch, like the glimpse of this long hair that's almost touching the ground.
And it's like silvery white.
And I'm still thinking in my mind, "Okay, what happened?" You know, I'm gonna turn and see who this is and ask him.
And when I turned it was a hooded figure that had only light for a face.
And they said my name. They told me I was in an accident.
That I was going to be okay.
And as they're talking to me and we're talking back and forth. I remember thinking, "We're not moving our mouths."
I remember having these little glimpses of awareness that certain things weren't matching.
And not really being aware of what was happening.
So as I'm talking to this being, I'm being pulled into its face.
What I would think to be the definition of Heaven.
It was a place that as soon as I saw it I instantly knew without a doubt that there was no suffering there.
There was no pain.
And all these things that we experienced here couldn't exist.
I saw people. I saw like old people. I saw kids. And I felt the laughter and the joy!
And it was almost like it was alive! Like it was a being of its own and the same with the colors.
So I wanted to go there, and I asked them you know?
They said it wasn't your time. We have something else to show you.
I could see what looked like a blueprint.
Or if you were to pull out graph paper and you were to start to draw a picture of like say your house, but there's a blueprint underneath.
And I could see that.
Then they conveyed to me that this was the blueprint of creation this was what everything was built upon with your intention and your heart.
I also instantly knew that everything was connected.
It was all connected at the root and created by love as an energy.
And that it was a material energy that we can feel and we were a part of.
Like we weren't separate from it that was our identity, but we had forgotten this.
Then they showed me, myself standing in the center of like a wagon wheel.
And they explained to me that human beings when they come into their body they're perfect. They're pure. They're love.
And they spend their energy to have emotional interactions and relationships with people places and things.
And they were showing me these extensions into what I would say was like the outer rim of the wheel.
Which was like a screen that would connect me to have this relationship with reality with my energetic body.
So I was kind of like seeing the mechanics behind quantum physics.
They told me, in this blueprint of creation... They said there's a file in there.
There's an image of you that's perfect that you can claim for healing, but you need to claim it.
You need to use your free will. You need to use your word, your actions.
And I understood it to be a lot like a computer.
You have files on a computer that are there specifically to reset that computer to its original state.
And our original state is love.
It's like look at yourself like a computer man. And all this data that you've consumed over years and years.
And some of it's old and you're never going to use it again. It gets spread out and pushed back.
And we need to cleanse our hard drive.
We need to go through that stuff so that our neural processors can flow in a peaceful way.
They showed me that. And then I later used a lot of this to self heal.
And then taught hundreds of clients, hundreds of people.
We need to recognize and believe, I'm the energy of love.
And then identify with that. Free yourself from all these false labels, the inner critic.
Using your neural activity to connect to your higher self, because I was shown a lower self, higher self.
And we feed one with certain types of emotions. We feed one with a higher type of emotions.
And we kind of embody one or the other and drift in between them, but one can be stronger than the other.
The lower being separation, competition, suffering.
The higher part of ourselves being unity, empathy, compassion, oneness.
And we're feeding these with the type of energy we're creating.
And then what we're identifying with, and uh taking in.
Because we're not the bodies. We're the energy playing the bodies.
It's very important to not identify with what you're feeling.
Because you're the energy that's feeling the feeling, but you're not the feeling itself.
And to allow charges to pass through our system and things like that.
We go through the world and we armor up and, "Oh I'm not going to do that again!"
"Oh I'm not going to give that person that again!"
We lock ourselves up and we don't even really know what it feels like to feel all this flowing through us.
So it's like all of a sudden this energy just expanded me and I was open.
And I was aware of like layers.
There was the physical layer of our body and how people identify with our body.
I was aware of ourselves being producers of quantum energy.
We can only see 3 percent of the visible light spectrum with our eyes.
Right.
So in my journey I'm becoming aware of this stuff as it's happening!
And I'm like, "Get the heck out of here! This is not real!"
For me being shown that blueprint.
What I equate that to is the promise of Christ.
After seeing it in action. After seeing people claim it and have their lives transformed.
To me it was like, I was shown it in a different way in order to talk to people nowadays.
In a language they would understand.
And I want to show people, "Hey you can feel love!"
It's real!
And you don't need another person to feel it.
It's what you're made out of.
Ask of love to enter your nervous system, because you could have a relationship with love without people involved.
Creation is made out of it and it's everywhere!
And it'll change your life to just put a little effort into connectivity.
And that I'm not really a healer, I'm just helping you hold the space so you can remember what you are.
During my NDE I was shown the Trinity.
But I was also shown, you know the wording can be changed to not be religious. And that it's actually a circuit of Life Force energy.
That we can connect to, to create a field.
I was also seeing it as like time, space, and matter.
Time being when we are, space being where we are, and matter being what we are.
And it was all these...
Just all these different things dude in a rapid amount of time.
I had to get to the point where I was like, "Okay, either I'm crazy or this is real!"
As these beings would speak to me, and I'd feel energies, and I'd hear people's thoughts.
I had to leave my job because it just got so intense, like psychically.
How real was it?
Gosh! It's more real than this interaction.
Than this world!
So real that...
I kind of view myself as, okay I'm this energy playing this body.
But I believe I'm the observer of this character and creator of this experience, to a degree.
For sure!
During my NDE they also told me that they would return. That they would be back.
And I didn't really know what that meant.
So I lived like, a lot of years of my life into my early 30's pretty normal.
And then...
Then I had a car accident, and I had to go in for surgery. And whether they're related or not I don't know.
But I'm ready to go under and I'm having major anxiety.
And I wanted to leave, and I was about to get up.
The voice that spoke to me when I was four came back.
And it said the same thing.
It said my name. Told me everything was going to be all right. And I instantly recognized the voice. And it was like a floodgate opened.
And some sort of connection had happened.
And I started to have visions and psychic experiences.
And see things. And hear things.
And it was jarring! Like I didn't sleep for like a week two weeks.
So if people want to contact you for healing or just to learn from you what's the best way for them to do that?
You can contact me through my site. My site is trinityquantumhealth.com
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