so I just received an email here daily
they have confirmed that I have been both on to another flight on the 16th of June
hi cutie pie good morning darling so I'm packing my bag it's ready to go excuse me
she's no no no what you doing what you doing one helping you what dr. Dunn darling darling
darling darling what are you doing unpacking no I'm packing I said not unpacking why not
babe I'm a bit babe babe babe oh really okay darling darling darling I need to
pack okay because I need to leave but guess what guess what you're coming to UK in like
less than three weeks I see that a smile I see assuming none of that my flight is booked for
today I need to leave okay darling don't be cheap she says it's excuse me I see that hand
you're crazy no no no naughty have a good idea yeah good idea I take this
shirt used to pray in your Cologne and I wear it to the airport is that a heck yeah
yeah yeah girl blue de Chanel I believe the chef netted a brazen fellow as well
yes thank you it's happening I not even putting makeup on because I know I'm gonna cry it off
say that baby I'm so can my darling Cathy hey hey lit up it's like three weeks yeah
quick formulate yeah are you gonna make my shacking what
you made my chiny a little bit what wasn't you
breaking news she's breaking up with me at the airport guys she hates me I'm canceling
my flight piece what would you do find out my first flight actually I canceled it myself
just because I couldn't bear to be away from you for another couple of days you'd be very
happy this is the third bracelet I bought Monica that is broken oh so it's like it's
like the infinity logo it's just like bad luck for us geez what it's made out of that
right cars all loaded up baby thank you so much for having me to stay
you know allows you miss you sometimes Mele sword Nelly's like don't go hey
I'm just gonna let Keaton head for the best oh hey tink baby how long that's do we got
so I'm back that was meant to keep Monica company
we're gonna get yelled at why'd you get
I'm gonna cry
and that is soaking wet
why would I
I like secondary tears all over me see the thing is mods like the most emotional person
I'm like the least emotional hopefully on like supersize and I don't need you
I cried
Oh
he's so happy to be with me down is that why you cryin over yours thank you so excited you can't
control it help me okay the next flight and this is an example of how I get cheated guys hashtag
justice really yeah I got in trouble yeah the college driver it's like oh call the driver
when your phone was on the feet then hi a time favorite iend me - great you're still beautiful
you just look like an akuna little bit that's okay so I have got through security now and two checks
in I'm waiting actually there's a fastest checking anything I've ever done in my life I've got about
three hours of sex on my flight now just chilling out gonna FaceTime some friends gonna get a snack
all that kind of stuff and then if I am fortunate hey guys so please excuse my home look right now
my makeup is everywhere and I just look like a absolute mess but I don't care this is a really
show you guys what it's like after leaving each other I don't know what Sam is gonna be filming
I am very very sad as you could tell for those clips it's just so hard like leaving the person
that you literally like want to spend the rest of your life with and it's so annoying that we
have to do this we were saying in the car how we can't wait for the day where we don't have
to do it like where we can actually just live together and be like taking the next step and
stuff so I'm not very happy today but I thought I would just try to make myself very busy that's
a big tip from me to you try and keep yourself really busy because if you just sat there then
you're gonna think about how sad you are so I'm taking my two doggies Melly who's under
Bentley over there and Bentley who's that one I'm taking them to the dog park because they
love it and it makes them happy when they're I'm happy so I thought I would do that I keep myself
busy and try to not think about how sad I am so we're going to the dog park and we'll see where
the day goes from there something that's super embarrassing is I have to sleep with my light
on now I cannot sleep in the dark without Sam it's really weird I never had that before so I
mean I started dating like I was always fine in the dark but ever since we started dating I just
hate being alone at night so I'm here basically with my neon lights on today so I can't wait for
that on the plane now as you can see just about to take off conveniently I managed to choose
which see someone are so you are free so nice to me but still it's gonna be a thousand if any
I was in Monica's position right now the dog park would Bentley sounds really weird as I've
only been without Monica for like two hours now but honestly I miss her already and that's what
weirdest thing to say I know it's crazy though we literally used to spending when we're together and
we're together for like two months at home where you suspect 24/7 together so I don't think is
the fact that I really genuinely miss her as the fact that I'm kind of like you know with my body
in my mind it kind of you know I realize that I'm not going to see her for X amount of time
so finally home and this is what I come home to it smells like him like it smells
exactly like him is that creepy oh my gosh I literally look like a monster my eyes are so
black I'm gonna do some work now I don't know if I stated in another video but I started a
new business so I'm gonna do a little bit of work with that and see how that goes
hey guys it is currently 10:30 at night I'm getting ready for bed I still am sitting next
to this I have been basically all day long that probably sounds so great but I really don't care
I already have my neon lights on because I have so much trouble sleeping at night when Sam's not here
I don't know what it is but I just do I've been trekking Sam's flight let's see where he currently
is two and a half hours he will be arriving in Germany and then he has another two-hour flight
after that I'm just probably gonna try and take a nap now and see how the rest night goes but
I'm not looking forward to tonight I'll see you guys soon okay finally after 17 and a half hours
of traveling I'm finally back in the UK with my pop C and his new car yay gonna go home now and
basically try not to pass out at Monica's full-on asleep back in New York right now Jay oh she's
interested in food she hasn't hi mommy oh it's fine like I haven't seen her in like two months
or so is it okay go to dad instead this it's it's fine like don't worry about Italy like I'm just
I'm just sitting here waiting - waiting - to be loved you know okay then you guys better okay
finally he comes to me hey yo I'm back home now back in England and I've got a new bedding that's
one thing but yeah I'm super tired I haven't slept in I don't I don't know quite even like
you know hours and hours and hours I didn't sleep its full last night and I only slept like three
hours a night before and the night before that as well and then also I just got home and found
out that something's wrong with my car I need to get any battery I think so I'm gonna I'm trying to
force myself to stay awake because I want to try and get back into the British time zone as soon
as possible like I don't want to be going to sleep at 5 a.m. and waking up at midday or two pianos or
whatever so I'm trying to force myself to stay of a mess your moniker a bit Monica then an absolute
cutie she always tries to stay awake I mean she always falls asleep but she waits out later I was
like oh my gosh I'm so sorry I fall asleep I'm like mana it's like 3:00 a.m. I just just sleep
already please so she's been an absolute cutie like messaging me non-stop and all that kind
of stuff I think she's finally gone to sleep now yeah like three weeks ago and I finally get to see
her again because I it sounds weird but I miss her already it's really weird I'm not used to sleeping
alone I got was whole bed to myself and I might I don't want it to myself I want something to cuddle