hey what's going on my friend welcome to my youtube channel my name is Victor and
today I'm gonna share with you the most common signs and symptoms that you're
experiencing the dark night of the soul and most importantly what that means for
you if you relate with these symptoms it implies something extremely powerful
significant and transformative and in essence it means good things are coming
even though you probably feel like that's the polar opposite of what it
seems like in this moment before I open up this video I was saying to myself
what's my intention and what came in my mind is I want to let my audience know
let people like you know that not only is a dark night of the soul and
extremely positive blessing for a soul to go through but most importantly it's
something you can get through and I promise you if you watch this video and
you relate with these most these common signs then by the end of the video
you're gonna you're gonna have a new outlook on the dark night of the soul
and see it for the blessing that it is and then even more so you're going to
have a sense of confidence that you got this
now how real quick before I get into this how does how do I know
well how does Victor know what the most common signs of this abstract spiritual
experience known as the dark night of the soul are well I'll tell you what
because years ago I went to the dark night of the soul and I talked about it
on YouTube and since that time I've amounted a lot of other have attracted a
lot of other spiritual seekers just like you and I hear from people like you so
I'm able to hear from an unusual amount of people going through this exact
process and I get to hear what would when people reach out to me for help
with certain things and it's just a matter of easily recognizing the themes
so there's a lot of different potential sign to the darkness all this video is
going to highlight the five by far most common signs and symptoms number one
you're feeling on the inside which typically is not very good you're
experiencing on the outside sometimes in almost trippy and synchronistic ways for
example there is a time when I was feeling these these old familiar
feelings I felt on and off throughout my entire life especially during like
adolescent and childhood feelings of extreme unworthiness and insecurities
like I'm not good enough and and they were they were coming up in my adult
life as I was going through this dark night in an extremely unlike oh my
goodness I feel these feelings so intensely and God there's such awful
feelings and it would they were literally playing out in my life there
was one time I was feeling this now went online and I checked my YouTube stats
and typically almost any youtuber even if you're not successful at all you at
least grow you gain more than you lose and I'm telling you I looked at my stats
and right before my eyes I lost like a thousand subscribers were i refresh the
page and after that I was literally a thousand subscribers down and I was like
I was like pulling my hair I was it was just that for me it was like a worst
nightmare worst case scenario it was a perfect reflection of how I was feeling
okay anyone know what happened after that well it wasn't very much longer
until I I heard from around the way that a lot
of youtubers were having this it was a glitch in the system but I just happened
to attract myself to the computer at that exact time to see that drop to
perfectly mirror those god-awful feeling so sometimes it's like a it's a double
whammy during the dark night which is why so many people end up going online
and saying what the heck's going out with me because you're feeling really
really raw really really crummy and those feelings are are sort of Mearing
out in your life where things are not going well things are not working in
your favor opportunities might feel like they're being missed things it almost
can feel like the universe is conspiring against you and all it really is doing
is reflecting those energies that you've been carrying around your entire life
that are now finally making their way out of your system for good number two
it's no wonder when you're feeling this way that is very very common for people
to relapse into old patterns of thinking old behaviors bad habits addictions for
some of us and it's like and then we beat ourselves up it's like I'm I'm
supposed to be the spiritual person now I mean the spirituality all of a sudden
and man I'm really acting in a way that's not in alignment with my
integrity not an aligned with my values and man I just feel so crummy that I
can't even really I just don't help myself
and for me at manifesting and eating too much sugar and wasting and sort of bra
browsing online aimlessly I get these little dopamine kicks from the junk food
and just like the all the different web browsers open and it's this way of
escaping but when I do those behaviors of course like a lot of you if you have
your own bad habits whether you smoke or drink or eat bad food it makes me feel
even worse so I feel crummy going into it I feel like nothing is going well in
my life I don't know what the heck's going on I fucking in this downward
spiral right and then because I feel so miserable that junk food comes out I'm
browsing online as I said and it just makes me feel even lower makes me feel
even worse and it really really can bring a person to an extremely dark
place but hence the name the dark night of the soul number three I wrote on you
feel hopeless and overwhelmingly stuck like life is its take it's taken a turn
you're feeling or you're feeling horrible your life is just you
it'll be unique to every person but you'll be in what you perceive to be an
extremely precarious situation where wow like like there's this this uncertainty
there's this instability in your life whether it's with your career or your
housing situation your relationship there's like serious issues on the table
that's like they're out of control at the worst
possible time in history when you're not feeling your best you're you're
indulging you're in these addictive patterns and it's just it's just this
dark this dark night man where everything is going south and it really
will like will paint you into a corner where you feel you have absolutely no
way out and I'm gonna tell you why this so good which sounds ludicrous it's not
it's what what is essentially happening to on a fundamental level is you're
you're going through an accelerated purge of energy emotions beliefs just
ego karmic dense and energetic density that's literally been smothering you
smothering you and your life smothering your potential for joy and happiness and
freedom and purpose and passion all those truths about yourself that you are
have been smothered by this unconsciously you weren't aware of how
smothered you've been living your life and and how much better things could be
the dark night of the soul is saying okay we're gonna we're gonna wipe the
slate clean with you we're gonna open up the freaking floodgates to all of your
deepest darkest stuff and we're gonna let it all out at once oh boy and in
what it is is it's a prolonged purge of that that you're just awake through
you're experiencing this I've used this analogy before it's like it's like a
surgery that you're awake during okay you're you're witnessing your darkest
stuff coming up you're feeling it and it's playing out temporarily in your
life oh there's so much coming up it's your darkest stuff so it's no wonder why
your reality experience during the dark night is so dark but as I said it's a
purge it's temporary what's coming what you're
feeling what you're experiencing it's on its way out it's leaving
