When you think about the first time that we met, what do you remember?
I remember being on a shit ton of mushrooms, and being 21 years old
and I remember you dropping down on your knees in front of me and grabbing my waist and
me being in total shock at who was this guy and
you just being really cute and
total magic, just remember being so blown away by who you were and what I saw
you to be in such a quick moment of time that it seemed that
the facts of our meeting, in the words of Brock Travis,
were completely inconsequential to the amount of feeling that I felt in the moment and
that I needed to pay attention and I did
and then I remember knowing I was moving out to Atlanta five days later after meeting you
Am I the best sex you've ever had?
Yup
One of the things that just blew me away about you, and still continues to just blow me away about you
is what an amazingly erotic and sexual human being you are
you are the sexiest, most profound lover I have ever met
Thank you
What are you scared to tell me?
If I'm scared of something to tell you that's kind of the signal that I need to tell you something
Oh! There's one thing I can think of
Oh no
what did you buy?!
I snuck back and got the night stands!
And they're in the storage locker!
And I felt awful
but I figured you'd thank me for it later
It's gonna be so pretty
I know, I know, our home is going to be so beautiful, I'm excited
And it's totally in the budget
Do you think I'm ready to be a parent? Why or why not?
There's not an aspect of it that I don't see you not ready to embrace. Whether it's listening,
whether it's admitting that maybe you didn't do something quite right and trying to do it better next time
whether it's just making sure this child feels so unconditionally loved and supported
there's not an aspect of parenting that I dont feel like,
If you don't already innately have inside of your being, that you aren't ready to just ebb and flow into
So yeah, I think you're ready to be a parent
What scares you the most about being a mother?
Um, that somehow I can recreate, somehow I would be capable of recreating
anything close to the dynamic that I have with my mother
that somehow, you know, through whatever interaction
that I could have a child that didn't want to be close to me when reached adulthood
or when they gained an independent mind
and I'm so ashamed about how I feel about my mom that it's so scary to think of
a child that could ever feel that way about me
How do you feel about coming secondary to the baby?
Should there be some kind of a physiological
change, that happens from hormones and oxytocin flooding and everything else
that you just, your center, the center of your world does in fact become this baby
Yeah, I'll definitely feel sad, and a little bit left out and um, not quite as much the center of your world
and, we have been through so much
and I know that we will get back to this
maybe it's 3 months, maybe it's 6 months, maybe it's a year
but we know how to climb back up this hill and get back here
and i'll do that as many times as I have to
You're the most important person in the world to me