(00:00): I just got
back from almost a month in the south of France where I went on a pilgrimage for one
of my favorite spiritual teachers and a very misunderstood figure in early Christianity.
Mary Magne, (00:15):
I've been wanting to go on this pilgrimage for a really long time, and so when the time came,
I decided that I wasn't just going to go for personal reasons, but that I was also gonna
take advantage of my time there to shoot a video on the secret teachings of Mary Magdalene and how
those teachings can affect each one of us and how, how they can change the world. So off I
went to the south of France with all of my filming gear and toe, and as soon as I got there, started
to happen. , I was having difficulties scripting the exact words that I wanted to use
in the video. Then I was having issues with the weather. It was either raining or it was too windy
for me to lift my drone up. Just, it was just a hot mess until my masculine action oriented energy
finally got to a point where he just gave up. (01:01):
And I decided that I really wasn't going to be able to make this video while I was
on this pilgrimage. And that's when the magic started happening. Once I put my filming gear
down and I started to just really connect to the pilgrimage sites I was visiting and to the
energy of Mary Magdalene, I started to feel this profound pull inwards and her energy started to
change me. And I've only been back a few days back home, but the energy continues to pull me,
continues to change me, and one of the things that I've been feeling very strongly is I'm being
called to stop. It feels like another Christina is being born, and that isn't anything new to me.
I think all of us on the spiritual path, once we awaken, we go through so many changes. And
I think at this point I'm probably in like, you know, iteration 10.0 of Christina.
(01:50): So that's nothing new to me and
it's nothing new to anyone on the spiritual path. But what's different in this change,
in this iteration of Christina is that what's happening now is a little bit different from
what happened before. When I was going through my spiritual changes before and throughout these
years since I started this YouTube channel, I was able to have those changes while I was in
front of camera talking to you guys, doing YouTube content and just continuing to create even when
I was going through all of these changes. But now it's different. Something different is being born,
something different is happening in me. And now with this different iteration, with this upgrade
that I'm getting, I'm being called to pause, to stop doing everything, including YouTube
content and my regular YouTube videos. So I'm gonna give a little bit of space for
this something new, for this different iteration, for whatever's being born in me to come out.
(02:41): I'm gonna pause temporarily. Uh, this
isn't a permanent pause. Um, I'm gonna stop doing YouTube videos temporarily. Hopefully I'll be back
on the channel in December. So within the next couple of months. But for right now, I just need
to pause and listen and tap into the energy and see what wants to be born. Then I'll be back, uh,
including with that Mary Magdalene video that I'm going to be shooting and, and you know,
bringing to you all. So that's coming. But this temporary, uh, shift, this temporary pause,
this temporary stop is something that's really necessary and something that we all go through.
I think in life. Like there are moments when we really have to learn how to use that feminine
energy, how to tap into that feminine energy, how to ask the masculine or action-oriented energy to
just relax and stand down a little bit so that you can have some time with your inner feminine,
with realizing things that you need to contemplate, things that you need to feel,
things that you need to envision for your life, or even if you don't have anything that you're
dreaming about or envisioning, sometimes the pausing, what it does is it allows whatever wants
to be born from you, it allows space for that, for that iteration, for that birth to take place.
(03:53): Even outside of what your
conscious mind thinks is being birthed. Sometimes the most incredible things can be birthed in your
life without you even knowing what the hell is happening, just by you giving the space, giving
yourself space and time for those, for that, those creative juices to come through again. Now,
I would be lying if I said that this stop of on YouTube was something that I was just chill about
and have no fears at all. That's not true. Like I think for the majority of us, especially for those
of us that are very, very, um, mission driven, um, I'm a an action driven person too. Even temporary
stops like this can be a little bit scary because you don't know what's being burdened inside of
you. You don't know what's coming out. You don't know how your mission's gonna change. And so it
could be a little scary, but it's okay. (04:41):
I am having a lot of compassion for myself. And if the same is happening to you, if you're thinking
of taking a pause in your life right now, or if you're thinking of stopping something and just
kind of contemplating and sitting with the energy, it's okay for fears to come up. It's perfectly,
perfectly normal because nobody knows what comes next. Nobody knows what the next iteration of you
or the next iteration of me is gonna look like. And so the fears are completely normal. Just to
be compassionate about that is a wonderful way to work through this energy. For now,
it's a temporary goodbye here on YouTube, and I hope to see you back here in December. But if
you wanna hang out with me in person, I'm going to be doing a series of live events in Miami,
November 18th through the 20th, three days. We're going to be doing a lot of healing, a lot
of transformation, and a lot of networking. So if you feel a pull to come see me in Miami, click on
the link below to learn more about this epic live event in person event, how to buy tickets, And
don't forget to pull that trigger quickly because the tickets are extremely limited in their selling
fast. I hope to see you in Miami, and I hope to see you back in YouTube in a couple of months.