good morning!!
*chomp*
it is friday today and i have a little bit of work i need to get done
but other than that,, i kind of have a pretty chill weekend for the first time in a while
so i thought that i would vlog
i haven't vlogged in forever just because it's super super labor intensive
and there's just like been a lot of things in my life that i..
can't really vlog and like things that wouldn't really be
that fun to watch like me and my friends just like sitting and working all the time
but i have a kind of like a fun weekend planned and
i figured i'd vlog just for memories sake
just so that i can kind of
remember what my life is like during my freshman year of college
im gonna go head to a cafe to get some editing done, but
but
i just remembered a vine, i'll show you
oh my god
i still haven't found my berries,
BUT,
i found this
*lick*
me and my friends can't say the word "but" without thinking of that vine..
i don't even remember what I was saying before this
yeah
going to the cafe to work
but i'm just gonna eat some actual food before i go to the cafe
because i find once i get to a cafe
i get coffee, and then that's all i eat till like three in the afternoon
and then i get all jittery and my body's lik e
i ' m d y i n g
also i almost always drink like a whole
thing of water in the morning
just because that way if for whatever reason i can't drink water any more times of the day
at least i'm like a little bit
hydrated,
but that's not usually the case.
i'm always very well hydrated. i pee like 9,000 times a day
It's the worst actually.
a coffee is also a dehydrant and a appetite suppressor.
So
try eating before you drink coffee
also
it's bad for your stomach to drink coffee on an empty stomach
if you don't like drink a little bit of water and eat a
little bit of something something you're gonna get a headache and you don't want that.
i don't want that.
*sip*
let's go get dressed
*whistle
that looks much better
*whistle*
okey-dokey,
this is my outfit for today
wearing this red hat
as well as this baseball tee that i haven't worn in a while
got these new shoes !
they're orange on the bottom,
they're golf le fleurs and they're real cute.
they match my red ones
look at them !
power couple <3
also got on my black shorts
aand
some yellow socks.
i think i look uh
like an elementary school student and
that usually means i'm dressed well
let's go ahead to a cafe and go see my friends
his hair !
oh hi !
yummy !
good morning,
it is saturday and i made myself a cup of coffee
*sip*
nice and sweet.
i will say lately. my coffee has been getting less and less sweet
i think i'm slowly building an adult tooth tolerance to it,
but i will always have a sweet tooth
i just,
i love sweet things. is that a bad thing?
not really,
kind of.
h e a l t h .
anyways today i'm super excited! :)
'cause i'm going to go swimming!!
here at UCLA we have this like little area with
like swimming pools and like volleyball courts and like
it's just super nice and fun
i bet there's gonna be like tons and tons of people swimming today
but that's kind of the fun of it too.
me and maggie like to try and just like people watch
one of our favorite activities
is people watching
i kind of have like the morning to myself just to like think about
stuff and life and everything
and then i'm gonna meet up with maggie to get brunch before we go to the pool.
life's been heckin' weird lately
because a lot of things that i never even really dreamed of happening
have been happening and like it's stuff that i can't talk about but it's just like crazy crazy things
and like i have meetings every single day next week and it's just so bizarre
i feel like i'm just like in a dream every day. i wake up and like
i just can't believe that any of this is happening
the reason why i haven't been posting two times a week like i used to is just cause
everything got super crazy
with music and um, i promise i'm not just like sitting around i um am working a lot
there's just a lot of stuff that goes on behind the scenes and music and it takes
a really really really long time and there's so many people involved and there's so much that you have to do
but i promise it'll be worth it
and according to all the business people that we've met with the music is very good
so, i hope that people like it.
i am very nervous though for sure. it's not going to come out anytime soon
probably still have like, you know,
four, five more months until it comes out, but it takes a lot but i'll still be here
i'm not leaving or anything.
there have been a lot of
nine-hour days in the studio just recording vocals and sitting and thinking about what
sounds right and what doesn't
and it and it's been a lot of fun. but yeah, it's totally a ton of work
so that's why i only post once a week.
