i
Think the most challenging part, is knowing who's actually here for me because i don't want to make the same mistake as i did sorry
after the breakup, was re all of the girls were by, my side and
They, were my biggest supporters so today i just need, my friends to help, me figure all of this out
Okay, you guys i am so freakin extend
Is that you're here i have missed you i missed my girls i think i've needed this it's been a lot of men
What are we doing today we're going to the spa we're going to
So the guys, don't know. That you'll be here today, so i'm i'm actually really excited to have you be my
Extra eyes and ears and i know you'll, ask the right questions for all of them and so today you guys are meeting six guys
But we do have one guy today
Tia colton, who's colton, yeah
Well they you guys can't you dated and so yeah wait he's, gonna be on the deep sling, oh?
Yeah, yeah, so with him he was on the last, group date last week and he actually came to me and told me right
Away and it was before the artists, we didn't even started airing he told, you he was going on the show
Yeah, and then you guys ended at. That point, yeah, was he thinking that i saw
You might be the bachelorette, is what yeah i'm sure yeah, and?
i don't want you to be like upset and
tormented over that
So becca do you feel, like, this is something that you can. You, pass or is it
deal-breaker for you um
iii honestly didn't know up until i talked to tia ideally i wanted to down, yes mean you together i
Think if this wasn't even a thing i feel like i would really, like colton if it's gonna
Be weird for you today to be with all of us and him like i don't know. Anywhere
Yeah, you guys, want me to guys, yeah
With colton i am concerned i don't really know. Anything about colton at. This point
So, my special clients my girlfriend
I turn the corner and tia was sitting there i follow
This is one of my worst nightmares that played out okay, you guys caroline see ya i really
Don't think i'm gonna, be able to relax and enjoy the day
David you could, tell she was a little shaken and nervous at the beginning as was i this is a little more than?
What i expected colton so seeing him, again in this situation is just a little nerve-racking, like he's a great guy
We had a great time together and even though there are any hard feelings between, me and colton like it's just so weird
There is an elephant in the room right now and it's amongst you girls
We didn't have to introduce ourselves to each other i mean you're the only one who knew that how
you feeling given the situation like i
Don't know what we're, gonna do this is kind of an, awkward position, fair right
an, awkward position for her and i
Hugged her hey nice to see you
Again i it was like she was smiling she smiled at me i smother her i mean i wasn't expecting to see her
Um i want to talk to you, quick, is that okay, you go around corners
There's just so many unknowns in regards to that relationship and i mean i've heard colton his side of the story
But i really need to sit down with tia because i don't know if i can trust that
Hopefully he is here for me for the right reasons how are you feeling i mean after seeing him and i think he probably
Was way, worse i'm right i mean i was nervous the last time, we saw?
Each other this, wasn't the scenario at all but
The most we did was kiss?
And we never really, had like an established
Conversation, about what, we were we just nuke, like, he told me early, like within a few, days of?
Talking, to him he told me about applying for the show
I, was just like, what are the odds of you actually making it major i was like, okay you know
What so say that i know you applied, for the show, and we stopped talking?
What's what, is that accomplish like, you're in denver in arkansas like whatever, we might as, well?
stay friends
do you think you just hope he knows you i
mean
Probably really go ahead i mean, also a very big possibility yeah and oh, my god no?
I hope you feel here for you i guess time will tell
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