you wanna hear something really
crazy
it was a student just the other day who
said that my problem
if one's nature is a problem rather than
just problematic
right as i see things in terms of
victory or death and not just victory
but total victory
that's true you always have when inside
the victory don't bother
the only thing we're doing is impossible
right everything else is gray
and you're born as a man with the nerves
of a soldier the apprehension of an
angel to lift the phrase but there's no
use for it here
where's the use for it well you're said
to be a philosopher or a king or a
shakespeare and this is all they
give you this
what 20 odd years of school which is all
instruction on how to be ordinary
they'll kill you and they
will
you know and then it's a career right
which is just not the same thing as
existence so
i want unlimited things i want
everything i want a real love
a real house a real
thing to do every day and i just
i'd just rather die if i don't get it
did i just say that out loud
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