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this happened to me because I have been
watching Roberts videos and just what
you said just those steps that I talked
about being abundant as I'm getting
ready to declare bankruptcy and I have
no money and I don't know what I'm gonna
do
but he started tapping walking down the
street I want to win the lottery I will
win the lottery I want to win the
lottery I will win the lottery I imagine
myself in a previous time when I won
money in a game show how did I feel I
put myself up there how did I feel
I want the money I want the money I kept
thinking about it I think I thought
about it I want to win I will win I want
to win I will win so then I looked up on
Google Earth where you go when you win
the lottery I'm taking myself through
the process I've won the lottery now I
have to go claim my ticket where is it
so I Google Earth 15 Beaver Street which
is where you would go and I was like I
know where that is so I got the picture
of it I heard on my computer of 15
Beaver Street I saw myself going into 15
Beaver Street yes I saw myself holding
up the card that said you know the
cheque
thank you won the lottery so I'm doing
all this and I'm going about my life and
lalala and I wasn't gonna buy any more
lottery tickets I this just didn't work
this wasn't working how this is really
stupid nobody wins the lottery so I
stopped buying louder ticking this I'm
gonna stop what wait a minute I gotta
buy one more
I just gotta buy one more so I bought
two actually and so I had him in my room
and you know Saturday I got up I was
gonna barbecue whatever and I was like
okay I gotta hit my wall and I gotta get
to oh we don't have the lottery ticket I
gotta check the lottery tickets so I
pulled out the lottery ticket and was
the mega okay the first number yay I
didn't get the second number third
number yes
port number yes fifth number yes mega
number yes oh my god what did I win oh
my god so I'm like I'm shaking
because I couldn't feel now I'm shaking
like I didn't believe it I can't believe
it $10,000
i won remember these ladies on the on
the video I don't know if you know which
one it is like she goes I know it works
I won $50 okay
well okay that's $50 right I get it I'll
take it
yeah I'm grateful thank you so much oh
my god thank you much the hundred
dollars I'm like I wouldn't know I
missed the 20 million by one number and
I missed that two hundred thousand by
one number and I talked to picking my
therapist and she goes yes Lu but you
can say Thank You universe more please
more more and more and more it's not
it's not it's okay to ask for more so
it's okay to ask for more and then I did
my list of what my future what I want my
future to be she told me to write the
list and what do I want what do I want I
ruined all this down at night I'm
writing the writing the list right here
is writing list I was so pleased with
myself I got the apartment I got the man
I got the health I got the money
oh my god this is look great I go to
sleep I wake up the next day and I
usually check my ipod and I go to the
bathroom and take my pill and so it was
really early and I decided to go back to
sleep
so I woke up and I thought it was awake
but it was a dream
in the dream I had checked my emails and
there was an email from this website
that I had supposedly posted my dream
life what I want everything I want like
poster wants calm and they had sent me
another email back and I was like what
did I do this
i was like wait am i got an email yeah
you you can't post here anymore you want
it too much you're too greedy
and then I wound up like that's wait no
that's wrong I woke up it was like hello
subconscious message you're too greedy
when was I too greedy oh yeah there's
something about black olives I was too
greedy I wanted to mini something like
that so that's how this works for me
then now it's all started now when I
wake up I get a message I get some
message from my mother my mother's voice
you have to wait you're just gonna wait
been waiting my whole life I'm waiting
for Robert I've been waiting for you
I've been waiting for you know my career
to happen or a man to come or whatever
like no I think the waiting is over I
think it's time to stop waiting and
start getting yeah by the way most
people when they watch the videos about
Michelle I want to win I win and also
Patti I want to win I win they don't
Rick pay attention to exactly what they
did Michelle said I saw mr. moneybags
pain yeah see they're doing the visual
the doing the kinesthetic they're
letting go of the resistance
see again I'm here I say where is the
resistance when you let go of the
resistance make peace and resistance you
can create anything you want because
you're the one who created the
resistance you see it and you keep
getting more of the resistance because
you're the creator of it so if you would
something different than what you had
been getting let go of the worst of the
words and what you resist it's that
simple and you have to be it feel it
it's yours
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