well actually right now I'm very happy
I'm single and I'm a living life my name
is Kinney worked at a warehouse and
drive a forklift my name is Jessica and
I am a dance instructor my name is
Joseph Mitchell and I am an
administrative assistant I'm just going
on casual dates meeting people looking
to see what's out there
and not taking life too seriously I
think the general idea when people meet
each other they are too in a rush to be
in a relationship the last time I was
really happy about something was here
recently I met a person it's all its
passion and like you could fill his
spirit you can fill my spirit and we're
like our spiritual just like throwing
this dance with one another yeah I like
to say that I have but if it was true
love it probably would have lasted yes
first date I went on with Tiffany it
might have been started but the first
place we might have been in a
a restaurant when we got to the bar he
ordered us two beers I could hear his
like his heart beating and like we
started sinking with our like our
breaths they became like wine first
things you had some real big lips her
concern with my with my life making sure
I was of a safe environment to make me
seem like I was more important than what
I really was after we get the beers we
walked over to the pool tables but all
of them was filmed like I'm in I'm in
the movie is this it and why should I be
having all these thoughts had like like
I just met him like why am I having all
these thoughts it's nuts our
relationship there's mostly a physical
ass slapping just biting it could have
been like a little miniature porn or
something like that it was my good
performances it was one of those ones
she inspires me in a way to to be better
and that's the part that I really enjoy
about her I said carrots I felt as
though that I was living like in like in
the Royal Palace and then we just cuddle
all night tugging me down no if I just
meet one person and just go okay sure
I'm gonna commit to this it's like do I
want to commit to that is that what I
need do you meet someone that you are
head over heels with and that may be
your potential someone you could live
with for the rest of your life yes when
I was a teenager this feeling that I'm
getting right now I don't want to say
that it's love but I'm almost sure it is
a couple times I was in low or assumed I
was in love I was truly in love with her
especially at times when I was locked up
and I really felt like no one cared
about me she'll find a way to come visit
me she moved on I moved on I know she's
probably not thinking about me I
probably have a little piece I have a
little space in her heart for just a
little bit though
we met on one of these crazy dating
websites Grindr from like it's been like
a time kill I mean every night this is a
you know it's a good girly night
I mean it's billions of people and you
know everyone is looking for a
connection I've been on a couple of
dates with in the couple of weeks I'm
trying to member like okay this guy not
the other let's see I think honestly
tinder is socialized as something is
just a casual thing and it's like what
is that really filling me with some
people say I'm actually you know looking
to meet my future wife and you're like
okay pull the reins back I have that
wall that's built sup and I never let
that wall down but I think on very rare
occasions I've been able to let that
wall down to be able to you know meet
someone it will have to be loved that's
the best thing
I'm a writer for love in a way like if I
really love you or wants you I'm capable
of doing you know whatever I have to to
show you but then it could be a bad
thing to because you love someone so
much that you're willing to do anything
and everything to show that person you
love him sometimes it can it can
backfire best thing is that you get
cuddles I think love can be beautiful I
think love can be sour
I literally haven't stopped crying this
whole time like what is wrong with me
I'm like I should stop crying it's
unknown like not really knowing how he
Phil's not known if this is really the
best time or person I'm willing to you
know to take a chance on life and if he
is then look we can make it work okay
you know what I'm saying okay
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