- Let's put you here, bud.
Hey.
(gasps)
Oh God, I decapitated him.
(laughs)
Hi.
Hi everybody.
Please don't mind my shirt.
Actually, you do mind it, mind it as much as you want.
You are entitled to your opinion about my shirt, dad.
I'm operating under the principle
that it's so bad it's good.
This is how I'm choosing all of my clothes nowadays.
If I don't look at a shirt and think, it's so ugly,
that it tips itself back over into good,
I don't want it.
Hopefully that answers some of the questions
that I've been getting over on Instagram.
I've been getting a lot of questions
about my recent fashion choices.
If you don't follow me already @missfenderr,
with two R's, I'm on there in my stories almost every day,
wearing atrocities like this one.
This came with shoulder pads.
It had shoulder pads sown in.
I cut them out.
That's even too far for me, for now,
we'll see, give it a week.
Things are escalating quickly over here.
For any of you who don't know me.
Hi, my name is Alayna Joy.
I make videos on this channel,
mostly about the LGBTQ Community.
And I also like to try stuff now and again.
So if you like this video, and you haven't already,
be sure to hit that subscribe button,
join the family and let's get into it.
For today's video I thought we needed to have some fun.
Quite a few of my most recent videos
have been more serious, understandably,
life has been unfolding.
(laughs)
That's that's one word for it.
So let's watch some TikToks together, okay?
How do I put this?
when it's possible that we've lost Jenna Marbles.
Something's not okay.
We need a break, we need to smile.
So I thought for today's video,
we could go back over some TikToks
that made me gay.
(laughs).
I'm not even joking.
I'm not being ironic when I say
TikTok made me gay.
(laughs)
The number one question that I keep getting
is how did you know,
like how did you know
that you were gay and not bi?
And the answer in earnest is TikTok.
(laughs)
Obviously there's so many more layers to it than that,
but if you're questioning your sexuality
in any way, shape or form,
I highly recommend downloading the app.
(laughs)
So it was a real eyeopener.
It was a real game changer for me.
I'm gonna go through some TikToks
that you guys have been tagging me in,
and I'm gonna go through some of my old likes.
So, shall we?
Let's start with TikToks that you guys tagged me in
because...
♪ Alright we're here just sitting in the car ♪
♪ I want you to show me if you can get far ♪
♪ Step on the gas ♪
(laughs)
♪ Step on the gas ♪
Yeah.
♪ Step on the gas ♪
Right, wow, okay.
Too accurate, that's a...
(laughs)
The only part of that that's not accurate
is the cute Scottish girl sliding into my DMS.
(beep)
(laughs)
I can't put that in.
Can I?
No.
Maybe if I just, no.
(laughs)
But if I just, no.
Next.
♪ I'm Stan I was wrong ♪
♪ I'm singing the Stan wrong song ♪
♪ I shouldn't have taken that chance ♪
♪ Now here's my remorseful dance ♪
♪ Do the kicks ♪
♪ Jazzier ♪
(laughs)
♪ I'm Stan and I was wrong. ♪
♪ I'm singing the Stan wrong song ♪
I am Stan and I was wrong.
I'm Stan and I was wrong.
You guys are hilarious.
Please keep tagging me in these.
They kill me, in a good way.
♪ She's a whore ♪
♪ I love it ♪
♪ She's a whore ♪
♪ I love it ♪
Okay, so the hands is...
take the hands.
I'm not even gonna to talk about it.
I'm not gonna talk about it.
I have hands.
I'm not gonna talk about it, next.
It's another hands one.
♪ Mustard on the beat ho ♪
♪ I was good on my own that's the way it was ♪
It's a good hand, okay.
That was a good hand.
Hey,
feel free to keep tagging me in other people's hand content.
I'm not opposed.
(laughs)
Sorry.
Everything is so ridiculous.
I was just about to say,
I'm not opposed to consuming other people's hand content.
What is happening?
What...
My world is so bizarre right now,
I'm talking about gay hand content.
I'm asking to be tagged in lesbian dick pics.
What!
I need to get a hold of myself,
♪ I'm erasing myself from the narrative ♪
♪ I put myself back in the narrative ♪
(laughs)
Having to do that (beep) all over again,
but on hard mode.
True!
This second time was way harder than the first time, why?
(upbeat music)
This one you guys have tagged me in a bunch.
