I almost died at birth so I’m a miracle baby so I believe that I was given power,
extra powers, superhuman power.
So I’ve always just known what I’m going to do.
I’ve always just known who I was, I got very lucky with that.
But I also moved out the day I turned 16 alone.
Just found my own job, paid for everything.
Dropped out of school, did it online and just kind of left home and went for it.
So I kind of grew up really fast
It just feels like hypocritical to be judged for your past because everyone has a past
and I don’t think you can that you haven’t done all the same things I’ve done.
You’re way older than me, I’m a very young woman, 19, how much could I have screwed up
yet?
There’s not that much room.
Probably me more than others.
But, it was frustrating to feel like I was being judged because when you’re with someone
as long as they haven’t hurt you in that relationship then you can’t really say anything
to them
Slut-shaming has got to stop.
Like no more, we are done with it.
Stop.
It’s not a thing anymore.
Well most people think I escape to the beach while Megan Fox is rubbing oils on me but
I really I just kind of escape somewhere beautiful like a garden with roses or maybe like unicorns
and stuff.
Just somewhere else.
So this is kind of about, obviously I know I have other options out there, I can do this,
I can do that but I don’t want to and that’s showing how much I care about you which is
why it’s frustrating when you know you’re actually trying for someone.
Like you know you are and they're just acting as if you’ve done nothing.
It’s very frustrating when you know you’re putting in the work.
And I think that kind of has a double meaning if you know what I mean.
I mean you were thinking it though!
It’s like I’m really trying for this person and I don’t ever really try for anyone so
that says a lot.
I purposefully left “I said I’m here to stay but I need to get away,” in the song
because “Stay” was about him and that was when we first started dating.
So it's kind of like that was my big song, this is my next single, it's kind of telling
a story of how the relationship’s going and it’s very honest.
All my songs are about real stories and they’re all based on true events in my life so it’s
just kind of putting it out there for the fans to let them know, “You guys out there
should be honest with yourselves about who you are because we’re out here being vulnerable
and being honest with you too.”
If you’re going through something, if I'm going through something, the only way I can
get over it and get it out of my head is if I write a song about it and if I just get
it out and write the song, I can move on from that thing.