Hello and welcome to the cooking show extraordinaire babble and bake
This is the very first
Official
Babble and bake in my very own apartment look at that plant look at that plant
Look at that pot look at this pink tile. It's so cute
One of the main reasons why I bought this apartment is because the kitchen and the bathroom has this like super horrible pink tile this
Is so me. This is this is screaming buy me anyway here
We are in the apartment isn't this a good time today. I'm going to be making brownies
Something I've made myself
About forty thousand times I am a gigantic brownie fan
I will take brownies over cake cupcake cookies ice cream. I will take brownies over all of that any day
I'm a brownie boy
That's actually like a really cute name the brownie boy isn't that something that has to do with the Boy Scouts?
Anyways, I am a brownie boy, and I'm going to be making brownies today. I've actually yet to bake anything in my kitchen
I haven't baked anything so this is the first time I've baked anything in here it might be a little bit problematic
But we will see what happens
Topic wise I asked you guys what you guys wanted me to talk about and I got a lot of varying things
But nothing like super specifically so I picked up three things that I thought I would just chat about you know
Just talk about like we always do on a Wednesday video a good old babble the first thing and the thing that you guys
guys really wanted to know about was my mental health
And how I am doing which is very sweet of y'all to care because that actually means a lot to me because I do live
by myself and sometimes I do forget that people care. I'm sorry. There's a truck outside
There's also someone like mowing the lawn or like blowing 35 hair dryers
There's just constantly noise in the city, and I really live in the city, so it's I'm sorry if you hear stuff
So let's talk about my mental health, and how I am doing. I'm actually
Pretty okay. I get why you guys want to know because I'm sure that you guys are gonna be in a similar situation
situation very soon or right now or in a year and you guys kind of want to know what you're gonna be like mentally
mentally but I'm kind of in a very weird mental state if I'm going to be very honest. It's super hard to explain
Side note. You know what's super good
Just the brownie powder so good I'm making Baker
Joseph's gluten-free chocolate chip brownie mix from Trader Joe's love me some Trader Joe's to sum up
How I feel mentally right now, I feel like I'm in a video game
Everything I do feels
Super surreal like I'm just gonna wake up one day and everything not
Really be here, and I've been tweeting about it a bit
It feels like I'm invisible, but at the same time
It feels like everyone's staring at me because I'm the only person on earth and it also feels a little bit like
Anything I did would have no
Consequences that sounds super weird, but like it feels like I'm in a video game
so like it feels like I could throw that chair right there out of my window and like my window would just like regenerate and
like nothing would happen I go in and out of this weird mental state where nothing feels real and
Everything just feels like it's not actually happening
I don't necessarily feel bad. It just is
Weird it's different. It's not something I'm used to. 1/4 cup of oil
I think I- Yay
Conan did buy little measuring cups good job, Conan
Here we go
I had my very first class yesterday and
It just kind of felt like it wasn't really happening
the teacher was talking and I was super out of it and people were talking to me and I was super out of it
Like I tweeted the other day like why does everyone sound like they're speaking in the sims language like it
Just feels like I'm the only person on earth
But I think it's just- that's just kind of the way that being in a city feels
cause there's so many people you feel like you're just like this tiny little ant in this giant world
I'm very happy. I'm very happy
I'm super happy because this is like everything I ever wanted in life, but it's just super
Surreal for sure as far as I can tell from all my other college student friends
I think this is just how everyone feels when they first move
It feels like nothing is actually happening and you're just kind of this weird floating rock
It's an odd state of being and I think it's going to pass pretty soon
It comes and goes and I think it's just kind of a normal emotion to feel when you're
going through something as dramatic as moving from a tiny town into the middle of Los Angeles
Mixy mixy burh burh burh bur-
Oh
So good. I love brownies
Living alone is my favorite thing in the whole wide world
because you can be a weirdo goofball which I am normally anyways and
No one can see you except for the hundreds of people who could probably see into your window from their apartments
I might just eat all this brownie batter right now. You know what we need to do
We need to add more chocolate chips because if there's anything I know about brownies. Is that the more chocolate chips
the better.