♪ I got a new life ♪
♪ You would hardly recognize me ♪
♪ I'm so gay ♪
I mean, hello, welcome.
Welcome to this channel now.
@careful_wanderer had tagged me and said,
"Are you feeling as attacked as I am?"
Let's find out.
- I'm a potato.
- [Voiceover] You're a tomato.
- Potato? - [Voiceover] No.
- I thought you said I was a potato.
- [Voiceover] No you're a tomato
What are you?
- I'm a potato,.
- [Voiceover] What are you now?
I'm a potato.
(laughs)
- [Voiceover] What are you?
- [Voiceover] Tomato.
- Tomato.
(laughs)
- Oh, this audio is so cute.
This is everyone to me,
after I re-came out.
Everybody that I talked to is like,
yeah Alayna, like yeah,
obviously.
And I was just like, how is nobody surprised, but me?
- Listen, I don't know what kind of side
of TikTok I've arrived on.
But why is everybody figuring out
that they are lesbian in quarantine?
Why is this becoming a universal experience?
I've seen like at least seven women
who have figured out that they are lesbian in quarantine.
It's freaky.
I don't like it.
It's freaking me out.
What's going on?
- Can anybody explain it?
For me, it was having time to reflect,
being separated from my queer friends
and the queer pieces of my life
and consuming TikTok.
And now here we are just gay, gay, gay.
@Carlaba0 tagged me in this one
and said, "love you,"
love you too.
(upbeat music)
I love these ones.
(upbeat music)
(laughs)
(upbeat music)
Yes, yes.
Except this idea of going straight
from not knowing your sexuality to lesbian.
Is that a super common experience?
Let me know in the comments down below,
especially now knowing the things that I know
about compulsive heterosexuality.
I feel like for us,
women loving women out there,
it's a confusing time.
So let me know what your experience was
coming to terms with your sexuality
in the comments down below,
'cause I find this so interesting
that for some folks,
knowing your sexuality is like instantaneous,
like you just know you're gay,
or you just knew you were a lesbian,
or you knew that you were queer
and never had any attraction to the opposite gender.
Sexuality is such a spectrum.
And it's fascinating and it's beautiful.
Tell me your stories, please.
I love reading them in the comments.
Mariah Renee said,
"I'm sorry, I promise love is all I have for you, but,"
and then tagged me in this video.
- Sometimes I think I'm not bi, I'm just...
I'm a lesbian in denial.
(laughs)
(indistinct)
(laughs)
I can't believe I have to come out again.
It's not a phase mom, I promise.
Genius.
It's not a phase.
For so many people bisexuality is not a phase.
It is a real invalid sexuality.
And for some folks it's a stepping stone
and for others, it's a place where you thought you fit,
but it turns out you just don't.
Okay.
- I'm a potato.
- This audio again.
- Potato. - [Voiceover] No.
- I thought you said I was a potato.
- [Voiceover] No you're a tomato.
What are you?
- I'm a potato.
- [Voiceover] What are you though?
- Do you literally have a boyfriend?
(laughs)
- [Voiceover] Tomato. - Tomato.
(laughs)
- You can be gay if you want to,
you can be gay if you want to.
You person in TikTok and you person watching this,
you can be gay if you want to.
@idontknowwhatimdoinglikereally tagged me in this one
and hey, me too.
Relatable username, damn.
- So I joined TikTok as a bisexual in March,
and now I may raging homosexual who can't stop doing this.
I'm 27. - I'm 28.
- I can't be doing...
I'm doing this at work, like.
- I'm doing it at work too.
But at my work it's encouraged.
No, it's not.
Nobody is encouraging whatever just happened.
Let's do a couple from my likes.
So I've gone way back here.
And I'm just going to click through a few
and see if we can find which ones made me gay.
♪ Oh my God ♪
(laughs)
♪ Oh my God ♪
♪ Trying to convince me that I'm not ♪
Didn't we all do this?
Didn't we all do this
when we played the Sims?
All my Sims were gay.
All of them.
And if they weren't outright gay,
they were fiercely independent feminists
with a lot of close female friends or black widows.
That's this one.
(dramatic music)
- Did anyone tell the Amish?
(laughs)
- Didn't make me gay.
Did make me laugh out loud.
I'm a bad person.
- If I were one of the seven deadly sins.
I would be,
the one, the sex one.
(laughs)
- 'Cause I knew that all the time.
If I were one of the seven deadly sins,
I would be,
the one, the sex one.
