I think I had a nightmare or some shit.
You know what I'm sayin'?
I just woke up like, "Sweet Lord ..." And I was goin' through a bunch of shit around
that time.
I was just like, "Sweet Lord, please have mercy.
Baby Jesus, please save us."
You know what I'm sayin', 'cause I feel like the world needs saving.
Not just from like a religious standpoint, obviously.
But just like, the world is fucked up, bro, like help!
I freestyle all my shit, but I write it down, 'cause I be forgettin' it.
Everybody like to say they freestyle all their shit ... A lot of niggas do really be freestyling
all that shit, but I ain't afraid to say I write a little bit too.
You feel me?
It's kinda like the genie, three wishes.
You know what I'm sayin'?
So, I done asked for forgiveness a million times.
When you gotta get down on your knees, you know what I'm sayin'?
Be like, come on!
Look out for your boy, 'cause we goin' through it right now.
The big man upstairs be lookin' out.
I'm favored.
I got a crib now, but it ain't no stupid shit.
I need some stupid.
I done been in some stupid cribs, you feel me?
Like them joints would just be like, "Damn!
This shit crazy!"
Like you gotta be careful of that energy you put out there man, 'cause that shit come back.
I done got hit with too many jabs in life, you know what I'm saying.
Like my grandmother passed, my granddad passed, my little brother got like 30 years in prison.
Like I was just getting hit.
My car was gettin' towed and shit.
Like it was just so much shit, I was failin', flunkin' out of school and shit.
It was just so much shit just hittin' me back to back.
But like, Mike Tyson, bounce back.
You know what I'm sayin'?
You gotta take those L's and turn that shit into a W
Whenever somebody around me complaining, I'm like, "Nigga, what the fuck is you complaining
for?
Stop bitching my nigga."
My little brothers in prison, bro.
I be telling him about the shit I be going through in this rap shit every now and then,
and he just reminds me like, "Yo, bro.
I'm in prison.
I'm in maximum security prison my nigga, and one, you're outside.
You're living your life and you're living your dream, bro."
You know what I'm saying?
Everything in life is just all about perspective.
I remember Conner was telling me, he was on tour with somebody.
I forgot, and his homies broke into the headliner's room and took they shit.
You know what I'm saying?
So, just everybody around me just got to be solid.
I gotta make sure everybody around me is just on point doing what they supposed to be doing.
Cooking crack, as in music.
Music is the new crack.
That's inauguration 'cause I'm cooking crack.
You know, like Ronald Reagan who was a president who flooded the streets with crack, who make
cocaine for real.
I learned that I got divine timing and to learn that I have divine timing, it took me
to be patient.
It took a lot of patience to learn that my timing is divine and it's just all about just
... I just like everything to be organic, man.
If it don't feel right and natural, I don't be forcing shit.
Literally saying stay sober.
Like, nigga you must be drunk trying to fuck with me with these bars.
You feel me?
On this rap shit.
I don't think nobody fuck with me in this rap shit.
From traveling, to being an artist, to the bitches, to the cars.
Even though I had bitches before this rap shit, don't get it twisted.
And like all that, these are things that we pray, these are things ... I'm talking about
the vices, temptations and everything that came with this music shit, but that's the
shit that I prayed over.
Niggas be talkin'.
I hate chatty Patty's.
I don't even like venting to people too much 'cause I don't know.
'Cause I feel like when you vent to other people, they might fuck around and tell everybody.
So you think you finessing me you spinning me when really I'm spinning you.
You feel me?
You gotta play dumb on niggas sometimes.
Hugh Hefner had a great life, even though I ain't gonna like maybe Hugh Hefner was on
some fuck ass shit, too, though.
I can't even lie.
He was on some fuck ass shit.
But, just in the grand scheme of things it seemed like he had a great life.
And he, it's crazy, he died right before niggas was getting exposed for all that fuck shit.
He died right past that, right before that shit.
The nigga was like, "Peace, niggas. I'm gone."