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Next topic y'all wanted me to talk about
Let's check music you guys wanted me to talk about music so if you follow me on Twitter
You will know that I am currently in the execution of working on my EP the EP is gonna be
Probably four to six songs maybe more all the songs are already written, but we haven't even touched production yet
So the EP isn't gonna come out anytime soon. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry
Hopefully within like the next
Four to six months the EP will be out and that would be a music video hopefully with one of the singles and all these single
releases and it's so exciting and we're working on contracts right now, and it's PAH *punch*
That's how I feel about it like literally all I ever think about non-stop is writing music
It's all I ever think about writing music all the time. I'm writing music on the toilet. I'm writing music in the shower
I'm writing music during class. I'm writing music as I'm walking around. I'm writing music as I'm eating. It's just that's a constant
thing for me, and I can't wait to show you guys some of the other music that I'm making and it's exciting and it's
Just this is al;sdkfj mm. omg I'm so excited, and I think you guys are going to really like the music
I'm not gonna say anything about the music other than I really love it lil conan had a lil crush on someone and it definitely
Ruined his life, so he wrote a couple songs about it. There's also gonna be a lot of your favorites
That's all I'm gonna say you guys don't be sneaky
probably put this
in
a thingamuhjugger
we need to grease we do need to grease okay
Let's do that grease lemon ah soy sauce the last topic you guys wanted me to talk about what?
Going to beat you with this stick of butter whoever is out there blowing some leaves, just leave 'em just leave the leaves
It's fine. I'm fine with them
Just leave the leaves the last topic y'all wanted me to talk about was UCLA and what that's like I'm going to be
Completely honest with you. I had my very first classes
Yesterday yeah yesterday, and I was really bored
I think that high school gives you this false expectation that like college classes
Are going to be super exciting?
But you know college classes are kind of like high school classes
The thing that's exciting about college is like moving out and meeting new people
But the classes themselves I was like meh although
It is different in the sense that like you get to actually pick what you're taking
And you're not being forced to like
be in some math class if you don't want to be in a math class which is super cool and
Yesterday was just syllabus day
So we were literally just going over like a paper that we had already printed out and had already read
It was just like a boring
Syllabus day like you know with whatever. I'm sure it's going to get much more exciting
I'm really nervous about having homework, but I haven't gotten any homework yet. Hopefully when I start getting a lot more homework
I can still be making regular videos for you guys
And I can still be making my music
The thing that I found most exciting about going to college so far has just been like the change in environment and the change in
People that I meet and how just diverse and different
UCLA is compared to my town in Texas
I was one of very very very few Asians at my school and here it's mostly
Asians and here there's people of different gender orientations and sexualities and
Races and homes where they're from and it's an incredible thing to be surrounded by people who
are different I love that so much going to high school I was so used to
certain types of people
So I loved being able to be myself in that it not have to be like a fight for me to be myself
Because although I was myself while I was living in Texas. It was a constant battle of
Sneers and insults and just bad stuff so yeah overall. I'm a very happy boy
if you are an
unconventional human living in a environment where everyone wants you to be a certain way though be yourself fight it because
If you're not gonna do it who else is gonna
I don't blame the kids from my high school for being that way
it was the way that we were raised it was the society that the parents taught their kids and those kids taught their kids but
people who are
enigmas in their environments we need to do our best to show the world that we are who we are and the ignorance and
Being rude just isn't tolerable fight them, but being yourself time to put this in the oven. I'm so excited. I really hope this works
They're done, let's give it a taste
Goodbye I am so good. I love my brownies like slightly undercooked fudgy
God bless where my brownies invented. Anyways that is the end of this babble and bake
I'm going to eat a lot more of these brownies in the comments below
I would love to hear what you guys think about what I talked about today
And if you're a college student you also
feel the same weird feeling I'm feeling as well because maybe that will give a little bit of
Consolidation to other college students who also feel like they're living in a weird video game where nothing is real
I hope that you enjoyed this babble and bake
I hope you enjoy the babble and bake in my new kitchen and thank you so much for watching my videos it means the whole
World to me, so thank you. I'll see you guys in a few days with a brand new video. God bless and goodbye
man i love conans outro so much also this was my first time doing a CC for a video it was ajsld; worth it cause conans great and everyone should be able to understand his videos
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