(laughs)
- This is just gonna turn
into going through my TikTok likes.
I could do this for hours.
♪ All for the 'Gram ♪
♪ Bitches love the 'Gram ♪
♪ Oh, wait, shit ♪
♪ (upbeat music) ♪
- Okay, Alayna, focus, focus,
we're doing TikToks that made you gay.
I will do more,
just like sharing my tech talk likes videos with you guys,
because, I can do this for hours,
but I'd rather do it with you
than just, you know, by myself.
Oh, I remember this one.
I know this one just from the little thumbnail.
I must've watched this,
a couple hundred times,
50 times, more,
100 times, more, 500 times, more.
♪ Excuse me, her name is Margo ♪
♪ Margo ♪
♪ Not Marco or mango, ♪
♪ Wells Far No, no, no, no ♪
♪ No, no, no, no ♪
♪ Yes, someone said Wells Fargo ♪
♪ They call me Tiago, yeah ♪
♪ I don't know who's Margo, Margo ♪
♪ I just hit this lotto ♪
♪ Excuse me, her name is Margo ♪
♪ Margo ♪
- I am so attracted to something about this TikTok.
(laughs)
♪ They call me Tiago ♪
♪ Excuse me, her name is Margo ♪
♪ Margo ♪
♪ Not Marco or mango, Wells Far' ♪
♪ No, no, no, no ♪
♪ Yes, someone said Wells Fargo ♪
♪ They call me Tiago yeah ♪
♪ I don't know who's Margo, Margo ♪
♪ I just hit this lotto ♪
I can't, recover,
fast enough,
to form a sentence.
♪ We are not the same hoe ♪
♪ We are not the same ♪
♪ We are not the same hoe ♪
♪ We are not the same ♪
♪ We are not the same hoe ♪
♪ We are not the same ♪
♪ We are not the same hoe ♪
♪ We are not the same ♪
oh, this one too.
Oh, no, is this?
I don't know if we can show you it's really.
I also just drooled over this.
(laughs)
I don't really consume thirst traps.
Thirst trap content is like not the content
that I'm drawn to,
except for these two videos.
(upbeat music)
♪ You know I'm grade A ♪
♪ Ya boyfriend wanna B me ♪
♪ You go outta your way ♪
♪ To make sure you don't C me ♪
♪ You should break up with your boyfriend ♪
♪ You should break up with ♪
♪ You should ♪
♪ you should ♪
It's this TikTok ♪ You know I'm grade A ♪
♪ Ya boyfriend wanna B me ♪
♪ You go outta your way ♪
♪ To make sure you don't C me ♪
♪ You should break up with your boyfriend ♪
This TikTok made me gay.
Do you hear that?
Listen to the words. ♪ You know I'm grade A ♪
♪ Ya boyfriend wanna B me ♪
♪ You go outta your way ♪
♪ To make sure you don't C me ♪
♪ You should break up with your boyfriend ♪
I watched that too many times.
I was gonna say in the subliminal messaging got to me.
That's not subliminal.
That's just the straight up messaging, got to me.
Did we just solve it?
TikTok didn't make me gay.
That TikTok made me gay.
Oh, no. Also, this person.
♪ Monday, I dress like a skater ♪
♪ Tuesday, I dress like a hater ♪
♪ Wednesday, I dress like a piece of shit ♪
♪ Thursday, I dress like a player ♪
♪ And when it comes to my clothes ♪
♪ Bitch, I do it like a pro ♪
I'm telling you if you're questioning your sexuality.
TikTok is the place.
TikTok is the place for you.
I think that's where I'm gonna end it.
Thank you so much for coming along with me
on that, journey.
Drink.
Let me know in the comments
if you want more videos like this,
I love filming these TikTok reaction videos,
even though they are instantly demonetized,
there are a lot of fun.
And like in honor of Jenna marbles,
because, damn,
and as always an extra special,
thank you to my VIP patrons,
my vitally important producers.
All of you are the reason that I can do what I do,
especially on videos like these,
where they immediately get copyright claimed,
and I don't make any money off of them.
Follow me on TikTok if you aren't already,
I love you very much
and I'll see you in the next one.
Bye.
We deserve to laugh a little,
maybe cringe at our past self,
which seems to be the new norm.
And I just realized that I'm setting my future self up
for cringing by wearing shirts like this,
currently, that's good.
Future Alayna, you can have this one.
You're welcome for the smile.