okay
i just wake up good morning
my voice is so cracky uh what's that
okay so it's currently 9 30.
i allowed myself today to sleep much
longer than i usually do
i sleep i slept about like
i don't know 10 hours i guess
because i was so tired yesterday and i
decided to kind of like allow myself to
sleep longer than i usually do
i get asked quite a lot about my age i
turn 20
on fourth of april zero four zero four i
think it's pretty easy to remember
anyways i got asked quite a lot
do you live alone no i don't live alone
i don't i live with my family
but the thing is our household is very
free
so we don't have to have food together
or we don't have like any strict rules
in our family
we have food whenever we're hungry
everybody has their own schedule
and we all are pretty busy so it's
really hard for us to like come together
and eat something
and that day i woke up at 9 00 a.m or so
and i made myself a breakfast and i had
that
i love calm and chill mornings i really
hate rushing in the morning so i always
wake up early
whenever i have like something i plan
that day which i always have
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after having my breakfast i decided to
make myself some marshmallows and i
danced without no reason i guess i was
happy that i'm turning 20.
in japan like the legal age is 20 so i
waited so
long for this day yep
after having my marshmallow my brother
came
in
my brother said that he realized
something very important on otakon titan
so we watched
this scene again and again and discussed
about the scene
after discussing that we had random talk
and
we died over laughing
i've been procrastinating on
the bed for so freaking long time
i have the shower i have to do my makeup
i have to change my clothes
i have to do a bunch of stuff but i'm
like oh
oh i'm just laying on my
bed ah
but at least it was fun procrastination
so and i also
like had so many coffees today
okay so now i just got out of the shower
and now
i'm gonna do my makeup and come back
it's currently
3 p.m we will leave the house at 4
30 or 4 p.m i'm not really sure so i
will be
listening some audiobooks while
listening my makeup why i'm doing this
so i finished my makeup i'm going to dry
my hair and change my clothes
and yeah do i look cute
i think i look cute so yeah i think i'll
be reading some books
i guess i'm currently trying to remember
german again because i haven't been like
talking in german for
so long time so i'm like reading
random german books that i have in my
room
after reading some books it's time to go
to the restaurant
since i don't really eat that much
turkish food in our home
i wanted to show you guys some turkish
foods
this is one of our favorite turkish
restaurants
foreign
doesn't look like this this is kind of
like a chef's
special ichikrafta or something and i
tasted that
of course it is very very delicious
we had also like dolma
and then after that we had la majun
which most of the foreign people call it
turkish pizza
i ate like lahmajun in one of my vlogs
as well i guess if you're planning to
visit turkey
try it i don't think that you i don't
think that you'll regret that
i don't know why but every single time i
eat something delicious i kind of like
turn which i realize when i'm editing
after that we had some pide which is a
flat bread
baked with toppings in stone oven this
one was with cheese
i am lactose intolerant but i had it
anyways
and then we we ordered different types
of kebabs and also kind of like a steaky
thing
we always order different meals and
share it
because we want to taste everything
since my mom is a chef
we're like really picky when it comes to
food except my
dad my dad eats everything
this one was very good very very good
especially oh my god
um
after that we ordered injury
which is a dessert made from thick and
then we had
soup lodge which was just kind of like a
rice pudding dutch and also
irmi was which is semolina
halwa i don't know how to read that
but it's kind of like a turkish
traditional dessert
which made from semolina flour butter
pine nuts and syrup i really love that
i first taste this like fig kind of like
a dessert
but i don't really love that it was like
so different from what i expected
this was one i this was my first time
ever trying
injured utmasu i don't know if you guys
ever tasted
and i tasted dutch is one of my favorite
as i said and this suit
specially was so freaking freaking
freaking freaking good
oh my god that was so delicious though
had that semolina halva as well it was
good
nothing special but it was delicious
though
and i came back to this fig kind of
thing
and i remembered that i don't love it
and i stopped eating that
after that we had random talk with my
family and we had some
chai which is a turkish tea and
in the downstairs of the restaurant they
have like a turkish traditional
food market kind of thing where you can
buy traditional things
we came back to home i'm so
freaking full right now look at my tummy
so i think i'll remove my makeup change
my clothes make myself a cup of tea
and then plan what i'm gonna do through
the night because i have a lot of things
to do i have to study i have to edit i
have to study and edit and edit and edit
so yeah it's currently thursday and i'm
gonna be uploading a video
on saturday but i haven't started the
video yet i haven't
filmed it yet so i have to do that
i'm so tired i just wanna sleep
but i have a lot of things to do so i'm
gonna be doing them
oh
i just like kind of feel weird turning
20.
i'm just like jumping into my 20s which
makes me
feel kind of like weird i have so many
dreams and i have like big dreams and
big projects that are in my head that i
want to accomplish and all that stuff
but
the most important thing is i
want to really ah okay i'm being i'm
being emotional
just shut up so let me just
talk about very racist comment that i
got on youtube somebody said like
without makeup i look like indonesian
and i'm not even white so i'm not
beautiful
like what the so firstly
indonesians
like any ethnicity in the world are
beautiful
and secondly why am i supposed to be
white in order to be beautiful
like i'm not saying why people are ugly
or something but
white people asian people black people
or
any ethnicity in the world is beautiful
like
why why do i need to be white in order
to be beautiful
why do you consider like you look like
indonesian
is like an assault like why i just like
hate every single word of the comment
that i got
i was like so pissed off to that comment
like people are really thinking in that
way
off this is not the channel that
you want to be in
if you're racist and you're watching my
videos just off um