You know what?
I would never want any of my exes to feel like I would bother to sit down and do a song
about them.
Like you’re not even that special.
That’s why you’re an ex.
So no.
If any of my exes feel as if any of my songs is for them, no it’s not.
It’s really not.
Cause you’re not that important in my life.
I was in the studio.
Toron from Rock City and Super Dupes…
We were in a session and they introduced me to this song that, when I heard it,
I thought it was perfect.
I thought it was great cause I feel like every person at some point in their life has been
in a relationship where they have felt insecure about their partner.
Whether it is that you know or you have that intuition that tells you that the other person
might be cheating or something is just weird, I think we’ve all been in that place so…
I’ve been there.
So I thought it would be great to sing about it cause I like to do music that people can
relate to.
Well, I'm a little crazy.
I think that every girl, when you really really like somebody, you could be a little psycho.
I think it's normal.
That's just, I guess, our way of showing our love.
For the most part, when women are telling men, “I think that you’re cheating on me."
"I know that you're doing something funny."
"I can smell it."
"You're acting different."
"You're not coming home at the same time as usual."
Little, little signs that we catch.
Whenever you confront a man about it, they're like, "You tripping."
"You're doing way too much."
"You're loca."
"You're crazy right now."
Chill."
The thing about it is I’ve never cheated in my life.
And I’m a really good girl when I’m in a relationship especially cause I’m really
focused in my work and everything else, and I don't have time to entertain other people
if I'm with someone.
So I know that I'm being good to you.
But for example, I'm always traveling.
Sometimes I'm not around…
What you doing when I'm not around?
See?
If you’re not doing no sneaky stuff, then it should be cool for me to be in your phone.
My mom always says, “If you look, you shall find.”
Therefore I don’t try to look for stuff but if I wanted to, I should never find anything.
So yes, men do hold their cellphone real tight.
They go to the bathroom with their phones.
They put the phone under the pillow and put their head on top.
All that.
You're doing too much.
Like I know…
Why are you protecting your phone so much?
See?
And then especially, if you have all of this…
If you have all of this, how can you hold your cellphone tighter than me?
That's what I'm saying.
Well doing too much when you’re a little bit insecure, I’m not even gonna lie right?
I’ve already outgrown that stage cause I’m grown now.
I’m grown.
Like I’ve matured.
But before, I’m going to look for every single thing.
I’m gonna be all up in your instagram.
Who’s writing you?
Who gave you a like?
Why did you DM this person?
Who just text you?
Who’s this person?
I don’t know who this person is.
Who are you hanging with?
Oh is this guy with you that’s supposedly your friend and hanging out with his girlfriend
that’s really not his girlfriend because that’s your side booty call?
I know everything.
That’s actually how I feel now.
I’m kind of going through it a little bit.
But that’s just between you and me.
In my heart, I don’t wanna give up, right?
But is it maybe a sign from God that it’s not meant to be and I’m just pushing it?
Yeah sometimes you just wanna give up.
You try and you try so hard ‘cause you wanna show that other person that you’re giving
your 100%.
I’m here for you.
I’m trying to make this work.
I don’t wanna leave.
I don’t wanna love someone else.
I wanna love you.
But sometimes it’s not worth it and you just gotta move on.
The thing about it is sometimes my heart may want something
and my head says something else.
And this one says something else.
It’s like it’s by levels.
One.
Two.
Three.
You see what I’m saying?
So you can’t always just go off your heart.
Sometimes your heart is gonna tell you to do something and your mind is the one that
really knows, but that intuition in your tummy, that gut feeling that you wake up like
“Something’s wrong."
"I know it."
"I feel it.”
It’s there for a reason.