this summer is gonna be
very exciting in terms of music. so it's gonna be really cool.
a a a
i'm super excited . it's super surreal :)
there's a lot of cool stuff happening that i just can't talk about and i wish i could but i can't because it's bad
i j us t c a nt *so bs*
i'm gonna stop thinking about it now because i'm gonna start crying
if i start actually thinking about what's actually happening in my life
right now that i can't talk about because i can't talk about it because
thank you y'all for listening to the music because if y'all weren't listening to the music
then i wouldn't be able to make the music
so thank you so much
with all my heart and soul and body
all of the hairs on my head.
i can truly say that right now
i am happier in life than i have
been my whole entire life
and for the first time since like maybe when i was born
i like feel safe and like
secure and everything just feels alright and everything feels like good and i'm really happy.
i-i don't know why i'm telling you guys this
i just feel like i haven't really like chatted with y'all in a while.
*sip*
The school year is almost done
which sucks because i'm super super super gonna miss my friends when they're gone during the summer
and i'm gonna be working a ton
so i have to stay here in LA
i can't go back to texas that much
but i still am gonna go back to texas in like a week or so
because i gotta get my wisdom teeth torn out of my face
*sip*
it is 7:56 and i have brunch at
eleven, so I think i'm just gonna read some harry potter.
i'm on book five right now
i will say book five so far has been quite boring compared to the other ones
but also harry in the book is really bored.
so maybe that makes sense why i'm so bored
i'm only like a hundred pages in or something
so my cameras on harry potter at the moment its resting on it as a tripod.
o oh
yum conan,
i keep burping.
okay, maybe that's my cue to leave.
i'll see you at brunch
y'all, i have so much to do
yeah, it's real cloudy today.
come out sun :(
give me your strength. i..oh, oh my god
the sun listened to me
my influence.
anyways, i have so much to do this week and I have so much to do today
i am going back to texas in a week,
and i'm going there for two weeks
because i'm getting my wisdom teeth taken out and then my sister is graduating
there are a lot of meetings that i was supposed to take in the next upcoming three weeks
but we had to shove them all into like one week. so i have meetings like
every single day next week
so that's a lot and i'm stressed out about it because
i'm scared that people aren't gonna like me. :'(
u u g
it's hu- like so scary
and there's so much like business etiquette that i never learned
you just kind of have to like learn through experience and
i'm still learning but it's a really
exciting like really cool fun week ahead of me.
like i can't believe this is happening
but i'm gonna go ahead and leave the vlog here
i hope that you guys enjoyed this little glimpse into
what my life is like right now
the school year is almost over
and i don't know what my life is gonna be like in a year like who even really knows
but this is what my life is like
right now and almost everything about my life right now is because of y'all.
this cup of coffee
y'all bought this cup of coffee like you don't know it, but y'all bought this cup of coffee
you guys gave me the opportunity to move to LA
and you guys listening to my music is what changed my whole entire life
so, thank you :>
i'm going to try not to get emotional this early in the morning
but just know that i, i could never thank you guys enough for
literally completely changing my life when i say i'm a kid from texas
who really didn't think anything good would happen to him
it's the truth, but somehow, somehow things worked out and it worked out for me
i promise it'll work out for you
i get DMs all the time from you guys saying that you feel like
you're not gonna be able to do anything with your life
and like saying that you feel so hopeless and i've been there i've been
there so hard, so many times, but it worked out and it always works out
somehow so have faith that everything is going to be okay
i know it can be really hard to believe it sometimes and i never believed it
but it was okay and it's okay.
everything worked out. alright, i think, i don't know
maybe i'm just too positive in the morning. maybe that's what it is.
i don't know.
s u n l i g h t
i am going to go edit this vlog for like nine hours,
and i'm going to see my friends for some food
thank you for watching this and thank you for everything
that's what, that's what i was trying to say and like the longest most weird way
i'll see you guys in a week with a brand new video.
i hope that y'all have a fantastic week god bless and goodbye