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- Okay (laughing)
What's your favorite meal we ever shared together and why?
- That we shared or you took from me?
- You know what?
Shared, literally shared. - All right, all right.
Shared ahh.
- That'd be hungry.
- Your lasagna girl.
You know I love that lasagna.
Stop playing.
It's your lasagna.
I love it.
- Well, it's certainly not that Billings, Montana
roadstop that, on the (laughing)
- Here's the deal though.
Seeing you cook makes me feel like,
"Wow, she's about to get married."
- Oh my God.
- Our first date at Taconooga.
After eating that meal,
going and sitting by the river on those like
massive concrete steps
and just talking
and I don't remember what exactly we talked about.
- I do.
- Good.
I'm glad because
I feel like it was a really good conversation,
but I do remember it
being a very formative and important conversation for me
at that time.
- I think my favorite meal that we share together
is when it's like past midnight
and we raid our fridges
and we go to the pantry,
open the biggest bag of chips you could find
and scroll through social media together.
And then just talk about what we come across.
Not really caring about what we're eating.
It's just seems very vulnerable
to be comfortable with just
binging on food late at night
and letting our thoughts go wherever they please.
- What are you hesitant to talk to me about?
Oh my god, no.
- No, nothing bad.
This is what the show is about.
So watch this right.
No, no.
Just take your time.
Take your time.
Do you feel like,
there is a deeper meaning to you Bo's friendship?
Do you feel like that,
that there's something different about him
and he's bringing value to you?
Bo'sfriendship.
That's that's what I want to know.
That's the most important thing for me
because you guys are friend, right?
So do you feel like he's bringing value to your life?
Do you feel like that?
- I guess I could say that I feel like you bring
a sense of like normalcy
and like health, but
I feel like this is
I feel like my previous relationships were very unhealthy
and that's why when we first started dating,
it felt weird.
Like certain things felt weird to me
because I didn't understand
what it meant to be in a healthy relationship.
You know what I mean?
- Right.
I feel like that's something that,
just like a healthy environment and just,
I feel like,
there's no real drama.
Like you said,
it's not like television or any of that,
it just feels like,
like this is right.
- What is the pain in me that you wish she could heal?
- When you were little.
'Cause that in turn may or may not
have led to other pains that you've had.
But if I could take anything from you, that would be it.
(exhaling)
And just know that you have so much worth.
You just, yeah.
- I think for me,
one of the things that I wish I could,
I could change for you is
just your ability to have kids.
I know how much you want that.
and I know you keep saying you don't.
And I know that you're saying that
to make you feel better,
but I know how much you want that.
- Well, 'cause I would be awesome at that.
- Yeah you would.
- But you know, shitty things happen.
- Yeah.
- I need my Kleenex.
- I know me too.
- What have you done to me?
One second, I gotta get it.
- A few weeks ago, you were really depressed
shortly after you did that overtime contract.
And I know that
sometimes we feel that way.
But you know,
when you are
in that frame of mind,
I'm worried about your happiness
and your,
I just don't want you to,
I love you and I don't want you to feel that way.
I want you to feel loved and taken care of and
feel that life is good and meaningful.
And I know that,
despite, even if you are feeling loved
and cared for, I know that sometimes
despite that
you can be sad.
- Yeah.
- But I do love you.
- Thanks for worrying about me.
- Of course,
- I've been thinking about kind of just
encouragement in kind of just different parts of life.
I remember how,
when you were a kid
and you're riding your bike
and you're going, and then you fall,
you fall to the ground
and your parents, they pick you back up
and they encourage you.
They say, "Hey, try it again.
"You're okay.
"Are you okay?
"Do you need anything?
"Great job in trying."
There was a shift when you get older.
Oh my God.
And you start trying new things
and while you're involved in school, you know?
And they focus more on the success
and the accomplishments
than, "Did you try?"
You know?
"Did you put your best into it?
"What resources do I need to provide to best help you?"
You know?
I would, I miss that,
you know how just feeling that unconditional, like support.
I feel like it would help people so much just to
know that it's okay to mess up, you know?
And that getting that A or reaching that level of success
or getting that promotion, it's not,
that's not the main thing.
You know what I'm saying?
- Yes.
You're so wise beyond your years for
thinking things
I've never seen the importance in that.
In my head I've always seen growing up
to become more independent so that I can just succeed.
That's it.
Succeed, point blank, period.
(laughing)
So now that I start to think about
the importance of trying things,
that's wild, it's wild.
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