- Qualities that I admire about my BAE,
I just love the fact that he's never made me look stupid.
I've had a lot of that in the past,
in my past relationships.
But I haven't look stupid not once.
And it's been two years, so that's a blessing, you know?
So, you know, hopefully it'll stay that way.
I was in LA one day, and we were all in a studio session.
We were trying to make another song.
For some reason, I just had Butterflies Part One,
I had that melody on my head.
So, I was just like, man, I love that song so much.
It's my favorite song from my EP.
It would be so dope if I could like,
kinda make a continuation of the love story
and kinda like give an update on how we're doing
because sometimes later on in a relationship,
it's like things go left.
And, you know, things ain't all that good no more.
But I mean, I can still say that I still feel the same way.
I still feel the same butterflies.
Just imagine being in a toxic relationship for five years,
and you think that that's right.
But then, all of a sudden,
a person that you met two months ago come in,
and it's just like you feel like you've never felt before.
So when I say that he made everything bright again,
it was like a refreshing love feeling.
It was like a brand new love.
Okay, so here's the thing.
I was still getting over my ex, or trying to,
and he was still getting over his ex.
He was hesitant, and he was scared.
Like, he didn't wanna fall in love with anyone else.
Truthfully, as his friend,
I was just there to support him with however he felt.
I mean, if he didn't want to, that's fine.
Like, I still would be there to support him,
but, you know, I got that effect, you know. (laughs)
When I say fight, I don't mean actually fight, now.
I don't mean fight, but fight as in it rhymed.
It rhymed with vibes.
So, you know, have disagreements, have debate,
or just wake up on the wrong side of the bed one day.
Through all of that, still at the end of the night,
I can be like, we can cuddle up again, you know?
Like, it's still the love there.
We still there.
We still got it.
I met my manager, which is his sister.
From the moment I met her, we all went everywhere together
like trying to sign to different labels.
He went to all my interviews.
We did one vacation,
and that was in Jamaica for the first time.
I was always scared to go out the country,
but we went together,
and it was like the most amazing experience ever.
It was just me and him, and it felt like,
like, you know, no kids.
Oh my God, it was amazing.
So, I would like to go many more places with him.
Diamonds under pressure was just like a metaphor for,
you know, through hard times, remain solid,
solid as a rock, you know, a diamond.
And turn the pain into pleasure,
honestly, (laughs) I don't know.
It just rhymed, and it kind of went,
you know, turn the pain into pleasure.
I mean, yeah, it turned my pain into pleasure,
and I'm sure I've done the same for him.
You know, sometimes when you're arguing,
you make up, and it turns into pleasure
(laughs) you know what I mean?
We've talked about marriage before.
I feel like we still,
in a way, we're still every day getting to know each other.
I don't wanna rush by putting a title on it
like, oh, I just want a ring so bad,
or I wanna be your wife so bad.
I feel like that will come in due time.
I don't mind waiting, you know,
'cause I rushed into my first one,
so I ain't really trying to do that
'cause I want no more divorces.
So, as long as we take our time,
I feel like, you know, it'll be good.
If something's wrong with me, he knows it,
and I don't have to say anything.
If we're around a bunch of people, and I'm uncomfortable,
he knows how to slowly take me out that situation.
He just brings a lot of wisdom to the table.
He's older than me, so, just by a couple years.
But things that I don't think about
because sometimes I'm like a really impulsive person.
Sometimes I just act off of emotion,
and I do things that,
sometimes I don't make the best decisions, you know?
And he comes in and balances it out.
At the end of Butterflies Part One,
I kind of was questioning it.
In the first Butterflies Part One,
I said I just wanna know would you catch me if I fall?
And I'm answering my question.
I said safe to say,
I know that you'll catch me when I fall 'cause I know now.
He told me yeah already.
So, I got you here, and I'm gonna give it my all.
It's nothing dangerous.
Well, it is something dangerous about being in love,
but as of now, it's not.
Dangerously in love, just kind of playing off
of Beyonce's song "Dangerously in Love,"
how she was expressing her love for someone.
And I don't ever want to leave.
I mean, I don't.
I don't.
When you got a good thing, you don't wanna leave it.
I'm here in Atlanta, and we're quarantined here,
but obviously the governor just opened up some things.
But we're still quarantined, and I don't care.
I'm not going out there and risking it for nothing.
I've been in the house with my kids.
They don't go to school or daycare,
so I have to play mom, disciplinary,
teacher, and it's Lord have mercy.
Oh my Lord, you need a lot of patience to be a teacher.
Teachers should get paid a lot, like a lot more.