I'm so excited for food excuse me
there bill he's hungry he's hungry
thanks for that you just shout it once
the restaurant to say was heading great
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okay yeah I've never been in a long-term
relationship yeah I get ghosted a lot if
you don't want to see me ever again just
say you don't want ever see me again I'm
happy with that I have no idea where I'm
single I did at points used to think
there has to be something about me that
is putting people off I've gotten to a
point with my relationship status oh I
don't know how to fix it I don't know
what to do I know it's just like all the
false pretense assembly was going to
happen and then we never see him again
no exactly it's difficult because you
have to go through life with not having
a cheerleader and I have that with my
family and my friends but they cannot
give you a cut or at the end of the
night because people say to me like are
you thirsty but it's kind of like I
wouldn't buy hands without a roof yeah
for front door and those kind of like
basic things that you really want in a
person
that makes sense yeah what's your like
five-year plan
I'd like to get my own house and I'd
like to be married but a couple of years
ago like something happens which like
put me off just meeting people it for a
long time and basically I went on a
night out yeah with work yeah I got
talking to this guy and we were in a
nightclub he went the smoking area and
he was sat in the corner and I just saw
her go over and talk to him
tattoo was gold chain like all yay and
like a bit of blood on him so so I just
thought you had a nosebleed
I went back to him right didn't know
much about him and until weeks later my
friend for me was they got antony as
they pictures on the news you wanted an
emergen career as like war two turns of
the guy I went home with had killed
someone and nights an hour before I went
on within killed him at one and I went
back to his a tool
I was like the only witness to like his
mental state in her and I wondered why
he never takes a bath then the piece is
like oh we arrested in jail yeah Jesus
at first I thought it was funny I was
like oh my god and then I was just like
affected me so then that popped me off
oh my god three four years they it took
me like a long time to trust people like
yeah yeah I spent eight hours with him
in his house after he'd stop someone to
have I could have been killed
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for you I think it's probably has
affected me more than what I think it of
so tell me now if who killed anyone I
have not killed he's on the tables gonna
kill a no I've never felt the
overwhelming need to kill another
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you