We'd taken a few ecstasy tablets. We were all on a really big high.
Everything kind of was downhill, downhill from there.
One man has died and four people have been admitted to hospital
after taking drugs at a music festival.
He just looked like my boy, asleep.
He was still warm.
We've already lost one of our best friends, you know -
are we going to lose another?
MONITOR BEEPS
He looked awful.
He was lain on a bed with tubes coming out of him from everywhere
and a thing down his throat.
He had sort of like a...
Breathing stuff. They'd put him in an induced coma
so he wasn't breathing for himself, he had a machine that was going...
SHE SUCKS AND EXHALES
There was beeps and this thing going up and down
that was raising his chest up and down
and there wasn't any part of him that was working for itself.
Having seen what happened to Christian
in such a short space of time,
we were absolutely aware of the potential
for deterioration with Jordan.
He was in a life-threatening condition.
I can just remember walking into this room
and, like, his whole family's there.
As if they're all sitting at the sides of the room
and I've walked in and it's just like I'm a shadow in the doorway.
In my heart, I was thinking, "Please, don't let him be dead,
"please, I can't lose him, please don't let him die."
MONITOR BEEPS
It seemed like I was looking at myself on, like, a table,
just lying there, and then when I'd woken up, it seemed like seconds
but I knew that I'd survived a really lucky ordeal.
I wouldn't never have a second opportunity like that again.
Because of the dizziness, it all felt a bit like a dream
but as soon as I woke up, I knew that it was all real.
I just remember feeling like a really big sense of, like, fear
and...just like a realisation of what had just happened.
He slept a lot.
He did ask about Christian.
I said, "We're going to have to tell him. He's going to have to know.
"We can't not tell him."
I was looking straight at my dad and I asked him if Chris was OK.
And he just stared at me for a bit
and, like, he started looking down and tearing up
and, like, had his hand over his mouth,
so I knew that he didn't want to...
He had something he wasn't going to say
and my sister started shaking her head and she was crying.
I think he just said, "I'm sorry" while he was crying,
and he was like, "Chris didn't make it."
And he just turned his head away
and he didn't really want to talk to anybody.
You could literally see Jordan's whole world just crumbling
there and then, just in that way he just looked away.
Um...
I think that was a part of Jordan that got destroyed
there and then in that hospital bed.
Everyone pulled the curtain and let me have time to, like, absorb it.
I was up constantly with night terrors.
Everything that had happened in, like, Kendal,
it's just happening over and over again
and it's like, that's my latest, most clear memory of Chris
so my mind just wanted to play it and play it and play it.
I was just thinking about Kendal and, you know, if I could
have done something, if someone else could have done something different.
NEWSREADER: An investigation is under way following the death
of a man who was taken ill at the Kendal Calling music...
Staff at the Cumberland Infirmary in Carlisle called police
just before seven o'clock...
Early investigations show that
some drugs may be connected to these casualties.
We were all talking about things in the waiting room.
Yeah, CID walked through the door.
They wanted to speak to me about what had happened.
And it was after that interview when they asked me
to go down to the station.
It's at that point where you're like,
"Right. I'm under investigation."