it's literally being expelled from your system so the darker you feel
the deeper you're going the more profound of the transformation you're
actually in the middle of right now number four this certainly doesn't help
matters but most people during the dark night whether you have experienced this
very much or not in your life or not it doesn't matter but it's common as heck
to feel really really depressed like classical depression where you're you
feel like just that joylessness that inability to experience joy and pleasure
and safety and comfort it's just you're like dying inside it reminds me of I've
been watching this show called True Blood it's not the most spiritual show I
happen to like it there's a scene last night of the main character her name is
Sookie Sookie she's like this fairy like a magical fairy but and she's in love
with a vampire named Bill and anyway and they're always off and on if you've seen
the show and there's this one scene in the third season where they had broken
up that what seemed like for good and she was just so it was like this this
she was just there's a scene where she was crying almost like retching just it
was almost disturbing to watch you just steal her her pain and sorrow and just
emotional anguish you know just depressed about the loss
of her her lover her lover to her true love bill it couldn't be together and
this is the way the scene was depicted it's a perfect it reminded me of going
through the dark night in the soul I remember feeling the way she looked just
like oh my god even though things might be bad in your life at least seemed to
be there they're really not they're gonna whip around quickly I promise you
but during the dark night things seem to be going bad and but your feelings are
almost more intense than what's actually happening in your life you feel just so
so depressed so so awful and that's one of the reasons why you feel hopeless
because you feel like it the way I'm feeling I'm feeling like I'm about this
big and my problems are like this big and it just it seems like an
insurmountable degree of obstacles both inner and outer and then all the while
and then you also feel this this blues this joyless depression during it number
five with all things in life that are challenging and seemed to be dark there
is a silver lining this last major common sign and symptom
is that silver lining it's a renewed or maybe for the first time ever in your
life attraction an organic attraction to spirituality in some sense of the word
it's gonna be different for everybody and fortunately there is no one path
that is all it all can work depending on what resonates with your beliefs for me
but help me I was always kind of a those spiritual kind of I always had a lot of
faith growing up but never any religious formal religious beliefs or upbringing I
was somewhat analytical for a spiritual guy anyway
what what what worked for me during this time I found myself obsessed with
researching near-death experiences and I was there's this there's this website oh
I don't even know but still there it's like near-death calm or near-death
dotnet and it's just a bunch of different people stories about their own
near-death experiences and there's all these there's these commonalities of
everyone would essentially most people go through the same thing which was an
extremely hopeful scenario where it's like man I almost can't wait to cross
over it feels way better over there and anyway just this information it just
fell into my lap I was attracted to it a freaking moth to a flame
and I was just devouring it and it was just so it was exactly what I needed
okay now this could be very very different for you it can be completely
different what what what is your like lifeline and your lifeline will be
something spiritual when all things when things get to a climax in life in a
darker way like with a dark night of the soul usually that's that sometimes a
analyst to spark people's there's a god of a lack of options essentially you
turn where you you you turn to God you till you turn within you'd you turn to
something greater than yourself because you feel like you need something greater
than yourself and when you those who seek that will find that and you will
find that you will find something that clicks with you that resonates with you
that lifts you up gives you hope brings you peace even in the darkest and most
intense and tumultuous storm there will be a silver lining and that would be
something deep within yourself ready to awaken ready to awaken to the greater
part of who and what you are and just as the darkness being purged out is
manifesting temporarily in your life so too will the spiritual awakening
manifest in your life and some tangible way for me was that the near death sort
of information and ironically funny enough at a time there was a TV show
that had just come on about people talking about their life experiences
when they crossed over so you might have this a lot of different stuff coming
into your lap just in the nick of time that will be again like your life line
so what does this mean why are you going through it I can't really claim to know
that most people have everyone I've talked to pretty much has said it's not
something they chose they didn't bring it on themselves it's something that
seemed to happen on kind of a higher soul level that your soul is in fact
ready for this type and this degree of transformational experiences it's a very
spiritual soul it's an important part of your soul's journey and you're ready for
it and that's why that's why you're still here that's why you are watching
this video because you obviously haven't given up completely if you're watching a
video like that there's a part of you that's still fighting that's still
kicking that still is holding on to hope and that part of you is the real
you that part of you is what this dark night of the soul is exposing to your
conscious personality self and going forward you will get to bring more of
that into your day-to-day affairs and you will literally enlighten all areas
of your life from this point forth the dark night of the soul is nothing more
than a temporary purging and releasing of all the stuff that's been weighing
you down maybe even four lifetimes some say and now you're at this point this
pivotal point of your spiritual souls infinite journey we're finally ready to
put the weight down for good what's coming is going and at the end of this
labor this is what feels like child labor is a birthing really more
specifically it's more of like a reacquainting yourself with the true you
your true light undiluted on smothered finally exposed in a way that you get to
taste it and feel it and be it and experience it and just as your darkness
is temporarily seeming to create your reality experience in a very unfavorable
way once that's all released there'll be nothing left but the light the truth of
who you are and then you watch as your mind is blown when that begins to color
and shape your reality experience all things in your life will dramatically
improve beyond but you can even comprehend that includes your health
that includes just your overall happiness how much joy do you feel in a
given day it can get pretty high your relationships I don't know if I said
that your career your living situation everything that you deem is important to
a good life as a human being there's gonna dramatically freaking go through
the roof once you are finally unburdened by this clutter
you've been unconsciously thinking you need for god knows how long
it's time to put the weight down your solos decided it's time and you're ready